F-E-V-E-R ! Last night, I wouldnt really remember what happened but I know Mummy came over and put her hand on my forehead suddenly in the middle of the night. " ahh why so hot?!?" I was sweating alot and sort of in a half conscious state(sleeping leh) . Then only this morning, I realize I was having high fever of about 40 degrees. God knows why.

Still, I went out today. I felt that my head was so heavy and I could barely feel my arms and limbs. It was so bad I could not even open the bottle of Coca-Cola and balance myself when I walked. Just felt so feeble. Bus-ing was like a torture to me cause the air-con was like so cold and I could not stop shivering.

So tomorrow is presentation and I NEED AND WANT to go to school. I cant wait to see other's presentation yet, I have a presentation to do myself too. So if I am absent, I cant get to see others presenting and they will get to see me present. Cannot lose out. So I die die must go to school tomorrow. WA DAAAAAA ~~

Nuff' of this, I need to get down and start doing my powerpoint slides!

Before I go on,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!!!
I love you very much! (L)(L)(L)


I overslept today. Woke up around 1.30 when Mummy called. And I was supposed to meet the rest at 2pm. I was like: "today is what day? Is there school? Shiatzxzxz!"
It took me awhile to remember I was supposed to meet the rest. Since I am late already, I watched abit of Jackie Wu's show before I go shower. Heh!

Met up with them at bowling alley. And after bowling, we went to White Sands Arcade to find Jia Min. That poor girl has to work on Saturdays. awwwww ~

After arcade, we ended up playing catching around the mall. It didnt last long cause I was caught and I played "wait for them to come to me" and then, Nigel came! He drove us back to E!hub and we had BBQ steamboat or something. Tasty but the smell stains on my shirt, hair and bag(?).

You know what, kicking balls around shopping centers are great fun!
Yes sah!




Piccaaaas from yesterday's human wheelbarrow event!







Credits to Jennifer.

p/s My arms are still aching much more than yesterday. EEK!

I have more pictures but I am just lazy to upload using this lousy computer. I am getting Uncle Richard to fix it for me tomorrow! Or esle, GG. I have not done my presentation slides due on Monday.


My bank funds is depleting tremendously already. Seriously, someone take my ibanking device away. I am super pissed off with myself now >:O And who the f invented ibanking?!?

Time passes really fast. Its already like the 3rd from the end of my long long 6 months holiday yaw. And I am finally getting my lap-pa tomorrow. Today was CCA day event and the weather was unbearably warm




Credits to Daniel. But why is the picture so small huh Dan?!?




Western food at Design school is awesome! Engfund class is kiss-my-ass cause its mainly physics. Although I am not interested in physics, I still would prefer Mr Ng to teach me again. Mr Ng's lesson is the most shiok of all the other lessons I could remember. His signature *shake head and sighs* and walks-out-of-class-unknowingly left me a great impression of him. Yes, I am in with the majority of the guilty ones who sleeps during his lesson. But I did not let him down during Olevels though.

I spent the least time on his subject and got it as one of the highest in my Olevels. uh huh uh huh






I was talking with Daniel and Kenneth on msn earlier on. Are gays the IN thing now? HAHAHAHAA OMG~~









Ane way, Grand's birthday is this Saturday. I think I should totally go for her birthday instead of the kbox lest another life-time regret.



Web design is fun yet leceh. Click here, click there, do this do that. But the result is real nice. I love the douch tool with the mask thang.

Shieeeeeok ba ba ba ~ I came today after my first day of lesson in Temasek and drop dead on bed till just a few moments ago. uh huh uh huhhhh

Poly started this morning with a BAM cause mum tries to wake me up only at 6.45plus I need to charge my lau-ya handphone, bathe, pack bag, and find my pencil case leh!
Next week is Oral Presentation already. WTH LOL. It has come to this point that I need to get Uncle Richard back again to bash get everything back into place for this ill-fated hardworking computer which has a owner who refuse to give it a well balanced diet (Hi Mrs Ong! )

When I say : Well Balance Diet, I meant was enough rest and Anti virus. I have a high high usage record. WA DAAAA ~~

(Mummy keeps pacing in and out of her room now, just to see what I am doing and yaks me to go sleep -.- )

You know I seriously cannot stand Sissy any longer. Cause she is getting so irritating and nonsensical as days goes by. Thats why novels/cartoons/drama always portray younger sisters with a annoying front.

Example :

Earlier on....


