this song has cheeeeesy lyrics(:


♥ ♥ ♥ 想念.

you are not going to believe that i weeped last night.
i not going to say out the reason.
last night, when i thought of sucide. :X
then it suddenly struck me. i promised mye god that i don even think of it again.
say whatever you want, say that i ming xin, i also don care.
and i have a feeling that something is telling me that i have to be STRONG! UBER STRONG!!
if i cant even go thru this ordeal, then im a useless human, wasting air.
but i sometimes, i do felt in that way.
sucide is the last way out. and i know, it will still be the same without me. so, the wouldn't make any differences to the world. the sun will still rise. there will still be 24hours a day. and i hope that no one will be sad over it.

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enough emo.ing
i got researchs to do.
please dont discuss my emo.ing among yourself.
JUST READ AND FORGET(:

school is REALLY getting on mye nerves.
its getter uber.ly BORING!
-.- z!

hahas. JOYE told me the same thing today.
she said that when yuitng ang yuhan go back, we will be left to xiang yi wei ming.
hahs. so qiao. she din saw my blog last night.
xDD !

switched on mye hp only at 11pm last night. i was trying to restrict myself from sms-ing too much. then, many smses came all at one time. and one unknown sms asking me hw. then when i ask who is he/she, she din reply. LOLS!!!

i wanna go bathe now.
byeeee!!!! (:

im going to sort out things soon. you will hear from me again. im NOT going to sit down here and let you acuse me over and over again.

SCHOOL REOPENED. sian! -.-
where are all those sia kias when you need them? where are they when they are supposed to burn down mye school.?

LOLS!!
first day school reopen, tio caught by lau ong for coloured hair~!
fuck her.
her only catches us so she can get praises from the mushroom head *oooops* and vp. and! maybee a promotion too.
whye cant she be like other teachers who care for their students and doesnt catch them?! *SHRUGGS*
ohs yarhs. she scare if she doesnt catch, she will get retrench.
B-L-A-H-S!
enough rantings.

chouYUHAN & chouYUTING are going back to taiwan to study.
they are going to quit school in singapore. *sighs*
now left joye and me xiang yi wei ming in our class.
LOLS! hahas. jkingjking.
we got xiao zhus mahs.
(:

i think i end here le bahs. cause this post is like so random.
and im still addicted to the sme song again.
its called 放不下。 click on it to lisent.

♥ ♥ ♥ LYRICS :

你好嗎　你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長

是不是　還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上

要堅強　我常常對著鏡子裏的人大聲講

雖然說　孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰



MSN上太多的路人甲

偶爾你也該上來說說話


想著你的溫柔　想著你的模樣　我放不下

都說過了再見　我們各自飛翔　各自長大

抱緊愛會掙扎　放開愛會心慌　神也很忙

到底要實現哪個願望

離開你　那麼傻　可以後悔嗎

風很大　怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼

我很棒　一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮

每一天　發生的事情我都好想要跟你講

愛很怪　什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒

Ooh-　心裡最深的牽掛

越想遺忘越不能忘
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see what i mean?! oh the lyrics,
BLAHS!.
here's the english translation.

Artist: 龔詩嘉
Gong Shi Jia/Kaira Gong

How are you?
Wonder if your nights are as long winding as mine
Is it because
You still carry the love I gave in your hands
Have to be strong
[That's] What I often say loudly in front of the mirror
Even though so
Thoughts of loneliness, being alone seems like a punishment
There are too many people on MSN
Once in awhile, you should also show up to chat
Thinking of your tenderness
Thinking of your look
I can't let go
We've said our farewell
Let each of us fly
[Let] Each of us grow up
Love that's held too tight can struggle
Love that's being let go can be anxious
God is also very busy
[Deciding] Which wish should be granted
It was foolish to leave you
Wonder if I will regret it
The wind blows hard
Worry if you don't wear enough clothes and let yourself in the cold
I'm so great
I replaced the lightbulb myself, [now] the room becomes so bright
Everyday
How I wish I can tell you everything that happens
Love is weird
Took offense at everything, but then at the end, forgive everything
Ooh the heart's deepest grip
The more you want to forget, the more you cannot
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this may look familiar to you cause i posted this before.
BYEEEEEE~ loves' x3

yawns.! school holiday is ending soon. or should i say TOO SOON.!!
-.- yawns yawn yawnsssss.
how i wish that some siao kia go bomb mye school down. then like this, i wont have to go to school!
YAYS!!!

okays. lets try erm, a TONGUE TWISTER!
READ FAST MAN!
AS FAST AS YOU CAN.


This is this cat
This is is cat
This is how cat
This is to cat
This is keep cat
This is an old cat
This is idiot cat
This is busy cat
This is for cat
This is forty cat
This is seconds cat


hahas, how did it go?
now, read the THIRD word form each line starting from the top of the tongue twister.
xD!

hahaahahaahahahahahahahhahahas. one of my relative showed me this yesterday.
i find it quite funny. thus, i decided to show you all.
if you are not happy with it, go bang your head against your monitor. (& maybe you don even need to go to school!)
(:
happy banging!

and ohs! i found a cute song : my boy lolipop(click it to hear). hahas.
it sound cheeesy. hahas.

buhbbyeeeee.

♥ 爱你的借口。改不掉的坏习惯。


BLAHS-.
soo long never updated le luhs.
holiday mahs. blog also holiday.
hahas. LOOOOOLS.
i will let the pictures do the talking for now.
(:

JOCAB AKA KANGKANG 'S PICTURES : (place your arrow on the pictures for captions)

















and tadas!~ heres KANGKANG de pictures. lazy to upload more. its taken at the zooooo.
i have great time there, with all the church friends.
ANDAND!! i soooo miss KANGKANG!

RANDOM PICTURES : (place your arrow on the pictures for captions)

















♥oh well. i gonna change my blogskin sooon le.
hhahaahahahas.
i wont be at home 2nite. having another sleepover.
and i wil be meeting jonathan.
YAYS! *CHEERS*
he's gonna sleepover toooo.
and we are going to have a pebble battle. LOLS.
he taught us how to play with pebbles.
okay lahs quite fun luhs.
BLAHS!~
i having been eating alot during the holidays mans.
B.L.A.H.S.S!
anythingwhatever bullshit!
GRAHS!


i think i gonna end here le bahs.
byeeeees and loves.