Forever and always x.

FEVER ; SERIOUS SORE THROAT ; DIZZY ; HEADACHE ; COUGH ; FLUU {aww.. i feel that my head is heavy than my body }


its never nice to be shivering with cold,
then the next mintue,
sweating lyk WTF.

its never nice to be sick.
woke up in the morn
erm
lyk the usual i woke up to go to school.
caws mom woke me up.
she wans to give me medicine before she go for work.
the medicine has drowsy effects.
-.-!
den i fell asleep,
but i was shivering,
den the next mintue,
i was sweating.
den i felt pain in my throat.
WTH.
and i was coughing lyk WTF too.

den i become sooo sleepy
that i din even hear the fone ring.
yea.

when i woke up,
i could not even stand properly.
caws,
i feel that my head is heavier.
i could go woooohhoooo...
lyk a roller coaster.
yea.

ah ma was worried for me
as i din pick up the fone.
soo
she cabbed to my hse.
i was SHOCKED.

den later she went home.
mom came back after that.
she scolded me for not picking up the fone,
and making ah ma worried.
she asked me.
'' you remember the thing that made you REGRET till now? ''

i was lyk ''yea''
i din pick up ah gong last fone call
he dial to me.
i din pick up.
at night,
his stroke worsened.
he couldn toke anymore,
i hate myeself.
ah gong was the closest to me.
he dote on me the most.
he is the one who bought me up.
without him,
without me.
i don wann elaborate more.
caws my eyes are getting wett.


mom want to remind me.
she dozen want me to regret for the second time.
i noe.

for now,
i don even have the energy to move,
like for now,
i just feel lyk blogging.
caws im bored
but
i m typing real slow.
i m still so sleepy.

AND! AND!
i don have the voice to tok now.
having serious SORE THROAT.
FUCK the wondeful throat!!!

ah ma suggested me to go see doctor.
but.
i loathe that.
see doctor,
means more MEDICINE.
eeeyer...
don want!

im trying to persuade mom.
i don wanna see doctor!
but no v0ice how to persuade.
im having a hard time now...

i think i stop here le.
im sooo sick le.

i wanna go scho0l 2moro.
pray for me(:
and i noe,
once i go scho0l,
i will see all mye frens.
i be alrite(:

B.LA.H
i have not been eating well since i was sick.
since the previ0us day,
all i have is only MEDICINE, a few pieces of fruits and a few biscuits.
oh well.
i will treat this as a diet programme(:


{ DAMN ME ; SICK ; LIEN }