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Sunday, August 31, 2008


I AM BLOGGING WITH A TILTED HEAD BECAUSE I SPRAINED MY NECK LAST NIGHT .


I had my good fill sleep today because I slept in real late :D Contented!
I woke up with tilted head and great discomfort in the neck. Same side again.
Its quite a funny thing actually. Its not the first time I sprained my neck during sleeptime.
Grand says : if you sprained your neck once on a side, you will sprain it again. its like a trend.
True enough. Not my pillow not good la. Like sometimes, before i sleep, i tend to twist and turn and roll on my bed and then .....

*LOUD CRACKKK*

I sprained my neck -.-

For the next whole day or so, I cannot turn my head and I go everwhere with a slanted head.

Like today, I walked around with my head tilted to the left side. So when people call me or something, I have to turn my whole body.
Annoying siol !

LET CHANGE TO A HAPPIER TONE :D


Its holiday! The "holiday" word looks very very attractive to me.

Cant get enough of it .... SOOOOOOOOOOO ...

HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY

Its holiday! YAY!!! HIP HIP HOORAY !!!!
Im happy happy happy happpyyyy ! LALALA

A week holiday is short and comes and go in a eye blink but it still better than nothing in a hectic (maybe?) year like this.
Its really really really time for me to cool down in my seat and open up my textbooks.
I am not being supertitous or anything, but mummy bought me to the prayers there and i am told to stop playing and study. 'O'
Most of my holiday days are packed up. But still, I will find time to study :D Not giving any lameshit excuses. YAY ME !

Yesterday was great. Grand had a nice hair perm with a new shade of highlight.
I wasnt late for tuition and I WAS THE FIRST TO REACH.
Amazing lo!
& grand gave me and sis extra pocket money! *super duper big grin*

Mummy is giving me some more extra bucks if only i do her a favour and tutor sis.
NOT A BAD THING :DDDDD
Sis is also giving me my favourite want-want cola sweets in return! So compromising! ^^

Ahyi also gave us extra pocket money last week!
Why is everyone giving me and sis extra allowances??? =O
Nevermind, like what me and sis are saying, we are very generous. We give and TAKE .
Heehee =p


Im craving for more taiwan and korea dramas *drools*
Its time to give part of my allowance out now. ):

Friday, August 29, 2008


TIME REALLY FLIES, ITS BEEN A YEAR.


Mood : High
Song : 还是好朋友 古巨基/梁静茹


Yo-yo ! Happy teachers'day laaaaa !
Teachers' day today was zzzzzzuper !
Heheee ! I love the part where teachers got in a esss unform that performance. *laughs*

It just all reminds me of last year when me, jeremy, azrie and hafiz was the mcees.
Sighs, time really flies.
HEMMMM ~ I sounded so old here. HAHA YUCKKKS
School ended even before 12pm. Nice.

As usual, came home and watch tvee lo. Fell asleep again. LOL
Then, I had a terrible dream. Very ironic one -.- Forced myself awake and wash face (phew).
Then snoozed back to sleep again somehow.
I had a very, very nice dream so ok la! *super big grin*
Better than the previous one I had about _______ too :D


Sissy got back her results too.
She stomped home and burped : I NEED TO STUDY STUDY!
Then she went into her room. So i stood outside the room with mummy holding a rock band concert somehow.
And then sissy gave a thunderous roar : SHUT UPPPP !!!!!!!!

Mummy : Ok la, dont disturb her already. She chiong-ing all the way to woodlands.
Me : -.- HAHA
Mummy : BECAREFUL OF THE TRAFFIC ARH .(shouts into the room)

Mummy can be really L-A-M-E LAME.
5mins after we cooled down sissy went for a nap. She woke up then tvee till 10pm.
Study? HAH ?!
10pm - My turn to watch suite life of zack & cody. Jesse Mccartney was on it !

OMG OMG OMG GAGAGAAAAA


Tml grand is coming over to tampines to perm her hair. Gotta wake up early, grand will be waiting for me at the bus-stop. Then will be going for tuition. ):



还是好朋友 - 古巨基/梁静茹

没有人要内疚 没需要缘由
在十字街头 就相互保佑
那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头
没必要一分开就变成了诅咒

相爱这一场
可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友
还是好朋友 比爱人长久

不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后
(升华以后)升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
(漫长的享受)
那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头

亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头
没有激情有感情
有另一种邂逅

相爱这一场
可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右

事过情迁后(升华以后)升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受(漫长的享受)
那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头
(是什么叫你我 只配做一对好朋友)




This is a very nice song. Wanted to set it as my blogsong, but both imeem and music player doesnt have it.
So, i uploaded it to imeem myself. *self-pat on back*




There's this show on channel u show aka birthday pals.
On this very episode, it showed a couple's very sweet love story.
Like how they got together, whats their first impression of each other and all.
Best part is that the couple's birthday falls on the same date, same month and same year.
OMG. Sweet~

Tuesday, August 26, 2008


LONG WINDED PAPERS ARE NOW OVER FOR AWHILE .


Oh yay!
All lou-soh written exams are over and done (for now ONLY still got olevels. Cannot dream too long.)

Went tmall today to get some stuffs. Nothing much there actually.
Went down to grand's place YAY!
Grand was so happy to know that I was coming over :D *touched*

Its raining, its pouring so I didnt go help fetch jonathan, instead I stay at home and watch grand cook. Tomyam flower crabs!

这次,真的是超级无敌 辣 辣 辣!!!

帅呆了啦!

Jonathan 吃到满头大汗 , 叫救命。 真得很辣啦。

镇一道菜是 grand 发明的 。 因为 所以 如此

奇怪! 我为什么突然间用华文来 blog 呢?

*ahem*
WHY AM I TYPING IN CHINESE SUDDENLY?!?! =O

What I was uhs, saying previous is that the tomyam crabs are super duper zuper spicy. *blow fire*

Actually wanted to stay over there. But kind ahyi offered to let me lobang her cab home.
Best part is, she is dropping off first. So I will get to get the change of the overleft money she gives! Today I am $10.70 richer already! *keching*

I love this kind of weather manxzxzxz.
If only singapore is like that all year round .... HEHEEEE

I got a signal from my comfy bed already. HERE I COME !

Monday, August 25, 2008


I LOVE TO DISTURB ANNOYING GIRL WHEN SHE IS ASLEEP .


Annoying girl is currently snoring away in the comfy bed. *evil smirk*
She went for 3minute nap before she starts doing anytihng h/w or anything from 7pm until now :)
3mintues ? Now I am confused. Heng maths paper over. Phew
LOLOL

Because mummy and daddy are not home, sooooooooooo

before and after my bath, I have been walking in every 5 minutes or so to shake her up :
"Wake up ! Wake up! Wake up study!" (in chinese laa)

Then she will go : "huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *blur face*" Like partially wake up already. At this moment, I leave the room sniggling away. Leaving her to fell into deep sleep again.

