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Wednesday, July 29, 2009




ROLLER COASTER RIDE, WANNA COME

ALONG TOO X?




Helloyoooh. Back from school. Did maths and engfund in school today (Y). Thanks Sammy for teaching me!! Touched! Met Aloy this morning. Late. Sorry about that bro =/ Went for after school maths with Diyana, Desmond, Sammy and Cihui. Learned quite some things. Hieng! If not I think I cannot pass the quiz on monday. Then Diyana left earlier. AND WANNA KNOW WHAT THE HELL CIHUI DID?

O______________O


Fucking gross okay. Ok, briefing first -> He big toe nail about to drop since dont know how many years ago. WHOLE DAMN THING MAN. So finally today it drop off after so long. Then he kept shoving it into Diyana's and my face. Yellow yellow and black black one somemore =.= But after Diyana left ... I became the only target to scare because the other 2 guys are not scared.



So this is what he did .....







He placed his fucking nail in my pencil case when I went to the toilet. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!!


And his accomplice, Desmond Lao Da was like " Eh Li En, lend me your eraser." Just so that I open my pencil case -__________- WTF. did suspect anything cause he is lao da what and I have a giant size eraser. Its normal for people to borrow it from me =) Anyway, I am changing my pencil case already. TONIGHT! Asshole.


Kay. Photo spam from my phone by Samuel.



This is my pencil case. I like it alot man. -.- If not for that nail, I will still use it. Hahs.







[above] Vegetarian Cihui cannot eat garlic so he can only have pepper to go with his fries. AWWWWWWWWW

[above] See my almighty-block-camera hand! LOL!

[above] Jenny =))





Thats all for today. So-muckloves!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009




IT FEELS LIKE THIS AND THAT X.



Helloyo! Dont ask me why, but I am still feeling very high. Prolly because of weather. Must be.. Its nice and cool and it looks like its gonna rain. Shiok!
Tired, sleepy and still damn high. LOL.

Kay today's tuesday with webdesign. Pon maths lecture and went for lunch at century with the 2 monSTARS. Teehee. Came home and almost fell asleep again. Luckily Jenny called me just in time. If not, cham. Like that time comprog. Bathed and rushed out to meet Jenny, LaoDa ,Sammy and Cihui. (Y)(Y)(Y)

Studied awhile of engfund, and played with a new game on Sammy's laptop. Plants VS Zombies? Nice! Kay then atudy abit more and went bused home with LaoDa blah blah blah. Tmr's engfund quiz. Half dead. Note - I didnt say die okay. Half dead means still got chance.


Meeting Aloy to go to school together tmr morning ;] Nights.




Jump with joy with me x.


Helloyoh all, time check first! Its 1.45 am and I am still wide awake. Tell you why. I am feeling so high that I cant get to sleep. Secret. Kay, school as usual. Comprog. Thanks Desmond(my大救星) for helping me with my comprog. Not to forget Kenneth and Timothy too :D Thanks thanks and thanks. Engfund lect, maths lec, maths tut, writortial. Should really get serious and study for god sake already if I dont wanna retake any. CHOY CHOY TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD.


Headed down straight Grands' place after that. Woots! I miss them loadsaaaaaaaaaa. Pig out. Really pig out. Snacks tv, chit chat with Ahma(=D)(L)(L)(L), eat sleep, disturb Jonathan. Hahs! Super love the weather tonight. It feels like the kind of temperature in Australia =/ Seriously, I miss that place alooooooooot!

Kaykay, cause I love the weather so much right, I walked home :D Awesome! Goodnight. Busy week ahead. Sleep tight!

Sunday, July 26, 2009




Pick a heart of a color x.



Helloyoh! Sunday plans changed and I spent today doing what I do best. Lazing around the house! 宅女~! Woosahhh. Found more old cds collection. RICKY MARTIN(L)! I never failed to listen to his songs whenever I was on dad's car when I was around kindergarden ((:

I remember that time I will always sit at the front seat because I want to. I am much a pampered kid to say. I'll tell you a lil secret. Nahs, maybe not *cheeky smile* Kay, I am into a new Hong Kong show. It was first aired in year 1998 I think but I am new to it. This show is really nice! Its called 冤家宜结不宜解.

Another one is Forensic Heros. Okay I know I am slow. Though the cousins all watched it and never fail to talk about it all the time and even name themselves after the characters in the show. I ....... just started watching it. So whats your prob ? =S
Forensic Hero is super cool. Now I know why they love it so much and never get sick of talking about it. Its another show I need cushions to hide behind with. SCARY. -o-


LOL-ISHY.



