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Just a brief post because I am going out for tuition in 30mins and i havent shower and stuffs.
I just need my blog at this very moment now. I just need my privacy and something I can pour everything out to without being heard by anyone .
So other then my pillow, blog is the closet thing that I can get without being heard by my family.
My school taught me blogs can never be private. So, I'm gonna beat around the bush.

For all in the world, I felt like I am losing myself. Not to anyone but darkness. There's these undescrible darkness I felt within my world recently. Its like pulling me back into a corner where from there, I can never get out. I am very tired from the struggling. What if I just loosen the grip and fall into the corner? I dont mind now since what I thought I have and belonged to me seems to be so far a distance away from me. They seems to be fading away already.
I have changed twice. I was once an very sensitive and redrawn kid. Now, I think I am more open to friends and other and being less sensitive. Well, at least thats why I think. Now I think I am going back to my old self about being sensitive and all again. I dont like being sensitive. It really hurts. It had an undescrible sharp pain piercing through my heart and it stays there and no magic could heal.

Thanks for hearing me out blog. I will be back here again after tuition.

Guys, kinda respect my privacy ok?