Then 5 minutes later, I walk in again.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA!
I think she gonna slap me already =O


I remember there's one time she slept on my bed, and I took a silk string and place it directly above her nose and tickling it.
Her expression was super funny!
Then when she woke up, she said this :
"You dont think I dont know what you do when I sleeping ok? You becareful, I watching you. *point her 2 fingers to her eyes and then points to my eye with a straight and vicious look* "

Blah .

We ended our paper today @ 1305 .
A rare chance, jeremy came with von and me to tmart to eat and chat.
Jeremy got nice jokes! HAHAHA


I just recieved a call from grand. Im feeling very guilty now. D=
She thought we was going over during the weekend and she went down to the market even there was heavy rain just to buy the ingredients to whip up a sumplutous (sp?) for us.
But becasue of the heavy rain, she went later and all was sold out.
So she went to packet alot of food in replacement.
But due to some reasons, we didnt go down to her place and the food was left untouched.

Till today, the food is still lying in her fridge. RARHHHHHHHHHH
Im feeling so guilty laaaaaaaaaa ~ DDDD=

She sounds so dissapointed when she tells me about it over the phone. ):


I am sorry grand.
Actually I wanted to give you a pop-over surprise tml or wednesday.
But tml seems to be out of the way.
I WILL ON WEDNESDAY!!




ONE interesting new :




This happens to be only a wall away from grand's living room! :D
Interesting ! I know the nanny and her son but not the boy she babysits.
Cute son who always makes a din early in the morning by playing bells and shouting along the corridor.
Never give a peaceful holiday sleep whenever I am there -.-

THIS NANNY LIVES DIRECTLY NEXT DOOR TO GRAND!

INTERESTING ~!

Translation for the above news in the papers :
Nanny left baby at home alone and went to the supermarket.
Baby parents happens to come back early to fetch baby.
Despite knocking on the door for a long long time, no one answered the door.
So polices and reporters got involved and all !
hmmmmm ../

News dated 18.08.08



Thats all for today.
Time to walk in her room A-G-A-I-N ! *rub paws fist with cheeky grin*

MAYBE IT ISNT THAT BAD FOR TODAY .


Nice nice weather again today ^^
Was setting down to study for food and nutrition and last mid-night but I still couldnt concenterate.
So my phone stood there waving "hi" to me. My hand waved back. =/
A strip of comical stuffs happened later on with sis shouting from the living room to my room ; oi this and oi that gala gala bing bang.
T____T
I think she is trying to get back at me from stirring up a din with her studying so long that day.
MAYBE ! Cause I never see her study later long since that day till now.
Not that I dusturb her or what la.
It her own 3 minutes 热度( heat ) for studying for 3 hours.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ~~


*caption for for each picture is above pic itself, Stupid.


Still, I didnt know what subject to start from ...





*lightbulb + ting* Maybe food and nutrition first :D



.......



But but but... cannot concentrate leh. HOW HOW? *yawns*




dot dot dot



What isit talking about? Lots of question marks
lighted up above head
*ting ting ting ting tinggg*



Moving on to maths maybe for a lighter change. Maybe not.....






Walau. =O








So I closed both of my books and Im' a happy kid!
(retarted t___t )




Bed-time!
*turn head and shout [to annyoing girl] : OI SHUT UP LA! *






Crap -.-
I didnt really intent to blog these pictures out. Because 因为会害羞吗 所以如此 and I was imitating annoying girl. HEEHEEE
At least I was better in the sense that I was holding textbooks and all while she is holding her psp.
*speechless* HAO-LIAN.
Next time I show you lor!


I really forgot what I wanted to posted early on so I have to make do with this =/
hahaha, random.

tml is chinese paper! YAY!
slack but lazy to write so many strokes.

lololololololololololololololololololololololololol

Sunday, August 24, 2008


MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO. YOU ARE THE MONKEY .

[EDITED]
You know about the monkey see monkey doer thing I blogged about early on?
uh-huh, that monkey is at work again -.-
Tsk, simply dont have any sense of orginality.

You know I am not talking about you if you have a clear conscience :)

[EDITED]


Tonight will be another cold cold night. Best for sleeping too. I will sleep well. *nod head*
Just finished watching Rata-tou-ille ( is that how you spell it?)
VERY CUTE SHOW LAAAAAAA ~

If only I have a genius mouse who can pull my hair and directs my hand what to write during exams.
HAHA ! Too good to be true ):

Now, zack and cody is showing again. Sighs, I need to study laaaaa.
WHY MUST THERE BE SO MANY NICE SHOWS GOING ON DURING THIS PERIOD?

Ma-ther toad -.-

Food and nutrition is tomorow.
I'm going turn in early to increase the possibilty of dreaming of the questions and answers.
Uh-huh.
Cause I did kinda, alittle, abit, sort of, you know .. Dreamt of the chem question.
It came out on the first page of the chem papers and I didnt remember to look thru that in that morning !! Tragic !
Big-headed siol.

Had tuition early on. & teacher kinda tell me why we should study for prelims. Wakakakas !
So funny!!!
Bribe me to tell you about it lo.


MY TANN ARE FADING AWAY, expect that frigging tan lines on my back and shoulders.
na ni nahhh ~


哗啦哗啦 , 下雨了。



"ARE YOU REALLY KIDS? OHHHHHHHHH .... WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA ?"

yea uhs, I have been watching cartoons, yesterday, today and today :)
Watched olympics too. And I told myself that I am going to tune in to mens' water polo today..
Sad news is, I have tuition at that time .

Olympics Synchronised swimming was way

too AWESOME!
:D

ALL THE PERFORMANCES STUNED ME.
I sat there on the sofa with my mouth wide open staring at that tvee screen saying Woah ~

Prelims are getting over and done with in just 4 more days to go! YAY!


Sometimes, held myself back from blogging somethings out.
Because ....
Your are a great monkey see monkey doer. *Claps*

Dont let this bug you so much if you have a clear conscience.



I had fruity creamed cake as lunch today. Random.

Friday, August 22, 2008


雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴 .


Mood : Very Bloated
Song : 下雨天 - 南拳妈妈


I am hooked onto to this song for the past one week. & I never got tired of it.
Currently, the channel 8 7pm show is like kinda interesting. After so long, I am finally interested in another channel 8 drama.
I like the "kinda" typical story line :D

Two strangers got to meet. In a twist of fate, they became couple.