Sissy : Mummy why my eye only sometimes got double eye lid only? Somemore one side only *whines* Why Jiejie and you got twuuuuuuuu always?!?
Mummy : Oh shut up la. Idiotic question *shakes head and continue wiping table*



And then awhile laterrrrrrr ~ Sis walks out of her room with a unbalanced big big scrotch tape stuck on her upper eye lids and comes to me..




Sis : JieJie! See my double eye lids ! *haolian*
Me : Go away and stop irritating me. Or I hope you pull off your brows with the scrotch tape. *shouts to Mummy* Look at this annoying girl.

Mummy : WU-LIAO ~
Sis: She's just got recharge from her nap. Its okay, she can take it !



Okkayyyyyy ~ Whatever. That day she was practicing her presentation speech infront of the mirror which ended not very well after I walked in. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Not going to probe further in *smirks*

First lesson today was lab and it was Computer Programming ! Interesting thang and I am actually looking forward to it. One thing though, I cannot understand what the teacher is talking about cause she has a strong Indian Accent. I am not racist but YAAAAAAA , you know its really hard to catch the ball.

Tomorrow is a shu-wort shu-wort day so I am going shopping with my new classmates and look around at IT fair. And I am looking forward to Web Design lesson!

Today felt like those typical holidays days. I am starting to miss those days already but yet I am looking forward to days in Temasek. I am contradicting myself again right? Lol!

I seriously hate M days(wink if you know what I am talking about) M started on the very first day of Orientation and lasted throughout the orientation days. Now you know how fatigue and drained out I felt then. The weather did no make it any better.

Grandma came after her hair perm session and rant on how humid humid the weather is. I KNOW. Cause I almost die from heat it. Tmr will be another long day. Wedding meal, prayers, Pops, grands' place and more.





Pictures credits to weiling and sylvia =))

New Classmates, say hi! :D


k, now bye!

My blog hits went up for the past few days. Guess you are all looking forward to me post on me bloggiexzx. I purple-ly wont blog.



Ok oh kayyyy la ~ I will blog since I am always a saint. *blink blink*
Orientation is finally over. I am so tired at I could sleep while standing, walking or even drinking water. I have like only 16 hours of sleep for the past 3 days. Come on man.

Yesterday's regatta(sp?) I returned home with a red face and abit of red neck -.-






It was even redder so not really true to the pic. So yesterday sissy kept poking fun of my red face blah blah blah and somehow were we playing funny faces in the mirror even before I realize. We were imitating some people and our rapport and chemistry is like so good that I can think of who is she thinking of imitating even before she starts acting out. And so did she! Omg ~

Halfway thru the game, she suddenly blurp out :"EH ! I almost same height as you already leh. KA-TEH la you" *looks in mirror and use hand to compare height*

(ka-teh is a malay word. I dont know how to spell it but it means something shorty or short)


Me:"One more ka-teh from you to me, you die *killer stare*"
Sis: "KAAAAAAAAA-RA-TEH"


I am not that short what. Its just that she got daddy's tally genes. Daddy still ask me dont grow taller already. Like what the fuck?

School is officially starting next week and I am meeting my new classmates all at west gate incase we lost our wayyyyy :D

NI NAI NAI TOOOOOOOOOT ~~

I wanna pee badly a min ago. So I went to the toilet at the kitchen. I switched on light and walked in happily cause I am going to relieved myself. So Yay until I saw a motha fucker big lizrd up on the ceiling.

BIG




ENORMOUSLY






HUMONGOUS






GIGANTIC







GROSS LIZARD.

It was so big that I could see it so clearly that it has a white spot on its disgustingly slimy tail. WAH LAU EH!


Mummy says :"那只lizard白白胖胖的是吗? 我只道 . "


-.- TMD ! She still can say "我只道". Lizard got 白白胖胖 because we got too many bits and crumps of leftovers in the dustbin. And this shows how well we are eating. HAHA!


My pee went right back in I swear. I screamed at the sight of it and ran all the ran to already sleeping Mummy and drag her up to whack that lizard. She's an expert when it comes to this! But when we went back, lizard gone. *clench fist* It escaped!

But I didnt dare to pee so i came back here to do my online shopping :D But the feeling sucks you know.


WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
WANT TO PEE, BUT CANNOT PEE.
~~~~~~~


Because .......




ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.
ITS LIKE ITS THERE, BUT ITS NOT.

