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I believe in lies and doubt truths. I forgive cause I forget. I wish fairy tales exist.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Mood : Touched & blessed
Song playing : Camera Shy - School Boy Humour
Venue : National Library


I woke up late this morning at grands' place. For the first time, grandma shouted at me ):
Cause I woke up late. In some-what-most-sleepy-and-consious-state, i heard she said she's gonna get ice water and pour it all over me ;O
I am late. Technically, not me.
Sis was late. I was supposed to bring her to tuition at bugis.

But then grandma really made us feel touched. Not because she shouted at me *rolls eyes*
Sis and grandma went down to 216 fo breakfast first (coz we are late and i dont think i have the time to deserve breakfast) .
When i went down, a plate of char-kuay-tiao was served to me. Ahma ordered it for me.
But still i couldnt finish (cause got tau-gei) and i saw grandma pulled my plate and sis's toward she and then she slowly eat the leftover and and signalled us to go.
Of course we didnt.
We cant bear to left one elderly sitting there siting all by herself.
That would be a very pathetic sight!

So we sat there looking at her eat (of coz she speeds up cause she doesnt want us to be late).
I ask myself, have i cherrish her enough? I have always took her for granted.
Whenever i am craving for something, she's one who alway satisfied my craving.
But I never satisfied her craving most of the time.
She's the one who stood by me when i got nagged at.
But I wasnt with her when she need company.
She's the one who always told me stories that would immerse me in storyland.
But I wasnt there to listent to her when she feels bored.
She's the one who supported me in whatever i do. More than my parents.
But I didnt spent enough time with her.

GUILTY. Two tight slaps right on my face.

2 days ago, i was at hospital visiting grandpa. There are many folks lying on beds around.
I looked at them, thinking of their possible life stories.
They could easily be any strong young lad who could work all day ploughing rice and bringing dough back to raise their kids or even a bus driver.
So why are they so weak now with pipes attached on them all around?
Who's gonna answer their cries of pain and help?

Life's vunerable and thats the reality whether you like it anot.
It doesnt matter that if you are a WWE Fighter or a typical cashier or even a dish washer.
You are going down one day.

What matters most is if have you tasted the joy of life.
Like running after a bus.
Not that i ask you to purposely stand two blocks away from the bus stop and run for the bus once the bus reaches the stop. Stupid !

And also look around you and see your loved ones caring for you.
You will be simply amazed with the feeling when you really know and feel the effort they have put in for you. At least, next time when it your turn to have pipes all over you, you would feel all worth-while.

There's more to life. But it isnt complete without people who loves you and you love beside you.
Think about it.


I ran for the bus last night. And felt the love from people around. I am a blessed kid.

On a lighter note, the bus driver last night was wooooooooaaahhhhh.
A style-lo mylo good looking local uni-grad(maybe, but he did look like that age) lad :D
I wonder whats the story behind again.

Friday, February 27, 2009

I changed the song. Nice, I loooooove acoustic versions!

Time to lay claim
To the evidence fingerprints sold me out
But our footprints washed away from the docks downtown
And its been getting late for days
And I feel myself deserving of
A little time off.
We can kick it here for hours,
And just mouth off about the world
And how we know it's going straight to Hell

Pass me another bottle honey
The Jaeger's so sweet
But if it keeps you around then I’m down

Meet me on Thames Street
I’ll take you out though
I’m hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce
But I’m warming up because the tension's like a fire
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie I’ll drop a line
Fall in a grave I’ve been digging myself
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars

I should have known better
Then to call you out
(on a night like this, a night like this)
If not for you I know I’d tear this place to the ground
(I’m alright like this, alright like this)
I’m gonna roll the dice before you sober up and get gone
(I’m always in over my head)

Thames Street I’ll take you out though
I’m hardly worth your time.
In the cold you look so fierce
But I’m warming up because the tension's like a fire
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie I’ll drop a line
Fall in a grave I’ve been digging myself
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars


This year, i blew off the the candles on my cake with a wish for ___ whispered under my breath. Yea, thats my msn personal msg if you noticed.
People say birthday wishes do come through. I dont know. But i hope it does.
What I had wished, will be kept as a shhhh-cret.

Still, i refused to admit that I am 17 now.
I'm hooked on Neopets recently. Peas Pea Pictures, Images and Photos out! V^_^V

Thursday, February 26, 2009

I just came back from Changi General Hospital, visiting my cute cute grandpa.
Everyone agrees he's cute! 人见人爱 ~~

I am counting the blessing or wishing i am gonna receive on my birthday this year :)
It does matters. Talks are cheap but the thoughts are expensive.
No one has the time to celebrate neither me nor mom's birthday the way we used to the other years.
Grandpa is in hospital under observation. Nothing much serious, just he didnt take enough nutrition; well balance diet *flip f&n textbook*
I could literary see mrs ong waving at me already ;o
He can be discharged tml or lastest the day after.

I am gonna have this celebration thing held after grandpa's home!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM :)


I love my mummy and today is her birthday(<;O))(^) ! Muacks :3


** note her cute expression above :D





*** note note : These arent taken on today :)



God, i do love her


alot.


So bless her with


all your might.