Typical but they portrayed it in a different light :)


Wanted to go out today, but dont think I could stay there for long so I didnt go loh.
I prefer going out for a longer time span. Heeheees!

Came home, munched on potato chips again while watching tvee in the guest room.

Almost fall asleep until the pre-rain wind became too strong and the slammed the window -.-
Toot .

Jonathan's friend's father passed away.
Now the poor little primary 2 boy has only memories of his dad. Sadddddd ~
Grand went to his funeral today and saw his family weeping away with much sorrow.
Its a very sad scene to witness.

Moral of the story is : Count yourself lucky and treasure your loved ones.



Today sis told me this after her lesson :
" OMG! My exams are one month away! I thought it was two months man. I AM GOING TO STUDY HARD FOR IT."

O________O !!

She came home, watch tvee, nap eat, tvee and now she have been in her room for about 3 hours burying her head in the textbooks.
Nabei, how come she could last for so long now?
Must be something fishy going on.

Wait, she just open her door and came out when I was typing the previous sentence before this. (-.-)
She came out, switch on tvee and contined studying on the mattress infront of the tvee while watching her show.

This kind of weather is superduper great for sleeping.
I love the tippy tappy sound of the rain :D


Ok, I'm itching for a tiff now. I am off to find that fishy girl. *evil smirk*


Thursday, August 21, 2008


I CUT THE STRING AND THE KITE FLY FREE .


I have the sudden urge to blog but dont know what to blog about. LOL
Uhs, lets see ...



































































































































































I still have nothing to blog about lehs ...



















































































AHA !! * ting! Light bulb lights up*






















































































Today, I slept until very shiok during english paper 2. Kept having short naps =D

"5 more minutes, 5 more minutes"

I kept telling myself.









































































































5 minutes later ...

* 3 crow fly past*


























































































I woke up, wrote a sentence and then ....


















































KA-BAM !















I fall dead to the table again.

Once again, I told myself ...




"5 more minutes, 5 more minutes !!"























































































































































Roughly about 5 minutes later,
I woke up again and wrote a few more sentence.








THEN ...

















KA-BAM !!

























zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz




This happened quite alot of times. Those passage are just sleeping pills!
AWW !

GEOGRAPHY AND ENGLISH PAPERS TODAY .


Fast enough not you say?!
I can vividly remember about weeks ago or even the beginning of the year, everyone was so motivated to study FOR OLEVELS.

I even remember hearing khairul saying this in january : I will study after chinese new year :)
Now we are in the mist of prelims which is ending in a week more ^^
Time is annoying thing that no one can play with. Cause in the end, time is the one playing with you.

It was raining after our exams. I wonder, what is the sudden heavy drizzle trying to imply? HAHAHA
Went to tmart with von and the rest. Watch them gobble eat .



Came home after lunch. Switched on TVEEE and fell asleep while watching cartoon -.-
Now I've got a little laughing at in straight in the face.
Damn annoying !
Mummy bought a double dinner just because that annoying girl wants to put on weight.
I DONT FIND ANY DAMN REASONS WHY I SHOULD PUT ON WEIGHT WITH HER !?!
Cause obviously what mummy bought is simply too much.
And that annoying girl cant finish !
So in the end, who's gonna be force to eat it ?
Whatever -.-
I am not gonna eat it full stop full stop exclaimation mark exclaimation mark






♪♫♪♫

堆积所有对你的思念

把思念堆进个黑暗的房间

房间就在厨房的后面

没有人会发现

♪♫♪♫

Tml is stress-out day, Maths and physics.
OH CRAP ~

And I have not study yet.

OH CRAB =/

Wednesday, August 20, 2008


当我深深的呼吸, 心中充满想你的甜蜜


Good day ! We are currently into the fourth day of Prelims already! Fast ~
Today was chemistry paper. Lets just cross our finger loh. What esle more is there to say?
Today like usual, I sat on my doorstep platorm to wear my school shoe la.. Then I looked up and guess what I have saw!!!

R-A-I-N-B-O-W !!!!

It was damn truly amazing I tell you.
I have never seen such a clear rainbow whereby I could even separate the colors with my eyes!

So I whipped out my phone and snap away instantly!
( no wonder I got a feeling to bring phone LOL)
But after I finish snapping, I lower my phone(of course-.-) then , the rainbow just faded awayy.
SAD LA!

It seems so clear.
So close as if I could feel that I could touch it if I just stretch out my arm.. Maybe its because I am at the highest level of my block. HAHAHAHAHA
It made me feel that I had a wonderful day ahead. It made me feel that there's gonna be a miracle.
Just a simple rainbow, made positive juices run through my mind.
Thanks rainbow, you made my day :D


AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW ....






THERE'S A POT OF GOLD :D



Its even nicer and clearer than in picture. Oi! My phone not lau-yah ok!
Althought its not the lastest, I would still love it :D heheeee ~ so mushy =/

There is really a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, cause I found money in school today.
Not a bigger amount but its confirmed not coins *cheeky grin*


I found myself more and more air-headed cause there isnt enough fingers for me to count the times I forgot to bring my keys to school.

Mummy says I am getting more 糊涂 ):

I have this great telepathy thing with my sister. ALWAYS!
There was times when I was going home alone and have forgot to bring keys.
I walked back to school to find her to take keys la of course! Then we would always meet each other on the midway then she would say this ...


"
I knew you was thinking about me and wants to find me for some reasons. So I came back without eating first.
"




Shocking !! O.O!!

And there was a time she even said this when I was looking for her : "I have a feeling you forgotten to bring keys and is looking for me. So I came to look for you. "

Amazing or what?!?
Great telelpathy, we dont even need a phone then !

When to art room to rot because, there was nothing much I can do there!
Kinda nice with all the painting stuffs and art works but the room is abit too messy.
DISCLAIMERS : I AM NOT A NEAT FREAK LOY!

Went for tuition and saw this thing in the comprehension thing that could answer why I usually sit back and watch people play or do things.
Something got to do with coginitive and decisional stimulation. Chim, but I like the way it is :D


I need to let off some inner hot gas now... pftts /

Shooooooo ~ Shooooooo~

Personality is what you really dont have.
You tried to copy style and now what? You copied others personalities too.
Not only from me but there are some others which I dont wish to mention.
They sense it too.
The way you talk makes me shivers, cause you aint talking the way you are!
You used to talk in you own kind of style but now?
Tsktsk. Pathetic human, you are better off dead.

Just an example to get the picture clearer :
JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY.JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY. JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY. JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY. JUST AN EXMPLE ONLY.JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY. JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY. JUST AN EXAMPLE ONLY !!!!!!! ~~


You used to talked in a man more "man" way cause thats your uique and natural personality.
Recently you got yourself closer to a friend who is of opposite personality than you have.
Now you speak like her twin.
When she says she hate something, you tried to win over her in "who hate this more" kind of competition where obviously thay you only hate that thing a weeny bit.
Vice versa!


