Forever and always x.

Mood : Touched & blessed
Song playing : Camera Shy - School Boy Humour
Venue : National Library

I woke up late this morning at grands' place. For the first time, grandma shouted at me ):
Cause I woke up late. In some-what-most-sleepy-and-consious-state, i heard she said she's gonna get ice water and pour it all over me ;O
I am late. Technically, not me.
Sis was late. I was supposed to bring her to tuition at bugis.

But then grandma really made us feel touched. Not because she shouted at me *rolls eyes*
Sis and grandma went down to 216 fo breakfast first (coz we are late and i dont think i have the time to deserve breakfast) .
When i went down, a plate of char-kuay-tiao was served to me. Ahma ordered it for me.
But still i couldnt finish (cause got tau-gei) and i saw grandma pulled my plate and sis's toward she and then she slowly eat the leftover and and signalled us to go.
Of course we didnt.
We cant bear to left one elderly sitting there siting all by herself.
That would be a very pathetic sight!

So we sat there looking at her eat (of coz she speeds up cause she doesnt want us to be late).
I ask myself, have i cherrish her enough? I have always took her for granted.
Whenever i am craving for something, she's one who alway satisfied my craving.
But I never satisfied her craving most of the time.
She's the one who stood by me when i got nagged at.
But I wasnt with her when she need company.
She's the one who always told me stories that would immerse me in storyland.
But I wasnt there to listent to her when she feels bored.
She's the one who supported me in whatever i do. More than my parents.
But I didnt spent enough time with her.

GUILTY. Two tight slaps right on my face.

2 days ago, i was at hospital visiting grandpa. There are many folks lying on beds around.
I looked at them, thinking of their possible life stories.
They could easily be any strong young lad who could work all day ploughing rice and bringing dough back to raise their kids or even a bus driver.
So why are they so weak now with pipes attached on them all around?
Who's gonna answer their cries of pain and help?

Life's vunerable and thats the reality whether you like it anot.
It doesnt matter that if you are a WWE Fighter or a typical cashier or even a dish washer.
You are going down one day.
What matters most is if have you tasted the joy of life.
Like running after a bus.
Not that i ask you to purposely stand two blocks away from the bus stop and run for the bus once the bus reaches the stop. Stupid !

And also look around you and see your loved ones caring for you.
You will be simply amazed with the feeling when you really know and feel the effort they have put in for you. At least, next time when it your turn to have pipes all over you, you would feel all worth-while.

There's more to life. But it isnt complete without people who loves you and you love beside you.
Think about it.

I ran for the bus last night. And felt the love from people around. I am a blessed kid.

On a lighter note, the bus driver last night was wooooooooaaahhhhh.
A style-lo mylo good looking local uni-grad(maybe, but he did look like that age) lad :D
I wonder whats the story behind again.