While you are at it, dont forget grands are not feeling well these days too ;)
Thanks ! (L)
Sucks! Life's demanding. Grab hold on reality and take it for a ride.
One is so easy to please. But a group made many ones and it's just so difficult to please all in a single move.
Ok maybe i wasnt a good planner in the first place.
Then why me? Cause the rest cant seems to be bothered with it and still wants a part in it.
I dont mind being one if everyone is going have fun and enjoy.
I'm considering that this is a rare chance and not always everyone is free.
But now not everyone is pleased, not all is going to have fun.
Maybe we should just call the whole thing off for now.
I don't blame anyone. Unless you wanna judge me. A word of advise, judging is hazardous.

Dont take this all to heart. Cause I definitely dont have that kind of power.
I am just letting off some foul air. Its just another case of low-side-of-life. Common to all human beings, like you and me.
I need a quarantine asap.
I had barely 3 hours of sleep and it wasnt sufficient. Get off my back !!!
I hate that girl.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Ahgong isnt feeling well. Feverish i guess. He's in CGH tonight. Sigh.
I crossed my finger and pray that he will be alright.
I had this sudden-yet-stupid-but-i-hope-it-work kinda of thought.
Crossing my fingers as long as i can. But guess it didnt really work out fine as i cant be typing all these with my fingers crossed.
Maybe i could *crossed my fourth finger with pinkie*
Maybe not.
Still, i sincerely hope he will get better *prays*

Uncle 3 got his tuition center OFFICALLY REGISTERED. Woohoooo :D
Seriously, i take my hat off to him if i am wearing one.
He is seriously a all rounder :D Now, im going to get him to hire me. Heeheeheee

Yesterday was a swift day.
Went to dine @ aijisen for dinner. My fave!! ;o
But why cant we dine in peace everytime we are there?!?

Tomorrow is Mom's birthday. Yet i havent gotten her a single thing.
Talk about fillial or failure.
She's working tml so i figure i got get my ass out of the house and shop and most probably visit ahgong before she sign out of work :)

Ta-ta !

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Taylor Swift's voice is whirling around me from my speakers. AWESOME!
She's great with her music and I fed up with the lastest live messenger. Damn shiatttyyyy.
The previous one was much much much more better.
I downloaded back all programs and then ... computer decided to play with me again.

So i re-reformat it again.
FEEL LIKE CRYING A RIVER OUT YA KNOW.
Downloaded everything AGAIN -.-
Curses.

Time fly flies, its gonna be my mommy(25feb) and mine bday(26feb) again.
I am expecting presents from you you you you you :D

Sis wanted to save her cash on birthday cakes cause having 2 cakes in 2 consecutive day is craps.
She came up with this *ahem* "proposal" which i felt like taking back her birthday present i gave her last year. *rolls eyes*



Her "propasal" : *ahem ahem*
"I buy one birthday cake, on 25feb 11.58pm, we sing mummy birthday song.
On 11.59pm she blow out candles.
On 26feb 12am SHARP. We light back candles.
Then we sing song again and blown out candles and
Finally, we the eat cake."



She's a ultimate saint. * 翻白眼 *
I know times are bad these days, does that means people will save up their shit in their intestines and pass it all out at one time every 2 months to save toilet paper and toilet flushes. *再翻白眼 *
Gross!! I am unintentionally linking cake issues to shit issues.
WHAT YOU HAVE ISSUES ABOUT THAT ISIT?


Damn it! Look at this !




OMGF. CAN YOU DO THAT ANOT?
Seriously, it tickles my brows :O Especially the wave thang at 20sec.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Time for my blogger to catch up with glimsp of my life. Cause dusty blog does not do justice to my online diary. If you ask, chinese new year was great for me and .... my pocket :D
Sis & my 's target was a somewhat close to four figures. Still CNY isnt over, so there's still chances of hitting that target cause we have not visited lots of people. CNY was basically spent like other years, with my closest kins.


Pictures are all in Huiyi's camera. These are the only ones i have got in my Hp.









[above] They are trying to imitate the armpit wipe advertisment we saw earlier on. WOOOOO~


[above] He's trying to A.C again. PFFT


[above] To close for comfort.





CNY eve was spend giggling and eating @ grand house.


CNY first day was spent @ grands house too and then all around Jonathan's, Shaoqi's, Huiyi and Hongkai's house. GREAT.
Every kid (ok i am still considered as a kid there =p) is snatching the chance to travel in Uncle 3 's BMW 3 series coupe ! Shiny black outsite with classic milk white interiors = SWEEE

CNY second day was to Da gu po house, Er gu po's coffeshop and San gu po's bungalow. HAHA
At the coffee shop, we are free to open close open take close the drinks' fridge. All drinks are free to take.
We strongly recommend all to dine at her coffee shop located in Tapmines opposite Griffiths Primary Main gate, cause the zichar there is super yummmy!!!!!
Still everyone's fighting over who to sit in the BMW. LOL


Er gu po's grand daughter. She's damn cute. Everyone's crowding around her just to snap her picture.




I HEARTS YOU MUMMY :D


One of my CNY reloution this year is to learn and try to not think of ways to get my money out of my tightly sealed piggy bank -.-
Damn crap. The day i made the stern decision that i regretted aftermath; sealing up my piggy bank. Cant blame me you know. I just kept taking and taking out money from it ya know. I was happy at first. But then..... nevermind.

Speaking of money... can you believe it?!? There's still people giving away $2 angbao -.- Cheappo.


p/s Anyone who still owe me angbao, you still have till this monday before i come and hound you down *wink*