-end example-


Comeon ! Have your own stand girl. You dont need to be others' skin to stand out this way.
Cause everyone stands out in a different way.

One reason for being a human rocks is that you have you own personality which no one has.
Now that you have lost your own uique personality, its time you hide in a corner and weep.

Its just not funny having your own personality being "took" away by someone esle.
Stop living in your own "perfect" world.
We are not interesting in your world too much. No, we are not jealous about it.
What if one day, your world crashes and whatever you blow cow about burst and we have better than you do?
What you gonna do then? Find another concer and weep even harder?

In the future, when I look back into my archives, I will remember that, I know a person like you :)

You are just too thick skin to realise and admit your own mistakes. *shake head*


*farts*


Enough gas let off. WHEW~
Sorry yah, I dont wanna hold this kind of things inside. I prefer to let it out through different means and forget.

Blogging is out will be the way out.
It works very well for me, at least. (:

Sunday, August 17, 2008


我好想你。 但不敢打给你,因为找不到原因。



Say Yo! Today went by with a cold breeze and heavy heartstomach .
Grand whipped up many of her specialties today and most of them are my favourite.
How would I bear not to eat and waste her efforts? heeheeheee

Today went for prayers at Pasir Ris and Bedok industrial park after my fulfilling lunch.
Practically cabbed around east side.
@ Pasir ris, they are having buffet. Cant seem to turn down the auntie and uncle's offer.
THEY CAME ON TOO HARD TO REJECT. I ate -.-

Went to grand house after that cause grand is praying too, with many dishes.
Its a tradition la.
Gathering or not, there will be many dishes only exception is that there will be more on prayers' day.

So, I ate again. All of us(cousins' families and all) ta-bao home food too.
Theres still much remaining at grand house again.





REMAINING TO BE CLAIMED :



( Some dishes on another table )


There's boiled chicken, fried fish, tomato prawns, braised pig trotters, fried bee hoon, fried mee mee, briased duck, abalone soup, chicken soup, curry (!!!) , fried tofu, fried egg .... I cant remember already. TT

Sugar ! Spice ! And many more!
GRAND'S COOKING VERY TOK GONG LEHS :D * all thumbs up*
We crowned her super granny chef! ^^


There used to be more dishes. But ever since ahgong fall sick, the amount is reduced.
SAD LA. *sobs* D=
I remember when I was younger and grand hasnt shifted house, the prayer tradition was soooooo grand.
Now, modern age = simplified.


Cabbed home for tuition. ME = HARDWORKING! *grin*
I need to end this post here NOW . Nature call laaa ! =S

当你不听我说话的那一刻,我真的怕了。



I am currently typing with one hand only cause I am munching on calbee potato chips.
Total crap la !!!!! TT
I am still hungry after all the heavy dinner I had. Whats wrong manxzxzx ?!?!
Sigh ! All my efforts down the long-kang o-leh-deeeeeee ~
Now there's another thing for me to look forward for weekdays.

Lesser food!! *grins*


SO LATE CONGRATS TO SHIXIN !
She got in hospitality and tourism managment course in temasek poly ! Same as shiqin one's !
Shiqin will be going to vietnam for OSIP ( i also dont know what the hell is that) some kind of training i think.
If i got into that same course as both of them, it will be soooooo super duper cool siol!

IMAGINE THIS! TRIPLETS!!





You know something? I miss you .

Saturday, August 16, 2008


就算是这样,不知道为什么还是会想到你。


Finally after a long and tiring day, I rest my buttock on my cosy computer chair. =/
My leg very sour. My brain kept sending me a red alert that I need more rest.
I had a long day today. Here goes ...

OHHHHHHH ~ Early in the morning 10 o'clock...
Lien woke up, brush teeth and have mac big breakfast and a fish 0 fillet. ( totally fattening!)
Then came a ring on the phone : Ar-loh lien arh, dont be late for tuition arh !!
I nodded and when to bathe...
Since no one esle was at home, I had a very peaceful bubble soak. (Pampering !)
I thought that would set me up for the day, not !

A 3 hours of tuition dragged my energy level down tremdously.
And chiong down to lower depot road temple to pray my father's side parents. LOL
Had a very fulfilling apple pie or strudel on the way there although I was full. Just couldnt resist that annoying temptation.

Had ze char for dinner with alot of side dish... Chao gui tiao.. Ban mian and lots. -.-
Arghhhh !!!
Those weeny weight I lost with huge efforts went down the drain today. pffts /

Tml will be another long day.
Prayers in the noon, Grands house for great food. Then rushing home for 2 hours of tuition.

Lalala ! Work overloaded ! BEEP BEEP BEEEEP~~ *BOOM !!*



Btw, the chalet room no. that we stayed weeks ago came up as today's 4D winning number. COOL !


NOTE!
I have changed my email already.

chor-lien@live.com



Help me add, thanks!

Friday, August 15, 2008


我绕了好大一圈, 发现自己还是想你。


Table pool today was uhs, nice. Im sorry for being such a spoilt sport and not playing. I just dont like it and prefer watching people play ;D Heeheeheee
Dont know why, but just love the feeling. Not bian tai la -.-

Some went off earlier while szeying came to join us ( shing kun, kay yuen and of course me la ).
I love the night scene at that open space platform. Did many funny and weird stuffs.
IT WAS WAY FUN KICKING THEIR HEADS AND PLAYING WITH THE SHADOWS!



*ARH-BISH*


Shing kun's head.





To the left to the left : Kay yuen
To the right to the right : Shing kun

Left standing : Me (:
Right standing : Szeying (:



* KA BOOM*


There wasnt much stars tonight, kinda dissapointed though. Like what they said, the stars are always there.
Its just that the clouds blocked them .
AIYAH CLOUDS, cant you made a exception for me? LOL

Learnt how to trained lower arms muscles. Thats how the boys trained. HAHAHA!
It was kinda scary when shing kun told us his ghosty encounters. BOOOO ~
But okay la. I did enjoyed myself.

WHO WANT GO BUGIS? I WANT BUY WATCH LA . I f-miss big headed watches.
I used to have many, but ever since huiyi and hong kai bought me casio one as x'mas presents, I have been using that since.
Should have known that I should wear kay yuen's watch home HAHA .
lol

Sorry for blogging in much details. Its all something that I dont wish to forget :)

And its time to buck up and study lo !


我已经开始以这一切都是所谓的幻觉。
但你改变了我的想法,
捣乱我的想法。

I AM SUPPOSED TO DO CRITERION ONLINE NOW.


