Forever and always x.

you are not going to believe that i weeped last night.
i not going to say out the reason.
last night, when i thought of sucide. :X
then it suddenly struck me. i promised mye god that i don even think of it again.
say whatever you want, say that i ming xin, i also don care.
and i have a feeling that something is telling me that i have to be STRONG! UBER STRONG!!
if i cant even go thru this ordeal, then im a useless human, wasting air.
but i sometimes, i do felt in that way.
sucide is the last way out. and i know, it will still be the same without me. so, the wouldn't make any differences to the world. the sun will still rise. there will still be 24hours a day. and i hope that no one will be sad over it.

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enough emo.ing
i got researchs to do.
please dont discuss my emo.ing among yourself.
JUST READ AND FORGET(: