Forever and always x.

Day 2 - your crush.


My crush... hahaha I don't have any crush now since I am sweetly attached to E. So lets take a trip down to memory land okay? :D





My past crush;
I had quite a few crushes like anyone else do. No matter how much one deny, they will still have at least a crush or two! One crush that left the most impression ....
was from a different race! Malay! Hahahaha!! It a long time ago, and the crush lasted for quite a long time! It was a long story, but it was very silly! No much details, incase someone from the past reads it and found out who it was! Nobody knew or remember about it, so far in my memory. It kinda started out with his friendsssssss confessing to me that he like me? I was so young then, so I didn't take it for real and even didn't believe in relationship TOTALLY. (Not saying that I believed it before I got together with E. Not even after I go attached, I still didn't believe one k!!!) Plus the fact that we are both so young, and I was seriously very shy mah :P But fact is, I did have "feelings" for him.

Okay enough, but the crush did lasted for at least 2 years or even more. No point telling others about it since I dont believe in relationship right? -.- I was really good at keeping secrets huh! ^^


I used to have lots of celebrity crushes. Some even too ashamed to name them out now :P I dont even know why I like them in the past. Well everyone got their period of time when they go all gagaga over celebrities right? Mine's over for now I know. It might come back, who knows? But hor, E gonna jealous :P


Okay another type of CRUSH.
Reality crush. Reality crushed me totally. Enough said about this. I've got suicidal thoughts, or even thought of killing someone from young. See the amount of hatred I've got in me? Well, not even me. If someone dear(DEAREST TO ME) didn't brace herself up and change her mind, I would be typing all these here now. Could have gone to somewhere far away with them. But then again, I wouldn't get to those all those bullshits and all those hatred couldn't have grown so much if everything just ended there. HATE REALITY.
But nahs, dont worry, the hatred is still in me, but I am not so silly to dirty my hands. I want to give the someone dearest the bestest life I could give him/her. Karma will get those jerks and bitches. CURSE FLAT THEM.

LOL!!!


I am very peacful person now kay*DING!!* *halo appear above head* No killings, no evil plans! Grow up mature liao... Ok, maybe I am still evil in my own ways, cause Diyana called me and jenny "imported from hell" ! HAHAHAHA just evil-ily annoying, kiam-pah and GL now bah :P


Final kind of crush.










































I am fat enough to crush you.
Ok bye! :D Leg sour from flea @scape today! Cleared lots of stocks and got back KACHINGSSS~ Next flea soon!