Ms harveen had a talk with me today during maths lesson. I felt so much relieved that someone actually understands what I am going through now. Cause she is another victim of sleepwalking.
COOL :D

This weekend with be so packed for me. NO TIME NO TIME!
GRRRRRRRR~
HOW GREAT WILL THAT BE IF I HAVE 36 HOURS A DAY *cranky grins*

I wil be going out with ahvon they all today after school. It will be our last time going out until prelims ends. Hais~~

Thursday, August 14, 2008


I LOVE THE IT USE TO WORK OUT FOR US .


It seems like I'm having a real bad habit of posting 2 posts per day. Tsk, I have more movtivation to blog than study. OH WELL~

I need adam khoo workshop AGAIN.

Do you have a friend who does the same thing and have the same attitude with you except there are minor different but yet blend in so damn well?

I did!

I have this friend during P.school time. Her name was J*** for short.
We played pranks on everyone in school everyday and pissed people off so well !
She have the same laughing manner and laughing essentials.
What may seems to us may not seems funny to other. And what seems funny to others may not seems funny to us.
I love her sbgl attitude. We created code talking among ourselves.
We do so much of code talking on the teachers we dont like and even how to play pranks on others.

There was just so much chemistry between us.
She have a younger sister and so do I.
We come late to school sometimes and we would even meetup at each other's house and have tons of fun when our parents are not in.

She loves to eat maggie mee. So do I.

We laughed together. We prank together.
We created our very own signals and code talkings.
We went GAGA over the same taiwanese singers.
We disccused alot of talks and all.
We even joke among ourselves.
We share the same sentiments over so much things.
We bear common grudges on same certain schoolmates. It's like, you dont like her, I dont like her too.
She taught me what I dont know. And I taught her what she dont know either.
We talked in our own lanugage and slang which are annoying to others. HAHAHA


We used to slack around tmart. & we have a very unusual liking.
We would go to the supermarket( known as G-value then) and pretend to drop and bean spout on the floor and step over it.
We love the feeling of the squishy-ness and the sound of it being trampled on.
Sound weird, but its so damn true.

There seems to be nothing that we cant do together.
In terms of looks and size, we looked similar too.
We had rounded faces , fair and maybe fat then =x
Some even say we look like sisters.


COOL ~~


We spent so much time together. It seems like we are best fitted soulmate/BFF then.

But it all ended with just a misunderstanding, and thats was when we went our seperate ways.

I had very little memories of what had acutally happened.
The hatred for the one who came in between us had gradually worn off during the years.


Even when we met at tmart or something, we just walked by each other.
Everytime there's a class gathering, both of us never seems to show up together.
I remember, there was a time when the misunderstand took place.
The stare between us was full of undesrcible mixed emotions and all.
Sometimes, its just another blank look.
At least then, we still could stare. But now? Sighs.

No matter who's right or wrong, now, I here to apologise.
I hope to let the past flow by.
Cause, I dont think I can find another soulmate who are so much in common with me and who understands me so damn well.
I cant seem to find another one who can share the same code talking and signals.
I cant seem to find another one to weep over the same drama shows as me.
I cant seem to find another one who can play pranks together with me.
I cant seem to find another one share the same sentiments with me.
I cant seem to find another one
who can sbgl with me the way we used too.

I know well too, we can never be like before.


I am not saying my current friends

are not good enough.

THEY ARE WONDERFULLY

GREAT !!

:D


From this incident, I learnt

the hard way.

I HAVE LEARNT TO TREASURE

FRIENDS.

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!

Muacks !!!

Muacks!!

Muacksssssss!!!



Note : We are not lesbian. We are just merely Bestest best friends.

I have a close to J type friend in secondary school.
But who the hell knows what happen between us that we are like strangers now.


THE REASON I AM BLOGGING THIS NOW IS THAT I WISH TO LET THIS OFF MY CHEST.
And we never had a proper closure to this matter.

I am happy for we are once friend.

I couldnt stand the way we treat each other as

strangers when we are once so close.

BIG-HEADED SLEEP WASNT THAT PEACEFUL .


*yawns and stretches body* Good evening !
I just woke up from big-headed sleep (大头觉la) . Woke up from tremedous noisy pollution. Argh! SO ANNOYING -.-

I told jiamin that I wished I have 36 hours day only then I could have more sleep. Time isnt enough and there's just so much to be done. Sigh.
I am having tuition tml and the guys wants to play pool. HMMMMMMM ...
Its time to prioritise (sp?).
Mrs Ong PLEASE *snap fingers*! ... HAHAHA! Inside joke inside joke.

Watched the replay or not replay of omlypics basketball. YAOMING SO HIGH.
Note : High not tall.
He practically just raise his arms and put the ball into the loops. SBNB (sibei nabei) -.-

I saw this fact online that left me speechless :


" Bill Gates donated close to $100 million to fight AIDS in India. As a percent of his total wealth, this would be comparable to him donating ten cents if he only had $60 . "



My very first reaction to this was -.- And then nabei.
Now, Mr Bill Gates, I dont mind having just even 1cent or 2 cents from that $60 dollars you have. Teeheee~

Ok la. Time for me to bathe :)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008


I WALKED HOME FROM TUITION TODAY .


I had a lovely stroll home after tuition while talking to yvonne on the phone :)
Its kinda relaxing except I cant seems to stop turning my head behind, as I could somehow feel that someone is following me.... BOOOOOOO
Maybe I am just being paranoid . Freaky enough though. HOHO !
Its the lunar seventh month you know dude?!




I love the night breeze on the busy streets.
Where the lamps shone dimly on the familiar street.
I walk aimless-ly, hoping that the walk would go on like these.
Its another peaceful night with another day spent with more to come.
I love the smell of the peaceful street where I believe time will heal everything.
Just to be true that if only the street decides to lead no where.

*burps*




Hahas, kinda random. It all just came out like a burp.
Seriously, I love having night walks. It just calm me down.
Great, I'll be having more night walks already :)

I prefer to walk alone. Only then, I able to have some quiet moments to myself.

/
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
/

Its near 11pm now. Nights !

LOOKS LIKE CUPID IS OUT TO PLAY.


Hey! Whats wrong with the timing now?
Its near to exams and many are having random thoughts and stuffs?
Whatever la.
This just isnt the right time to screw things up.