So coming week is kinda sleep-lesser fo mea already. Listing out some appointments lest I forget!


Monday, I promised to visit grand after school. Double love for that!
Tuesday, study session after school with Jenny, Desmond and Samuel. (Y)(Y)(Y)
Wednesday, going to school with Aloysius ;) And after school maths.
Thursday, prayer dinner at night. Woots.
Friday, engfund peer tutoring.
Weekend plans are still not confirmed yet. But I know I will be going out.




SEEEEEEEEEE MY BUSY SCHEDULE. ALAMAK!!! This week no more free afternoons after school :< IMMA BUSY GIRL OKAY.

And if I am not wrong, comprog shit is due this coming week. Chee Sheng asked me and I wasnt sure =/ What else due? I-DONT-KNOW. I know I really need to plan what to wear throughout the week already. FIRST TIME!



LOL-ISHY!

Saturday, July 25, 2009




Confused. Happy. Weird.
omgz shit~





Helloyohhhh ~ Having the sudden urge to blog but I dont know what to blog about.
Weekends are always the foodful days. I wake up and do nothing except eat. Finally, my tummy decided to disagree with me. I dont know how many times I ran to the toilet already -.- I dont know if its stomach ache, gastric or menses cramp. Seriously, it feels like heavy mixture of everything. LOL-ISHY-ISHY !


And because of this, I am feeling very lethargic ;[ So I went to took a short nap and Mui came home shortly. Cant be bothered with her, i don't have that kind of energy. But she really gets on my nerves sometimes. Once and awhile, during her show(commercial breaks) she will walk in to my room ... and sing ->"Smack that all on the floor" and open close open close the drawers. SBGL SIOL.


A quite tiger doesnt mean it dont bite >=D Heh heh heh ...
She scattered out of my room like a little mice. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Serve her right. Dont ask me how, but I just have my ways. *smirks*



got to go, assignments are 牛大便.

Friday, July 24, 2009



Everytime I see you, I ran out of words to say x.(L)(L)


Helloyohhhh ~ Beautiful weather. This is the 85667821124688th time I am saying this already. Having a hard time waking up every morning. Seems like Diyana too has the same problem too. Hahs! Snooze only huh. Well now I have 3 "partners" to take bus to school with. Diyana, Desmond and Samuel. Okay, shall call them the DDS gang for short Aiseh, powerful name siol SCARED NOT?! =O lol-ishy



I just remembered secondary school dazedays ... I wake up earlier because of the inhumane school hours and Mum havent left the house for work. So almost every morning I can get heart attack. I doze off on the toilet bowl. Hahs! And out of all the outer space bombings sudden,




* BANG BANG BANG!*
{she bangs like as if the world is coming to an end. CHOY!!}





Then she will continue with her super power thunder voice.






曹绿恩! 迟~~~到~~~LIAO!!! *ROARRRRRRR*

(Chor Li En ! LATE ALREADYYY!!)










HEART ATTACK OR NOT YOU SAY? One time not enough. So I went to shower ... Let the water run and just doze off in the tub again And the same thing just happen again. MASSIVE HEART ATTACK SIOL. I think even if i really die inside also because of heart attack. HAHAHA CHOYYYYYYY





Kay anyway today I went to IKEA with Jenny, Sylvia, Kahkit, Xinyi and Sean. Fish and Chips with free drink refills. Walked around and wanted to buy my orangee-red sunflower but it wasnt available. SAD. After we left IKEA, Jenny had some fun on our phone confusing people. TEEHEE.



Piccas will be up later!


Goodnight.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009






Helloyooohhh ~ Back from Pasir Ris & Desmond is 神 at comprog. TP PLEASE SACK BRINDHA hire Desmond or at least someone like him ;) And after learning more about codings, I find flowchart even more redundant -_______-


Flow your head la flow.


I noticed that its always Wednesdays that rain heavily. Know why I know? Cause Wednesday got "spot-check" for shoes so we cant wear slippers even its raining. I love rainy wednesday! *thumbs up*


Ps, I realise many reads my blog. Its getting more public-ishy. Its supposed to be LOW PROFILE. Back to my wordpress ^^C

Tuesday, July 21, 2009






Helloyoh! On this sunny island, I just wish for a bright helium balloon every morning. School's great today. Webdsign is eye-shut and toe-shut because its boring and I have to wear cover shoexzxzxzxzx. My school hired a master to check on our shoes on every tuesday and wednesday instead of a proper teacher. Not that we dont have a webdesign teacher, his name is -> Mr Studio8 ;) Expensive and always out of stock(when we want to buy. Sso is this what they call the play-hard-to-get-type?). HOT ITEM ANYWAY!