~~~~~~




You should try -.-
Speaking of this, I was showering earlier on and suddenly viola !

BIG BLACK OMG GROSS cockroach siting right beside me on the piping.


2 scary encounters in one night at the same toilet. How unkucky eh. F. Of course I scream la.

Mummy and sis came running to the toilet asking what happen. But obviously who dares to run out toilet naked halfway through shampoo-ing. Hieng my toilet is a long long rectangular shape.









Mummy shouted from outside :
"有ka-zhua是吗? aiya~ 把它当成你那只每次有事没事那来下人的玩具lor ~~~ "


Is she still my mother? Taking advantages of situation to suan me -.-
Those who got scared by my fake ka-zhua before confirm will smile upon seeing this. Slap you la~















How can a FAKE cockroach compare to this?















I got dress up and went into the room toilet and bathe in the bathtub :D Anyway, I am getting a pesticide tmr to get good riddance of all unwanted guest in my house. *crack fist + evil smile*

Now, I am singing a song : " Do do do ~ Ba ba ba ~ Oh oh oh ~ La La La "
Its really very nice and catchy.

I met a girl and it was easy to see
That she was falling hard for me
That girl
She wanted me to know
And by the time the night was ready to end
She grabbed a hold of both my hands
That girl
She wouldn't let me go
And now I'm singing
Do do do you wanna be on top
Or on the
Ba ba bottom don't make me stop
Cause I know oh oh
I'm in la la love with you girl
I can't stop singing
Do do do you wanna spend the night
And wake uh uh up
Under the morning light
Cause I know oh oh
I'm in la la love with you girl
I really thought that she was taking it slow
When she asked me to take her home
That girl
Kept giving me the eye
I said goodnight we traded numbers and stares
But she said "you're not going anywhere"
That girl
She made me come inside
And now I'm singing

Tomorrow is Good fried-day Friday. Public holiday so mummy pwo-mised us a Japanese Meal after Ah Ma is done with her session at Citi-Spa. Yay Jonathan ! He just drew me a stage one game of Good side VS Evil side with all the lightnings, turbo blast, dragon blowing fire, robots and cannons. I still cant understand why he drew that for me. But he says he is gonna draw me another stage of Good side VS evil side GAME with more bombings and fire actions.
ps/ its a game. Like though you see on your psp screen when you play.

I CANNOT GET IT MAN !!!
Why on earth did he want to du-raw me something like that. But i still like it though cause it really very very detailed. TYVM Jonathan. I gave him 60cents as the next day compliment bonus for his recess. I am so not a cheapo but his mum doesnt want me to give him after much or he will spend it all on Country Easers.


I'd like to show you the picture but my scanner isnt working still.


Like he was telling me something about turbo speed/run or whatever that day with SQ. Why are boys so into turbo things? Then I reckon the boys LOVE washing machines too. Cause it has turbo-spin, turbo wash, turbo rinse and turbo tumble !!!


And just to think of it, washing machines are invented by Boys too right? That explains the turbo terms used.

BUT I STILL CANNOT GET IT MAN !!!!
Why on earth they think I am into their "turbo" topic when I turbo-ed walked away?


Whats so fascinating with the term turrrrrr *roll tongue* bo anyway?!?





I am feeling a kind kind of like-like kind of like like likeeee for ________.
Its really very annoying if you get what I mean. But I am not telling
anyone about ________ cause I dont want to. HAHA! =P
No guessing cause I am still not telling.



Mum just came home and sis just pissed her off with "I put the herbal eggs between *ahem* legs and shell them there". HAHAHAHAHAHA

I had a wonderful sleep except the fact that I keep dwelling on something great at the back of my mind. & I mean it ! HEEHEEE

Poly is starting 20 april which is like 6 days away on ! Damn reluctant. I kept whinning to mummy that i dont want to end my holiday cause I love to stay home blah blah blah. I stopped for awhile when she threatened to slap me. Whatever.

Yesterday ; I met yvonne, shing kun, kay yuen, ernest and working lady- Jiamin. I think i ate something wu-rong yesterday. I kept experiencing stomach upsets. CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE -









KKKEN PIE.





The day before ; Ahma told me something that made me laugh about the bitch. Side track abit and sto-weey time!

" Bitch know my dad first and have a kind of special fweeling towards himself. But my dad did not respnse and soon came to know my mum and got married with her :D Thats why I am here today and the bitch is taking it out on us. Narrow chest women ! AHA! "

*ps/ i am blanking out te words though. Try to get your way through the blanks.