Today school was kinda funny. Blah blah blah ~ I'm losing my appetite recently. Is this a good sign or not? That I actually can eat lesser and lose weight faster? *shrugs* TEEHEEE


I have 1 good new and 1 bad you for you guys. Good or bad one first? Good one first :)
Actually , I am not sure if this one is considered as a good one.
HAHAHA! But anyway ......
Weiyuan is back in singapore again :D
The bad news is he is going back again on this saturday.
Okay, its like kinda sad cause there isnt time for meeting up and stuffs. awwwwww ~

Okay lah, I have premonition of something is somewhat going to happen. My screen protector was smashed into glass pieces without any fore warning and my eyelid have been twitching!
Its on the left eye, so I guess, its something good :DDDD


I love code-talking. I am having tuition soon and I need to go off now.
SOOOOO~ BAL { Blog Again Later }
Tatas~


最近很多人都中了爱神的剑哦 !
;D

Tuesday, August 12, 2008


I BLOG FOR MYSELF .


Mood : I am in any mood except the mood to do food and nutrition.
Song : Sk8ter boy - Avril Lavigne


You know, just now while I was bathing, I thought of what happened in school today.
And, I thought of Balqis. I thought of what she did in class today and I stood there smiling and laughing to myself.
{ And I dont know why I am even blogging about it -.-}

OKAY! CHANGE TOPIC!

TOMOROW, many will be going to school without underwear, bra, uniform and etc. What a sight. Must not absent myself from school :D



♪♫♪♫ DOH RE ME FA SO .... ♪♫♪♫




♪♫♪♫ SO FA ME RE DOH .... ♪♫♪♫


Recently, I have been very guailan. Sorry laaaa~ Its just got me too high.
So as a form of apology,
I shall end this post with a lighter note . DOH ~~

SBGL = SI BEI GUAI LAN



Mood : Sloogy
Song : I miss you - Miley cyrus

I always hate to start or to begin a blog post.
Cause I simply lack the motivation or inspiration to start on recently. But I guess it isnt that bad to start it like this today huh? :D

Have an study.... uhhs, date with loved ones @ bedok kfc with pool game after that(:
Thanks for coming down to bedok for me. Gan dong lorhs, what esle? Teehee!
I bought my chicky meal and recieved a uber cool toy. AHHHH ~ back to the olden days.

Remember when we are younger, we used to bug mumeee or dadeee or any adults to bring us to fast food resturants just because we have an overwhelming crave to have that lastest featured toy?
& we will have baskets full of those fast food toys at home?
And whenever we take it out to play with, the smell, the touch (oily lahs~) and sometimes maybe stains of fries and burgers still lingers around the toy cause we play with it while eating.
HAHAHAHAHAHA ...
Just at that very moment, the tveee will play the commercial on the happy meal and the lastest featured toys and thats how the whole story repeats itself until ....

we grew older. *frown*
Sometimes, its because the crave just worn off or ... adults says we are older and had alot of those nonsense already. SAD LO!

Kay, back to my title.
I have been having a super craze about this new word I newly coined, SBGL.
Dont you find it very uncouth to said sibei guailan everytime?
And some times adults will nag at you for whatever reasons.
So SBGL is cool enough for me to used and parents will never understand unless some people tell back on me..


If you are guailan, you are gl.
More guailan = sbgl
Very much more guailan = (sbgl)(sbgl) = (sbgl) square . To the power of 2 la!
Very very much more guailan = (sbgl)(sbgl)(sbgl) = (sbgl) cube . To the power of 3 !


and it goes on!
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TO POLYGONS !



Anyway, the dinner on sunday night was kinda f-up.
KPO 三姑六婆 (bitch) told me straight in the face infront of everyone that SMS is stupid and waste of time.

BLOODY HELL -,-

Ohs, to add that on, I have quite a number of calls that day. And had to walk away just to answer those calls. You know one la, chinese dinners are always loud and noisy...

SO! She said I had no manners ( because i didnt sit through the whole dinner). She find all those calls are stupid and useless. & in what way is walking away to answer a call when I have finish my food and the next dish isnt served up yet?

I'm feeling very puzzled about this "fact".
Any kind souls around to enlighten me? *blink blink blink*

pfffts /

Since calls are so no life and stupid, next time when you met a robber or anything, please DO NOT use your phone.

Or do you even have one? *sniggers*

If you have one, you are stupid.
Because phone calls are stupid and you spent money to pay the bills and to buy that phone which a cool person like you wont use. (:

YOU PAID FOR SOMETHING

REDUNDANT.


& THATS SO STUPID! -.-

Stop blabbering about how this and that cause I dont talk to people who are too cool for phones. (:



HAHA! Maybe you dont even have calls. Thus you dont know the joy of having phone talks and sms.
Pathetic creature with no friends. I pity you. *shake head*

Sit through the whole dinner and stare into blank space? Maybe I do love doing so ... During lesson but not when my phone is with me and I am free to move about to have fun with all those little ones.

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Enough of those stuffs.
Pictures taken when we when out for fresh air during the dinner ...





BREATHE IN ~ BREATHE OUT ~ ..

NO AIR NO AIR NO AIRRRR ~



Hahas, I think I am a good pretenter all my life.
No one except people in involved knows the deepest darkest secret.

I'll never intent to slip even a teeny weenty bit out until a day.

Well, except for one by accident.
This friend kinda knows unexpectally when we talking about it and I didnt notice him/her behind :)


*LOUD OPPPS*


Today was the release of olevel mt results. ZAI ZAI AY .
Am go gonna retake it.


As I am blogging now, the wind blowwwwwww ~ with all the rustling of leaves and and its getting so dark D:

Saturday, August 9, 2008


I THINK I ATE SOMETHING WRONG .


Mood : Mellow
Song : Shy Boy - Jordin Sparks

NDP WAS FREAKING AWESOME ! :D
I was looking forward to the marching part and of course, the fireworks! Hehs! I simply love the was the uniforms groups marches during the parade. It was way too awesome.
极帅一下 MAN ! Love,Monkey

I love the .. uhhhs... What you called that? Arrangement? Blahs! Dont know la.
It so super cool when they formed into letters "NDP 08".
LIKE WOAH! It sure is the EYE OPENER for me though I get to watch it yearly.
It made the parade all worthwhile. claps

Watched high school musical 1 replay on disney channel today. (: I'll still give it two thumbs up.
Theres just too much movies too hot not to watch for now. But prelims are just wet blankets.
GRRRR~
I wanna wanna wanna watch ... The love guru, high school musical 3 and whats not. WAHLAU.

I am gonna watch money not enough 2 again with grand on monday (:
Its there only time I can spend some quality time with her till prelims and olevel are outta my life. I dont mind watching it the second time with my grand for one simple reason,
she is my grand. kao love



Tml night got seventh month dinner @ bedok. Attending on behalf on grands. Yummmy! Sleeping over at bedok then :D Yipeeeee !

Cause I have to pretend that i dont really care


SHAOQI IS CYCLING AT PULAH UBIN NOW .

