To start ....
BAH !!! HAHAHAHA
School's crazy with projects, quiz and Ifeelsoshitty.
Today's sunday which mean book in day for NS peeps(AND I DONT CARE! HAHAHAHA) and ITS MONDAY TMR. oh my mama god.
Went go do my hair yesterday and it look so horrible now. Lucky I've got 大便's cap with me :P Heh! Camp at home all day today cause my hair is looking so horrible(second time i am saying this) damn saddddddddddddddddddddddddd
I just face the most horrible shitxzxzxz again today. Your most loved ones fighting their life out, cursing each other to death. You can never imagine. Fuck this shit okay. I rather I am the one they are cursing or whatever shit is going on.
Okay now, I have some OTHER things to say....
Firstly,
I believe some people are so fake so that barbie got jealous. But why the distance between us, I will never get that :( If you didnt even try, then dont bother even saying some shit like you did.
Before you ask others if they've got you in mind, ask yourself if you even make the effort for them. IF NOT, DONT EVEN SAY YOU DID. Because we did. We tried. But after a few continuous NO, human will get tired and sick of asking too right? :)
** I am not referring to anyone.
I am just voicing out my thoughts.
I just had my freedom for speech LIKE YOU JUST HAD YOURS :)
Secondly,
Friendship comes after family. Never let any guy/girl BLOODY HELL spoil your friendship and whats not. I know, those I am referring to MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT be reading this. Most prolly NOT READING. But I just wanna make my stand clear.
Point is, we are ALL(THIS ONE WHOLE BIG GROUP OF US) still friends like before. Even we are not, I will never allow for relationship-over-friendship bullshits to happen.
Jealousy is a deadly sin. I know how awful it feels like(TRUST ME I KNOW) but I never did show.
(KILL THAT GREEN MONSTER ALL-HAIL)
You might say emotions are hard to control, I know that too. Too well.
I know you never meant for things to turn out this way. Same for me too.
I dont know how things came to this point.
But hang in there,
things might just turn out just fine with more silence.
I hope :(
(words hurt, but silence should sting places where words cant get to)
Those who's aware, I know, some of you other there might be thinking that I am a horrible person in terms of this. But honestly, I share the same views with you too.
I can't figure myself out too.
Thirdly,
(gah i will update this blank space tmr. If only, I find the exact words. )
"爱就像一块易碎的玻璃
故意不爱你
也许我 自作聪明
闭上眼感觉心相隔千里
失去了重心失去了默契
其实很爱你
对不起 是我故意"
QUOTED.
So why are you turning hot and cold, hot and cold. Seriously, I dont get you at times.
Fine. If this is what you want. TYVM for showing me life can be better.
Moving on....
17JULY DINNER
Spent like a nearly 30mins arguing with mum over my outfit that day. Tsk. And yes, I gave in to her and wore
and that crazy mum of mine, s
uggested that I only wear that towel without any jacket cause she said it TRENDY. Tsk.
So, met up with Tiffany on bus 28 and that
Then Jenny love and PORK des met up with us at the next stop on bus 28 :)
Okay, then LAW 大便 decided to trick me that he is still at home when he is already at the meeting place.
LAW 大便 YOU FOREVER USING THIS TRICK ONE LEH. But I never fail to believe him any way.
I have trust issues uh. I believe lies, and doubt truth.
[below] 大便's expression : PRICELESS !!!!
2 poly mates and my family went home after dinner. And the mango bunch went off for second round of nom nom nommmmmmmmmmmm ! melinda came to join us ! LOVE
Some idiot placed my shoe on the rubbish when I ran after edwin to get my bag back :(
the snail that we fed with so much leaves and flower. Heh
Great awesome night! Thanks for the ride home - 大便, dw and melinda :)
oovoo sucks cause I just miss the webcam session with jenny, laoda, bear and monk =.=
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