I am not gloating blah blah blah blah. Its just that I am proud of my Daddeeeeeeeeeee :D If not for the both of me parents, me wont be typing here today.

Today's thursday and I am going wo-ller blading at the park downstairs. A promise me made to meself. Crap, why am me talking this way now?

Just at the picture. I am craving for "oh-luak" now.*drools*
A freshly fried oyster with omelette(sp?) dish serving up right under your nose with the overwhelming fragrance accompanied by dips and dips of special chilli sauce for it :D
ps/ I dont really eat the oyster though.

*drool* I am finally stepping out of my den house now after sooo sooo sooo many days of coped-up-at-home. So many days that I even almost lost count of when I last went out. *blush* I am going to bedok. Cause I miss Grands, flabeous *shakes shakes* and to get my "OH LUAK!"

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I have so much to say now. And I am uploading a new song to imeem so I can have it set as my new blog song. Goodbye for now, Jerry Yan. Heehee =D

I can relate a wee bit to the new song. Not entirely.

I need someone close to talk to badly cause I dont think I can open up just to anyone. Mum wants me to go step out of this house and walk around town before Poly starts. I think I need that too. Not as much as I need to feel there are people whom I know, around me. Acquaintances. Its not that easy as just calling up your buddy, girlfriends and mates and ask them out. Its more than what it actually seems it is to be.

Heart to heart talks do good this very moment. Cause I have so much to let off my chest. From minor issues like "I need to pee now badly" to big minor issues like "I want to tell you my secrets". I dont know why I do have the urge to tell someone about my secrets knowing well that secrets that are told to are not secrets anymore. I couldnt bring myself to it . So lets all pretend you didnt see this post.

Too late to pretend now huh? That some what I was trying to get at. Somethings are that hard to pretend its not there. Be it your phone to your hand or your hair, and issues to crushes or love. Prolly I get it off my head once I chop my head off my body and I will lose something known as "neck". Not going to happen anyway, hah!

Washing Machine is getting MAD. Some of my clothes that went in fine, came out torn and unwearable ._.
I am getting so stubborn persistence that I am still going to use it =D

Today's another great day. I re-watched some old vcds. No life I have such a good life that I have the time to rewatch everything :D
I learnt sometime new today. To change every negative thoughts, says, speaking, energy and whatever-so to positive everything! I'm getting the hang of it already. Hah!

I was doing my personal savings admin thang yesterday and I remembered suddenly that Sis still owe me $25 bucks. But to think again, its like she had returned me the money already. I have been taught since young : If in doubt, open up your mouth and ask.
SO I ASKED LOR ~! Cannot lose out also what =p




Me : Oi ~ You still own me $25 that time at Malacca blah blah blah...
Sis (indulging in her tv-show) : Okokok ~

Mum heard everything.
Mum: You want to scam her isit? That time I gave you $60 dollars ask you share with her. You never give her right? You said want to write of the money she owe you blah blah blahhh

Sis : OH YA HORH! You still own me $30 - $25 = $5




Great ~ Now I owe her 5 bucks. Me and my big mouth!! I can afford to ask.

Mum cooked Abalone soup today. I ate more than usual and getting fatter getting more supplements as days goes by. I am going Roller-Blading at park downstairs every evening starting from ....

Tomorrow Cant, I am giving grandma a suprise visit with Curry Pok tomorrow .

Wednesday? Cant too, I am meeting up with Jiamin, ShingKun, KayYuen and Yvonne. No stress no stress no stressss *inserts Jesse McCartney's voice*

So I guess, I'll start on Thursday then. Its settle then! HOHOHO ~ I must at least get back to the weight I had before holidays before Poly starts. Which means, no more potato chips and ice-creams and all kind of junk food save money from anti-junk food campaign from now onwards. Wish me luck~



I am feeling that '' kind'' of fweeling again. God damn it. I just wonder how am I going to face you from now onwards. Argh! Damn irritating! Its easier to be said than done : As per normal lor~ I am gonna give any bird-face a tight slap who says this to me.

FUCKING FUNNY ! Super entertaining man! Dont watch you lu-gee lor.

ps/ you might wanna stop the music above first before watching.






I love the "declare your seats publicly(sp?)" and the "DNA Testing" thing ! TMD ~





I am officially "bumped". Mummy finally stopped my online shoppings and yak yak. She couldnt take it anymore. I cannot dont wanna imagine the shock on the face when all my shopping loots arrive.