{ edited }



Mood : Touched
Song : When there was me and you - Vanessa Hudgens
( I had my playlist changed with new additions of songs - "曹操" & "where there was me and you" . All shuffled. )


So how's this? I should be there with him and jonathan now ):
But I am all tired out all. Cant wake up at 5.30 in the wee to get ready.
I've recieved an very heartwhelming sms from ______ *ahem* secret laaa . hahahah
Although, it didnt really mean much to all but I am very happy just to recieve it from you. Maybe you didnt even know how I have felt then.
But its alright cause I am the one feeling it. [:
But it kinda saddens me though after I have heard how you felt about an uhhh, issue.
I will just keep quiet about it cause its all in the hands of faith.

Woke up in the noon and watched volley olympics on tveee. Russia VS Italy. Italy won.
Interesting!

Next !
I'm going to go a little more easy on my disgestive system. (:
Which means, less work to do until I hit back my desired weight.
Enough said, full stop

Cause everyone urging me not to go on a diet.
Mummy almost issue me an san-man ticket -.-
I understand everyone's intentions and really appreciate it. (:

I have went to the toilet twice since morning already. Hurr, have I eaten the wrong things?


CHANGE TOPIC AGAIN !

Yesterday's outing was like once in a lifetime. Where we go out together in celebration of something and that feeling was super super duper duper uber duper super duper duper duperrrrrrrrrrrr AWESOME!!!!
Too bad no pictures were taken. WAIT! I have elmo's emo picture.
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SAY YO! TO GUMMY BEAR :D




HEE HEE HEEE !
Yesterday was a great date and day.
8th august 2008. Eve of national day and a special day with beloved 4e5. Its also the 8million tot day. I wonder if people whom I know won... hmmmmm ..... I wonder......
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Thanks all for the great and special well-day spent!!! *jumps*

I may be going for roller-blading later.


I CANT WAIT FOR THE NDP TO START!

WOOTS!

FINALE- FIREWORKSS! OMG!
* jumps and hops around*


na ni na ni na ni na ni na !


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL! Loves !



I dont know why that there was time I thought of the mother's actions and how her children treated her in money not enough 2, I feel like crying.
Not that I am a cry-baby or anything, but I simply hate her children to the core. LOLS!
F.CHIDREN.




HENG CHALET WAS LAST WEEK. Phew~
Cause this week is raining. Just last week @ this time, we are having fun in the water and under the sun. ):
I am sad.
I miss the times having fun together.

Friday, August 8, 2008


MOVIE MARATHON WITH 4E5. COOL !


Mood : Guilty
Song : If we were in a movie - Miley Cyrus


Its our last national day celebration in esss as a student. Fine, I did enjoyed myself anyway. :)
Went to tmall after that for a celebration with yvonne, jiamin, balqis, midzi, khairul, and ahpek gang.
Watched Mummy. Yucks, kinda gross. Eeeew.

Then was the other movie, Money not enough 2. At first I thought it will be a money money issue kind of storyline. But what made me or rather weep was the kins ties one. =x
Wahlau. I thought I will never cry again.
Na ni na ni na ni na ni nahhhhhh ~ Mother toad. ( Haha balqis *winks* )

I was super high today. Mybe alittle to high that I lost control and mah-lu myself TWICE!
na ni na ni na ni na ni na ~
Not going to tell what is it. Or, I will be throwing face for the third time.

Seriously, the money not enough 2 is touching. Go watch lah :)

The mother's actions seriously touched me. I am going to bring ahma to watch it on monday since its a holiday and I havent been spending so much time with her since June holiday ends.
Well, expect for during the chalet period, but still didnt spend alot time with her.
Was swimming and playing. Sighs.
I miss my grands so much suddenly. wahwahhhh ~
I have an strong urge during the movie to just whip out my phone and dial my grands' number.
I love you mummy and grands. ;O


I have a few people I wanna apologise today. I dont know what wrong with me parts of today.
I not really good with my words. & I dont know how to comfort people or cheer them up with.
Each time I try to, I end up talking rubbish.
Pardon me. I am very sorry.


Firstly, Qin.
Its a Secret full stop. I am sorry la. Make it up to you next time ok? Love you, cousin.

Next, kayyuen.
I am sorry.

Third, sorry everyone if i offended you in any way or other.
But you know I didnt really meant what i blurp out. (:
Jiamin, sorry too.

Mummy.
Sorry for coming home so late today.

*bow bow*


I am feeling very guilty already.

Not in the mood to blog already. Nights.


[edited]
I apologied to all I felt I have offended today.
Was shaking my brain so hard so as not to sound so un-sincere. =/
I called it the brain-quake. LOL.
So glad everything's so fine again. I feel so much better now ! Whew!
Now, I am happy again.
YAY!!
[/edited]

Thursday, August 7, 2008


WHAT'S MORE TO SAY? THE CHAMPIONS!!


OLE~ ! No doubts already. 4e5/6 WON! YAY! Now I feeling super high lahs.

Its raining. Perfect for sleeping. & we won! 极爽一下 ! Haha
Its all worth the effort. *grins*




STEADY POM BI BI !



Tomorow is the day where 4e5 is being mention to the school. Not for being naughty for whatever. But because the guys worked very hard and bought us fame ! Woots!
Not to mention, 4e6 too! Teehee!
Great job. I love the goals. *thumbs up*
Now I know why so many people are into soccer or street soccer.
Cause, I marked in for being a fan of it too already. *cheers*

Wasted that I dont know how to play. But nehmind. Watching it is so fun enough already! Hahs.

After watching and screaming for so loud, I think my voice became very man already yo! *ahems* Hahs

I got very pekchek during the first game. Everyone did. Fumes. It was a tough game.
Gah! Nevermind. 老天有眼 ( sky got eyes =x )

Thanks e6 guys for helping out.
Congrats to all !
It's serioulsy something very remarkable before secondary life ends.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008


I MADE A NEW FRIEND ! F.HAPPY LAH !


Mood : Flopped
Song : Vunerable - Secondhand serenade

Speaking of friend, I just made a new one. A duper cool one yo!
She is my new tutor for today. AH-MAI-GAW!
Her name is Rubbi or Rubby?
Cant remember. Sorry ya. But I remember her name is a color! Teeeheee.
After talking to her for awhile, we found so much in common! She's a very cool teacher.


Ok, I promised that I will be back after tuition, so here am I !
I guess, I dont have to shit so much already. Cause I kinda sort things out again while siting at the bus stop waiting for Mom to come fetch me. I nearly weep there. *gasp and hit chest*
I admit I am weak in this area. I'll change, for the better.

