Cant remember when was this... but yea most prolly on the 18th a sunday I guess. Because I have sudden urge and strong craving for aijisen.... JSince its so impromptu, no one is free except, Jenny, me and 大便. VOLCANO RAMEN FOR THE WINZ !

Had fun treating people to aijisen in the name of 大便. Heh cause I kinda spam : "I treat you aijisen" using his phone." Dont judge me!

Then Jenny met up with her mum for tissue shopping at NTUC. Well kinda, when the most visible thing in their trolley is tissue. ONE HEAP OF TISSUE LEH ! How can we turn a blind eye to it :P


When homez to get my laptop with 大便 while Jenny when home with her Mum.
Then this is what happen after getting my laptop from home....


ps, ignore my hair, that was like EVEN BEFORE i go cut my hair :(



"Oh hai ~ Jenny where are yooooooooou!! We at your void deck!"

Hi, my name is li en and I wrapped myself up like a ball before leaving home today.

I have so many updates to do!
To start ....




BAH !!! HAHAHAHA

School's crazy with projects, quiz and Ifeelsoshitty.
Today's sunday which mean book in day for NS peeps(AND I DONT CARE! HAHAHAHA) and ITS MONDAY TMR. oh my mama god.


Went go do my hair yesterday and it look so horrible now. Lucky I've got 大便's cap with me :P Heh! Camp at home all day today cause my hair is looking so horrible(second time i am saying this) damn saddddddddddddddddddddddddd

I just face the most horrible shitxzxzxz again today. Your most loved ones fighting their life out, cursing each other to death. You can never imagine. Fuck this shit okay. I rather I am the one they are cursing or whatever shit is going on.




Okay now, I have some OTHER things to say....


Firstly,

I believe some people are so fake so that barbie got jealous. But why the distance between us, I will never get that :( If you didnt even try, then dont bother even saying some shit like you did.

Before you ask others if they've got you in mind, ask yourself if you even make the effort for them. IF NOT, DONT EVEN SAY YOU DID. Because we did. We tried. But after a few continuous NO, human will get tired and sick of asking too right? :)

** I am not referring to anyone.
I am just voicing out my thoughts.
I just had my freedom for speech LIKE YOU JUST HAD YOURS :)

Secondly,

Friendship comes after family. Never let any guy/girl BLOODY HELL spoil your friendship and whats not. I know, those I am referring to MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT be reading this. Most prolly NOT READING. But I just wanna make my stand clear.

Point is, we are ALL(THIS ONE WHOLE BIG GROUP OF US) still friends like before. Even we are not, I will never allow for relationship-over-friendship bullshits to happen.

Jealousy is a deadly sin. I know how awful it feels like(TRUST ME I KNOW) but I never did show.
(KILL THAT GREEN MONSTER ALL-HAIL)
You might say emotions are hard to control, I know that too. Too well.
I know you never meant for things to turn out this way. Same for me too.
I dont know how things came to this point.
But hang in there,

things might just turn out just fine with more silence.

I hope :(
(words hurt, but silence should sting places where words cant get to)

Those who's aware, I know, some of you other there might be thinking that I am a horrible person in terms of this. But honestly, I share the same views with you too.
I can't figure myself out too.

Thirdly,

(gah i will update this blank space tmr. If only, I find the exact words. )

"爱就像一块易碎的玻璃
故意不爱你
也许我 自作聪明
闭上眼感觉心相隔千里
失去了重心失去了默契
其实很爱你
对不起 是我故意"

QUOTED.

So why are you turning hot and cold, hot and cold. Seriously, I dont get you at times.
Fine. If this is what you want. TYVM for showing me life can be better.

Moving on....
17JULY DINNER

Spent like a nearly 30mins arguing with mum over my outfit that day. Tsk. And yes, I gave in to her and wore a towel mini black tube out. Its simply just too hot with that material. You can practically see me sweating in most photos :(

and that crazy mum of mine, s

Oh hai, with all those countings, I am back to day #1 again. I seriously suck at this.




Hahahaha, yes I have botak Law's cap with me now!

Everytime he says something like @#$%^%$@!#%^& ,
Me : I will play catch with some random dog with your cap!
Botak : nooooooooooooo ~ hao la hao la ~ :P

Cap power weet \m/ ! Oh ya, I still have his cardssssss in my purse and Jennifer has his ezlink card! Haha lousy him.

This weeks gonna be over soon and I shall get something done to my hair if Mango Loves are not going out. But if we are, LAW "promised" something since dont know when. Its always either he brings it and didnt show me cause he says others are around or he forgets to bring. TSK ~

I cant say what is it now, or he say he wont show it to me too :( 小气鬼 !!

I have tons and tons of photos to upload here and facebook!!!
I will upload soon soon.

Till then peeeeople. Love, me (and cap) !

Hi BBF I know you are reading this, and I know you love me like omgmuacksxzxzxz.
ps, have you draw my LMH Dad? Hee


(hahaha i miss your yellow pencil case in the background!)

BIG LOVES FOR US !!




OI ASS 不要太感动 hor ~

Day #3 and it stops(well kindaaaaaa) : Its funny how people tells me to follow my heart when its never on the right.



Hold it all back, swallow it down and PEE it out ! Hehs ~ I can't believe the way it feels and why the hell do I do react that way.

Dear dad, watch soccer all you want cause you know, we all will be here with you together with your darling big screen tv.
Dear Mum, sleep all you want cause we know you will have sweet dreams everytime for you have us.
Dear Sis, I am feeling !#@$^&*(*% now and I need to irritate the hell of SQ-KK before I can get well again. Oh btw, he gave me a unknown number when I asked for his today. Annoying much.




If only all were the way they are meant to be supposed to be...

Day #2(and a half) : Sad emo songs reminds me of you and makes me wanna cry :(




On MC for these 2 days and yet I am still in school. Noble me~ HAHAHA!!
I am typing all these at ihub now. and some idiots stood outside saying : EH INSIDE GOT GIRL LEH. Then they knock on the door and ran away. Then when I open the door, one of the friends said : No la, they want see girl =.=

Okay sdprog now !@$%^&*(&%$


Ps, waiting is getting use to the pain.

Venue : hub Room
Time : 4.34pm, Sunny on the outside. {I am so sleep deprived on school days}




Day #3 : I thought leaving you would fix this broken heart but it seems to have only break even more.


okay, I really have a fat face and I've got that TYVM.

Day #2 : I am doing it all well physically. Mentally, not really.



I just type a whole chunk of words and deleted it :( I don't like opening myself up like a book in the library.

Nevermind, anyway life is school with rashes and projects now. Cant wait for holidays, or should I say, school month? :) Good day people. Day #3's tmr! LOVE!

Hi, its payday tmr and I smell mah-nehhhhhhhhhh ~




Horrible but cute and smart fingers of mine make orders online even before the cash reach me. I havent slept so long and good for a long long time even before work started. I finally did today. (seriously, who made it a "thing" that there should be only 24 hours a day is a frog.)


Mum got her 2 bonuses at both jobs which means like usual, I am gonna have my bonuses pocket money too. But hopefully I will have the discipline to fill up the hole in mah bank ah-cow.

Yes, bank ah-cow. (its practically a non-living cow now :'[ )


Next big thing up in my schedule now will be driving lessons, sleep, school, sleep, sleep, driving lessons and school and sleep. Busy busy busy. But its okay, I will still make time for family, friends, mah-neh and sleep.


Goodnight, L.