Maybe I was just hoping too much. But why? Words seems easy, but whats the point if you mean it? You don't have to initiate to make promises and pacts you know? I am contented with the way you are and we are. I could do less with the heartaches from crashes words and hopes.
Decisions. Never regret any of your actions, because at that time, that was what you wanted... There's really no point of using words to cover up words after that. Even though it does help, it still hurts...
Have been trying to get over it, am not being so "calculative", but hey words from the mouth of the person who matters a whole lot to you, matters as much as well.. You said I changed am I am acting all weird... But fact is I am still the me, the me trying hard to stop the pain thinking that I was thinking too much and the cause of it.... My brain was kept busy finding excuses for you explaining to myself why your words crashed.
I am sorry, I couldn't tell all these to you when you asked. I just couldn't. I don't want to risk any heartbreaks, for you and for me.