LOL-ISHY!


Aijisen for lunch. SEDAP DOY! Always my favorite, always spoilt for choice because I love them all. HEE HEE HEE~~ If only I have that amount of cash everyday. Better still if only i have that amount of cash, I will have a aijisen outlet in my kitchen and I will also have a tranquil lagoon from BoraBora Island or Tahiti in my toilet. SUPER AWESOMEEE!


Go google that know what you are missing out in life :)


Manymanyschoolworkstillnotfinished.papayaaaaaaaa!

Monday, July 20, 2009




PLEASE DONT KILL ME



Kitty, Sean took that photo. Not me. HAHAHA!


School's fine today. We have a upcoming comprog labtest this Thursday! Looking foward to it. I can die hard twice you know. !@#^&@#$%^ Kay so today comprog was nothing except that diyana said -> ________'s armpit so cute.

I missed out on whose armpit she said. Either Brindha V or her own. Hahs. Maybe she's referring to mine *blush* I.... I.... I..... tomorrow let you smell okay. HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG SO DISGUSTING SIOL -_______-



Thats all for now. I need to recharge myself for tonight's tv marathon. YES-SAH! ;p
Its bedtime now. I really should be sleeping. But I am currently craving for ...



THIS!!! *slurps*




This is the first time I am saying : "SO NICE!" to a tahu dish ;) So its really very nice for a anti-tahu eater like me ^^V

Bye, so-muckloves!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Helloyoo ~tomorrow's monday, and I hate that. Super long hours in school plus comprog plus lectures. Prolly the the only lesson I am looking forward on every mondays are Maths Tutorial. Kayy anyway, I am feeling much better. Thanks for all ;)

Somethings just never change. A leopard never changes it spots. I just need to find ways to strengthen up myself, both mentally and physically.


This weekend I'm back to being my 宅女. I stayed at home and practically do nothing productive except eat sleep and tv. I am been gorging on food continuously UNKNOWINGLY. Until Mum literally asked me to stop eating.
(ps, she always ask me to eat eat eat cause she thinks I need to fatten up abit) I bought tons of chocolate and tidbits. ALL SORTS OF IT.




That day I went out with Daddy and Mui for dinner. Daddy drove back his mini-bus and we had so much fun cam-whoring in it.
Bloody Mui caught me talking to my secret frenxzxzxzxz or rather myself at the back of the bus.... HAHAHAHA






















THEN I CAUGHT HER HAPPILY


SNAPPING PICTURES OF ME .























OF COURSE I MUST GO


TAKE AWAY HER CAM RIGHT?





















BUT .....




















OBVIOUSLY I AM SO TALL. *blink blink*

someone* ahem* gonna roll her eyes when she sees this already. Slap you.










HEEHEEEHEEE





















AND THEN SHE GAVE ME


HER THAT FAMOUS SMIRK.













So paparazi-ishy. In a mini van/bus stalking and taking pictures of others. LOL-ishy




Nothing much happened later is worth mentioning(everything was shown on the next day in school. I wasnt much of myself)... Well, except that we went back to our old house in Pasir Ris to look around. Much memories, but that still not the reason :) I realized, everything in my memories were much more huge and bigger and thats because I grow up already whatttttt -.-


Hate growing up. Its just so much problems. Adults just thrashing any shit just because they think you are older already. And when you ask them certain things, they just rub you off with a ->"大人的事情你不要管可以吗"

Translation : Adults' problems can you dont kaypoh ok.











WHAT THE FUCK!?!?
*do the wtf hand thing*




















Like for example, SOMETIME AGO, i forgot when.. BUT REALLY SOMETIME AGO. NOT that long but still can be counted to be longgg... You get what I mean?
I ask daddy, "can you stop smoking please?"
He replied -> "大人的事情你不要管可以吗?说不会懂的" and then he will go on about his PROUD SMOKING HISTORY. Contradicting but yes, thats my old man.


Translation: Like above's translation and with a additional "you wont understand".






Whatever you all say then.






Okay eeeee'nuff of that. I have a LEXY(woohoo) to complete...

Thursday, July 16, 2009




Timeout please. I cant hold it back anymore.



I tried to sleep earlier last night I thought sleeping early could just means that everything will be better sooner. & I have to meet Diyana(L) in school earlier too. That moment of silence in bed just killed me.
I woke up with a swollen eyes, no double eyelids and f puffy eyes. Thank god it wasnt that obvious after I bathed. I took a deep breath in, held back my tears and went off to school.