I'm seriously dead meat. In one of the batches, I "declared" a teeny weeny bit lesser number of the exact apparels I ordered to her. ERK ~

Somehow, I think her expression will be like



-> -> ->

I am seriously dead meat. <-- (if Ahyi sees this, she confirm will say this : Dead Pork Meat") Whatever la, duck. HAHA LOL



Change topic ! Today, I woke up slightly earlier at 1pm. I brushed my teeth, drew up the curtain nicely and walk out of my room and when I was about to set my butt on the computer chair.... AND THEN ......


THE RAIN CAME!!!
Ps, My butt was about 0.000001cm away from my seat already ._.


WITHOUT MUCH WARNING AND SIGNALS.

I RAN ALL AS FAST AS MY LEGS COULD CARRY ME *smirk* I just used a similes *haolian*


TO THE BALCONY TO BRING IN THE LAUNDRY.


IM SUCH A GOOD GIRL.

HIENG I WOKE UP JUST RIGHT.


IF I WOKE UP SLIGHTLY LATER, EVEN ITS JUST 1 MIN...


CONFIRM KENA COMPLAIN FROM MUM AGAIN ABOUT MY...


LATE NIGHT LIFESTYLE. Shheeeesh ~ *roll eyes* Gimme a break.





When she called, I told her I took the laundry in. She was shocked and worried. Cause I seldom do any housework. Of course I am fine if not I wouldnt be speaking to her already. Then she told me to slap my foul mouth. Hah!

Today, everyone is going to Grand's house cause there a Grand Feast Spread *slurp* due to Qing Ming Jie. And I am not going because A fucking bitch will be there to spoil my day again. So I ordered home delievery for it. Delievery man : My mummy.
I will be missing out alot of fun with huiyi and hongkai already *frowns*


Whatever. There wont be much fun if that bitch is there anyway. All the best to the other kids who will be there.


Still....
Its just so fucking hot and humid these days and I can hardly survive without switching on the air-con and having bathes in the bathtub or having several showers breaks.
I feel like a spoilt and pampered brat here. I dont work, I spend money, waste electricity and waste water, waste shampoo and munch on potato chips on the sofa.


Every now and then Mom will yak at me : "wahlau, 你这个败家子"
Insulting.


WELL ~ I am not la!


But it a fact that the weather makes me feels like as though I am in Africa! Nabei, I really cannot stand hot weathers. I need to migrate soon. Heeheee! Australia will be my forever 1st choice. MUAHAHAHAHA ~ Victoria's Port Campbell!


*GONE*

I am feeling better these two dazes days already. So I took the initiative to ask some friends out to chill with me before school starts last night. I really need to refresh and get a hold on me-self. I need to direct my attention somewhere esle. So I guess this is it.

But time's rushing so I only ask a few? :)

ANE WAY !!!

Thanks Uncle 2 for attempts of trying to make me laugh and cheering me up with your sharp mouth and coldness.
Thanks Ahyi for comforting me and cheer me up. But saying I am pork [pig's meat] doesnt help la OI! ~ :p

These people are who I'm alway proud to be related to them. No wonder they says blood is thicker than watah~
I am feeling better now. Just that my eyes and face are still as swollen but my voice sounds normal now. To lighten the mood around my blog,













I shall stop being a emotional shitzxzxz & move on with my WONDERFUL life uh huh uh huh~ Bleed in hell bitch!
Good news! 1 of my shopping shipments has arrived! UH HUH UH HUH ~
What esle you want me to say? I have 3 more batches yet to arrive. I am spending money like flowing water. SHIOK~ But it doesnt last for long if I dont source for monehhh soon. Uhs,
HELLO DADDY ! *blinkblinkblink*


New start = New aim = Im dead *slap self - pi piak!!*

Does it satisfy you that much to poke me in my soft spots and see my break down, weeping super badly infront of you?
Dont you ever feel guilty much? Can you sleep well or even sleep at night?

You think that why directing your wimpish coward son into the room leaving me and me alone in the living room, no one can see thru your disgusting act? Hah, how naive of you.

Are you satisfy with the outcome now?

Though I tried my very best to hold back my eyes and ignore that witch's talk but there's a limit to everything. Let alone, I have been trying to hold back my tears even the night before.

