Helloh people! Today was BBQ class and I enjoyed myself alot yo! :D BBQ food was delicious. And I love the satay. There's Ting Wen, Junhao, Jenny, Xinyi, Sylvia, Kenneth, KahKit, CK, Samuel, Yoyo, Sean, Chee Seng, Norman, John, Brandon and of course Nigel. Not all class people turned up for it :(



Jenny and I headed for the pool when no one was noticing. That was like the whole main idea of it!

Jenny *shouting loudly* :"Eh, we go toilet arh!"

And we were like so funny and unglam cause we arent wearing belts. Walk abit pull abit left, pull abit right. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!




I didnt wanted to get my hair wet at first but .... Daniel pushed me into the water while he himself doesnt want to get into the water. (You chicken! ^*&$#) I've got leg cramps fter that. All united as one, Daniel got into the pool after all. :D Sleep in peace man tonight. Tall man Chee Sheng was f tall. You make us others looks like dwarfs you know. But I can see your nostrils hair! HAHAH EWWW~~

Nigel sent us home after that and thanks alot man :D

I am gonna end here cause my brain is in sleep mode already. TA-TA !

Who's right and who's wrong, I just want to know no more. Cause it doesn't really matters already. It will be not fair if I only listen to one side story and judge everything from there. I thought ___ was always right and ___ was always wrong. But now, I am just not sure. And I dont wanna know either.
So when I just said I dont wanna know anymore, it doesn't means that you are in the wrong. DON'T EVER PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH AND PRESUME STUFFS. Get things straight before flaring up.



I went to school reluctantly today despite what I've said last night. I took my own sweet time, I purposely miss the bus and even went into the toilet before entering class. 9.14am. Just nice~ School was shag, cause I was almost on the verge of tears and my eyes are swollen. The sms didn't make it better either. CB. My eyes are swollen and it makes things worst. But thank god my class isnt those i-rather-talk-to-my-hand-than-talking-to-you kind of class you know ;)


Yasin : "STRESS AHHHHH !!!"

LOL! Had lunch with A-5 girls, Yasin and Jiawei. Bus-ed and walked home after that. Walked for 3 reasons. Walking is really great when its not so hot and sunny. Came home and fell asleep until 9.30pm. Need to rush out my writorial now.

Yasin again : "STRESSSSS AH!"

My mind now is in a whirl and my eyes are fucking swollen like 2 extra large red painted ping pong balls.
I dont know what to do. I am feeling like what I am feeling before. It sucks totally! I thought everything I have cooled down since that bitch thang. But I guess not. Cause this issue has got it own history.

I feel like screaming my lungs out. I feel like whacking everyone. I feel like shouting vulgarities out from the windows and throw eggs at anyone who walk by downstairs. I just have like a gush of frustrations, anger and energy that I need to channel out. Shouting into my pillow doesn't really work now cause I cant hear my voice and its though the frustrations are still there. Bloody bitch.



I called _____ and we chatted alot some things that we never talked about. It was good in a sense that we opened up to one another. We never did this in the past cause we never had that kind of chance. Either because ___ think I was too young to understand such stuffs then or just simply, we never spent time together like any other people does. I broke down only awhile after the conversation started so I wasnt the one talking much. And I think ___ broke down too soon after me. I wanted to tell ____ how she and I felt so much yet nothing came out except *sniffs sniffs* ( I am not going to reveal the gender lest it will be too obvious.)





I heard many " Be strong, lien". Easier said than done, action speaks louder than words.
Believe it or not, I used to have a louder personality than now. I have withdrawn myself so much from the crowd that I've forgotten how it feels like. Out-of-place kind of feel.







I shall stop here or everything will be under sun. I am still not ready to share such stuffs with any of you. Wordpress is definately better than blogger in terms of privacy posting.

I dont like going school tomorrow. I just wanna stay at home. I am calling in sick tomorrow if possible.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA !!!! Real actions starts around 0.20sec. & note the near ending part too. LOL!!

Presentation is next week and I freaking have not continue on my slides and all. Tomorrow is Microsoft trip and I love the chocolate cream waffles biscuits I have in my fridge :D Random.