"LIEN YOU MUST NOT CRY. YOU KNOW YOU ARE STRONG."

I kept that playing on repeat in my mind....


I thought today would just be like any other day if I continue wearing that smile on my face. Everytime I tried to smile be it sucessful or not, it just killed me inside even more badly. The more I try the I fail. I just want to be alone,because I am afraid of showing people my emotional side. But when I am alone, I am so scared I cant take it anymore and just ended it where it is.


I rang ahma up last night. She's prolly the only one who understands me and the situation the most now and always. She said I was too soft-hearted and always allowing shit that jerks throw to affect me so badly. I once swore to myself that I would just kill those "jerks-leaders" just for revenge. But how much would that turn back the time and return whats rightfully belong to us? For now, I just wish for everything to stay in place and stop changing for the worst.
GOD BLESS US ALL PLEASE.











Went off with kenneth, daniel, xinyi, jenny, sylvia{sorry I missed out your name}, sean, kahkit and john for movie. I was too scared to be alone and was seeking for some other stuffs to occupy my mind then. Horror movie, good for distracting unwanted thoughts. I dread bus ride alone today. I broke down on the bus and I hope nobody noticed. No wonder they say chocolates makes great comfort food.

Thank those who have been there for me today. Especially Xinyi, Sean, Jenny and Diyana(she never fails to make me smile =] ) and also those people who went to the movie.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009



Cool effects behind. Christmas Camping at East Coast last year.




Helloyoho! It's bedtime now and I should be sleeping. I have decided to go out earlier everyday because of stalkers -.- I only realise after Mui told me about it last night. True or not I dont know. But I trust my own eyes. Hahs!


So, today water was out. Seeked "refuge" at Grands' place. They were so happy I bought them chao-kuei-tiao. I promised them anyway :) AhGong loved the poh-pian and even said :"好吃" to me in hokkien. It just meant so much to me you know! He's a stroke paitent fyi. Ordered extra big packet of chao-kuei-tiao fro blk 201 for them because Grands said they wanted that last week.
The one at interchange is not good enough. Hate that.

This week Ahgong says he wants pineapple and Ahma said she only want me to be there(awwwwwww) ... Okay laaaa I will ;)

NOW WHO CAN TELL ME HOW TO CHOOSE A GOOD AND SWEET
PINEAPPLE?
Will be much appreciated! *blink blink*


Dinner was settled at Grand's place (duhhhhh) and Jonathan has a puking-gross earthworm. Wang ba dan -.- Ahma prepared many many of my favourite dishes. It's like always because I have alot of favourite food xD

Bus-ed home after that and Mum long-bang me home on her bike. It was all going so peaceful and nice and relaxing because she was cycling so slowly and I loved the night's atmosphere. AND THEN! Out of a sudden ..... *zoooooooom* A guy on a mountain bike just cycle pass us.

Mum was super "不爽"like that and SHE SPEEDS UP WITHOUT WARNING SAYING : "WHAT?!?!? YOU WANT TO BI-AH(fight/challenge) isit?" And then she laughed.
I literally fall backwards(almost). Can you imagine that? ZZZZZZZ !



I have a crazy yet adorable Mum. Hearts and hugs!

Monday, July 13, 2009


Jenny, holding on supposed-to-be-diyana. Hahs!




My neck is hurting like fuck. If only I could stick those stinky yet a little effective muscle strain or injury patch. But can you imagine when I pull it out, I will be botak!
I hit myself with that hammer while at arcade with kenneth and gang.it was definitely a stupid clumsy act. Whats wrong with me?


I am hooked on to oldies love songs. Its damn addictive! Hahs! Maths quiz today was SCOREEEEEEEE !!! Teacher says I have got the first 2 correct!!! This means, I just need another freaking mark to get my A1. WOOHOO! I am v.happy.
Kay so tmr I need to wake up earlierrrrrr just to bathe because HDB decides to switch off the main water tap during the time I am supposed to be getting ready for school -.- Ji bastard. Later I bathe until halfway got no water. DIE. No matter what must also wake up earlier...
Tuesday's the only day I can sleep later.


Main water tap off till evening. Gonna fill my bathtub and buckets up with wadaaaaaaa! Can you imagine how my house will erode when there's not water to wash up when I come home and to flush after we shit and pee? EWWWWWWWWWWWW~




Having Webdesign tmr. STRESS.


- Text removed. DANIEL -.-
Hahas, thanks ;)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Helloyo!
Youtube decided to remove sum41's with me video(my blog video) due to some copyrighted reasons. Its okay, cause I've got another better video! Check it out! Its Chris Daughtry Singing Poker Face! SUPER AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEYYYYY !!!