I hate myself for being so weak in matters regarding _______ . I always told myself, that I am strong deep down inside. Even though I know it clearly that I am lying to myself, but one day with all these self-talking, I might even grow stronger. I often told myself, " God put you through all these cause he knows and trust that you are much stronger than others and you can overcome it." So I treat it rather as a compliment.

All these years, you never failed to enjoy poking me with our weakness.
I am not asking for much like "put yourself in our shoes and think" kind of bullshit. But just a simple "dont care about it" will do very fine.
I DONT NEED YOU IN OUR LIFE.

If you bloodly damn motive is to see me covered with tears in front of you, then you have succeeded.
If you bloodly damn motive is to reveal my emotions that I have hidden deep within me and show it to you, then you have succeed too.
If you bloodly damn motive is to see my weak spot and be grinning mouth to mouth, then you have succeed too.
One word as a gift from me to you : KARMA

This is also another reason why no friends of mine or sis's knows this problem of ours. Cause a even a FAMILY MEMBER could do this shit to us, I dont see why not for friends.
Not that I dont trust you my dear friends. But I have the right to protect myself and my loved ones from getting hurt and become a topic over kopi-and-teh.


HAH! Family ~

I dont need you to come tell me stories when you are just a RANDOM reader of my life.
Neither do i need you to come sow discord between me and mom and dad.
For all I know, even all these I still love them for WHO they are. And as for you, I hate you for WHAT AND WHO you are.

No matter what they did in the past, I DONT CARE. Cause I know they will always be there for me and stand by me. Be it past tense, present tense of future tense.

What you really know about __________ isnt the fact. I couldnt stop laughing at you for being so full of yourself and making a fool of yourself.


God gave me eyes to see and heart to feel the people around me. With this, I am fully vision-able to see clearly the people around me. I might not score an Aces in this. But I do score a full mark if I'd would to submit a detailed report on you, your personality and character with just a simple sentence.

" WORST THAN A BEAST, UGLY PERSONALITY, DISGUSTING CHARACTER. "

I never hated someone this much, like I hate you. I am never going to forgive you. THIS IS MY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE EVER SAYING THIS. And I am gonna saying it again, I am never going to forgive you. Never ever!

You once told me : " To see once weakness, its your strength. "

I guess you must be really delighted to witness my and ____ weakness.
Another word as gift from me to you, : Retribution.
Even its not on you, I dont mind seeing on SQ too already. Now you should know how much I hate you.

Now if some of you ask, if I was down with flu when you guys called me today, yesterday and the day before, I am sorry I lied. I wasnt down with flu. I was weeeping badly these days and that how I sounded like. I am sorry that I turn down offers to go out cause I cant possibly go ut with swollen face and eyes from all thoses crying. I have to be honest. I am a emotion noobshit.

As a family member, I Despise you from the bottom of my heart to the heart of my bottom.
As SQ's mom, I pity SQ for having sucha mom. It makes me love my mom even more. And thats totally opposite of your aim.
As a adult, you are the best joke! Cause you are a useless bum who still thinks your are the princess of the world. And waiting for everyone to shower you with gifts. You wait long long
As my aunt, I am not going to respect you.
As Uncle's wife, I am not going to forgive you.
As who you are, I dont see you as anything more that the disgusting yellow stains on the toilet bowl at the filthy hawer center toilet.


I am going to be great and kicking life and see your retribution come. I am gonna curse that you everyday for causing us so much misery. I am cursing you undergo the ordeal as us. I curse your Migirane(sp?) will never recover.

But whatever I curses can never compare what you have done to us.
& whatever I curses at you will hit me back as retribution. So why am i so stupid to curses you. HAHA! Sorry to dissappoint you this time round. I will let things take it natural courses and believe that you will have your just desserts in DAYS to come.
Your migirane is only the toppings.

fyi for readers, I am referring to the same person who travel with me to Malacca.

I saw this posters the others day at Ah Fen's place cum salon.


Be grateful to those who hurt you, cause they make you stronger.
Be grateful to those who made you trip and fall, cause they taught you how to walk.
Be grateful to those who hurt you, cause they made you mature.


There's more to it. I will post it up once I remember it.

Thanks you witch, for showing me your true colors. You didnt weaken me but yet you make me stronger. I love my Mom and Dad even more. I am gonna show them with loads more of love, money, and gifts than your retarded son can afford. Nice try, though you deserved to die, I am gonna pray that you live and suffer and see how wonderful our lifes are as compared to yours.

I am still not ready to disclose more details regarding this.