I was thinking that maybe it's a blessing in disguise that I didnt really fall in too deep ( or did I already?) and still able to let go. It's just a matter if I bear to or not. Need alot of courage. I will go grab the bull by its horns and swing it around! HAHAHA
Nehmind, 我可是曹操的后代。了不起咯。*gasp* I cancant believe I said that either. Hahs!!!

I dont know how much I have fall into exactly.

OLEH! 4e5 soccer chionged into Semi-final already! 帅啦 !

Cham ! Got mandarin influence liao . -.-

OLEH ! WE WON!


Just a brief post because I am going out for tuition in 30mins and i havent shower and stuffs.
I just need my blog at this very moment now. I just need my privacy and something I can pour everything out to without being heard by anyone .
So other then my pillow, blog is the closet thing that I can get without being heard by my family.
My school taught me blogs can never be private. So, I'm gonna beat around the bush.

For all in the world, I felt like I am losing myself. Not to anyone but darkness. There's these undescrible darkness I felt within my world recently. Its like pulling me back into a corner where from there, I can never get out. I am very tired from the struggling. What if I just loosen the grip and fall into the corner? I dont mind now since what I thought I have and belonged to me seems to be so far a distance away from me. They seems to be fading away already.
I have changed twice. I was once an very sensitive and redrawn kid. Now, I think I am more open to friends and other and being less sensitive. Well, at least thats why I think. Now I think I am going back to my old self about being sensitive and all again. I dont like being sensitive. It really hurts. It had an undescrible sharp pain piercing through my heart and it stays there and no magic could heal.


Thanks for hearing me out blog. I will be back here again after tuition.

Guys, kinda respect my privacy ok?

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Did I mention That on saturday morning of the chalet, I went for a swim in the morning?
After that, was trying to rush back to chalet? I guess I did.
Guess what!?

I FALL DOWN THE STAIRS. Argh!

I travelled alot of steps down the stairs on my butt. -.-
Now, no wonder my side-hip hurts badly and I cant sit still.

Hope no one saw that bad fell. So malu lehs. *blush*

I JUST GOT A NEW PLAYLIST FOR MY DEAR DIARY .


Next To You Lyrics :

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus:]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus:]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus:]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you



Remember in the post earlier about I had this dream about this person "A" ? =x
This song somehow describe how I felt now. Especially the chorus :D
Somehow lahs. Not fully.


"
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
....
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

"

Ok, here the lyrics for song no.2 in my playlist ! :D
Aiyah, lazy to post it out lehs. So lou-soh. So go find yourself if you are interested.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, I switched on dear computer this afternoon because I wanted to download songs and update my handphone playlist. And now, just how many hours I have sit here infront the screen .
pffft/

I'M SORRY, I GUESS I WAS JUST BEING OVER SENSITIVE .


Mood : Depressed
Song : 擦肩而过 - 李圣杰

Hello blog! *waves*
I figure that I should start off with something more entertaining than whining about how tiring school is :D

Hmmmmm .... Lets see ....

Oh yah, I downloaded alot of new flash wallpapers and themes for my handphone. BORING!

What esle to say? ....

*silent*
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dahhhhhhh *drools*
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Fine, I admit I have nothing to blog about for now. Lets move on to the whining part.
SAY YAY! *Jumps*

School was just as tiring I thought it would be, today. Maybe I tired myself out during the chalet already.
Speaking of chalet, I just simply the love the smell of chalet or even hotels. I dont know why either. The smell gives me a very holiday kind of feel you know.
HAHAHA

Its the third day past the chalet and I starting to miss the feel already.
UNCLE 1 ! Its time to book another one lehs! :D

Hopefully, I hope I lose my tann fast enough or will might be throwing away some of my wears. I am not going out with that obscene tann uncovered. Any one with the right set of mind wouldnt do that.


YADA YADA YADA ...

Its 2 weeks to Prelim. Its time I grab the bull by the horns. 'O'

Monday, August 4, 2008


I THINK I MISSED A BEAT. CAUSE IM FALLING IN AGAIN .


Mood : Confused
Song : Nine In The Afternoon - Panic At The Disco

Sad. Mum is trying to ban me from eating chilli and spicy stuff. HOW CAN?!?
LIEW ...
Its like feeling me with drug till I got it hooked up and now,
she told the mee goreng auntie : "No Chilli and no spicy mee please."

WAHLAU! HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE?

She did this for one reason. She heard an auntie next table at the kopitiam saying that eating chilli and spicy stuffs too much makes one go blind. *FARTS*
Fuckface auntie. *roll eyes*

I guess, I will just have to smuggle in some chilli in my noodles and rice.
OR ..... *ahem* wait till i think of the plan first . HAHA

dot dot dot

Im listening to muttons right now. God, how much I missed their voice. Too bad, they void the birthday surpise program out. I think they got complains for palying pranks on others.
Cant help it. Some of them are just too thin skin and could take the jokes well.
TSK TSK.

ONE 3-DAYS CHALET GOT ME BURNT ENOUGH .


Mood : Ouch
Song : Teenagers - CHIPMUNKS

Yo ! :D Its not that my sunburnt is bloody.
My sunburn itch and at the same time, its kinda hurts. There's alittle tear in the skin.
F.GROSSSSSSSS !!
Lets hopes some lotion could help *prays*

Among all, I am the only one who suffers sunburnt on my back and shoulders. -.-


Reason one : I dont go out to the sun too much. So when I do so, this is what I get.
Reason two : I didnt cover up my shoulder and back with enough Sun screen lotion like the others did. NO! IM NOT A BULL. *stares hard*



Okeh. Next !
I had a uhs, can say nice dream last night :D
I also dont know why, I often dream of school and friends. Serious lehs! Is this a sign that I am stress?
Hahs, maybe not. School is kinda shag now. =x
Without courswork hey!

&
I remember last night dream, I dreamt of this someone. There's many people in it. But lets just talk about this one.
After this dream, I went to school then (of course) , I dont know why too, but I have a very weird feeling about this person whenever I sees this person.
*shrugs*
I dont know how to explain. Lols.

Aiyah, very loh-soh(troublesome) to keep calling this person, this person. Lets just name this person "A" ok? Wait, you have no choice.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *evil laughs*


So theres how the story goes on....
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* open mouth and stones for awhile*
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*Uhhhhhhhs ... *
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Nahs, I have decided not to say anything.
The rest are just confused kind of private feelings. Hahs, too bad.
I prefer to keep it as a secret for now =x


Bribe me lor ....





Was surfing the net for pictures, AND ! I found this. -->



It reminds me of my distinction essay. You know what I meant :D
Hahas.



ANYWAY, 4E5 JIAYOU FOR SOCCER :DDDD

OLEH! OLEH ! OLEHHH !! Cheers!