Good weather recently. If only Singapore's weather is like this all year round. Shiok.


Dad gave me a shock with a ring of sms that woke me up. He sounded so weird... and then out of a sudden, he end with those joke sms that gets forward around ones. HE REALLY SCARED ME. I thought something happened to him... He assured me that there's nothing wrong.. but I did sensed it. I am sure my sixth sense is very one kay.

Stuffed myself with loads more chocolate. So heaty that I woke up one day after nap with blood in mah mouth~ I was feeling very sore at the upper gum, somewhere near the throat area. Is it me or it is just that chocolates are really addictive ..??


Kay neeway, my blog is set to private for now until I get somethings back in my life and get some other stuffs back on track. Read the word "SomeTHINGS " again. Prefering to matter, not living thing or whoever ;)v Hearts and hugs.

Brb, I know diyana loves me :D

Wednesday, July 8, 2009



Fantastic Video! Love his live performance ;) *2 thumbs up* Must watch kay.
(ps, please stop the video above first before watching)




He's always good. But his current hairstyle and mustache make him oldish it doesnt suit him ...thats one of the reason why I didnt wanna share his official video of this song because of his new hair and look :(






[above] Used-to-be look



[above] New look



Sigh. I still think his look is betterrrrrr ~ Dont you think so too? :) Kay, show you some more of his both looks with guitars.






[above] Used-to-be look





[above] New look


I shall say no more.




Niway, I just finish watching my show, introduced by LaoMui. Miss those days at the beginning of the year when poly haven't started. I can spent the whole day at home watching HongKong dramas and on channel 55 and channel 255 on CableTv.
What I am watching now, is a police(?) show with a some romance. HAHS! Typical kind where you kinda know who will get together with who in the end. And I was right!


Addicted. Now, I have more reasons to sleep later alreadyy. See my panda eyes! Ta-ta blog, hello assignment due tomorrow. Nights.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Hello love, 2 more days to pay day and there's so much I want to get using that money. Though its not much, but its better than nothing. Love working. Love the cash. Workaholic genes from Mom.

Kay, I just got scammed by a online shop and its really frustrating! Should have trusted my intuition and not buy from that bloody freak!! I hope you use that money to treat your ass piles T___T Its not that I cannot afford that amount. Its just that if you want the money just go earn it. Now, not only I cannot get the item that caught my eye(that was really a pretty piece) , I dont get my money back too. Bloody hell or what -.-
I am losing trust from online shopping already. I can hear alot of cheerings because now you people have more reasons to ask me to go shopping with you and I WILL BUY together with you instead of solo buying.


Nb, fuck that scammer.




Aneway, I did ........









today. That universal loop thing over my head was USELESS. I dont feel the heat or whatever shitz. STILL ! Love the great service there and now my hair is SUPER SUPER SOFT and I am SUPER SUPER HAPPY! YAY!!!



Uncle2's fam went over to Grands' place today and saw them there. Hongkai is very big size and musular-looking now. HAHAHA! You wont believe that he is the same age as Jonathan. Both Primary 3!


Uncle2 is still as SBGL as ever!!!!!


Convo
Mummy: "Eh your Hongkai very big already hor"
Uncle 2: *poke hongkai's kukubird hard and repeatly* "Ya, here big here big"
Ahma : "Dont make him paisey la you -.-"
Uncle 2 to Mui : *in his usual calm yet serious tone* "Your head is getting bigger"






Jonathan,








Played with him OHELLO - Uhs is this what you called it(?), when I slept-over at grands' place that day. Nevmind about the name. Main point was I owned him! :D
What bully ._. He was winning at first okay, and then he kinda got hao lian thats why he lost! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!





[above]
Me : " Eh TonTon!"
Him :" WHAT?!?"




HOHOHO SEE MY LEG. LOL!!!



I LOVE SLEEPING OVER AT GRANDS' PLACE! Totally awesome with no naggings from Mum and so much loves from AhMa! Ahma will cook for me so may food and she always knows what I am craving for! She is super awesome! Ahgong used to cook together with Ahma food for me or he will go ta-bao chilli crab and all for me. So much PAMPERING!
But now, he is not well :( I just miss the way he used to ask me to eat, and the way he used to call me to check if I have eaten even ewhen Mum is at home. Sighhhhh dont wanna say anymore. I feel like crying already .... A totally life time regret I will never be able to make it up to him. MUST SPEND MORE TIME WITH THEM! Prolly moving over to stay with them already during schooldays.