I am skipping extra Maths lesson tomorrow for SEAL points sake ;) Tata maths!
P-R-I-O-R-I-T-I-Z-E. Mrs Ong () will be so proud of me. Hor F&N students? :D This kind of chance to go Microsoft and to earn seal points does not come by often. I can skip maths While, on the other hand, there's maths lesson almost everyday.





Formal wear next week, so I started to flip my kupboard and storeroom around hoping to find something formal. All I have are formal dresses. And presentations are not wedding dinner =P Did you watch Channel 8 last night? Michelle and Shawn's Wedding dinner with dessert buffet! *drool*













I found something. I guess I just have to make do with what I have found.























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Dont wanna be a spoiler. Yet I cant wait to see what others are going to wear. Dont know why...





I think the guys are having more advantages when it comes to formal wear. I see many guys wearing formal wears on any typical days. It seems so easy and normal to them loh. MOST I see around wears their formal wear very well and its hot :) I seldom see girls wearing formal wears maybe its because girls' formal wear tend to be abit over at times. Oldish ~


Ahyi is coming over to lend me her bag this weekend.

Formal wear + My school backpack = CMI (cannot make it)

And she says if she dont like my wear, she is going to bring me shopping :D :D :D & If I don't like her bag, I am going over to her house to choose. This lady got lots of bags! Haha, and she signed up max mobile for me today. (L) her manxzxzx!


Just now, I stayed back in school for BBQ planning in the Project Room.
Now, I just need to sleep.


Bye!

Yo people! Today was Mothers' Day (duhhhhhh!!!) and Ah Yi called us out from meal with Grandma (again). We had Sakura Buffet last week with Huiyi and fam already. And I totally regretted for not eating enough of that salmon fiash! It was totally delicious lo! Back to today. Walked around Tampines Malls and finally settle down at the one without long queues - The Foodcourt ._.
We were too hungry already!

We see lao bu-SSSS everywhere we go today. Lao bu holding her lao bu. Whole family of lao bu-ssssss. Lift open, full with lao-bu-SSS. Toilet long queue with lao bu-SSS. Resturants also all got lao bu-SSS siting inside. *faints*

Lao bu is mother la.

Speaking of toilets, I saw a news online that day ... Click here to read the news
Bloody hell peeking toms. I wont public toilets at MRT stations anyway cause its so filthy *puke* But for the worst, really cannot ta-han already ANY public toilets we are going to, we(me & sis) will bring a umbrella in with us and open it up before we do our business. *inserts Rihana's Umbrella Song ; ella ella eh eh eh~*
You dont laugh ok!



Collected our shopping loots today and it was more than what I can remembered. More than 15 for the 2 of us only. Did we even ordered that much?!? And I realized, Sis and me even ordered Mum's cause we intended to give it to her as Mothers' Day gift. HAH!

There are still some loots that yet to arrive. I hide most of the loots in my luggage, high up in the storeroom,(smart me :D), so Mum will not find out. Dont fk-ing backstab us !




Another thing ,,,















I spent on last dollar on my Secondary school ezlink card on Macdonald's ice cream cone so I can buy concession on my new ezlink card by today.







I will be going out together with Mummy tomorrow morning so I can take a free ride to take my second bus to school. This means, I need to wake up earlier. Goodnight!

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MY MUMMY :D
She is my forever superwoman & I love her more than words can describe.



* haha she's so cute :D
[side track abit - I miss me long hair]



(above 3) Celebrating both our birthdays 2 years back.
Her birthday : 25feb
Mine : 26feb
Now you know why.






(above) Hah! Cute again :D

Ah, I've got the world's best-est Mum!
God, please continue bless her much much.



She dont like taking pictures so all I've got are these pictures. Some are re-post, while some are taken 1 or 2 years ago (Just see our hair lorxzxz and Iwas even wearing lil miss tee then!) ~~ BUT ! I will try to get her to take more pictures. Heh heh heh!


Many people says we look alike. But we really dont see it . Do we really look alike?!?
Tag to tell me okay ;)

Taylor Swift (L)(L)(L) !!