Forever and always x.

I had a lousy day today. Surprisingly, i am cheered up after seeing my results.







I woke up crying again today, found out that my pillow is wet soaked. Fuck, i am crying in my sleep again. I dreamt of something. Something so life-like. Something that's pulling me down all this while. I dreamt of familiar setting, with living characters who has been with me all these while(and only realised that i tend take their existence for granted). Fuckshit, the feeling of waking up crying and see that no one is around is horrible. But then again, lucky no one saw me crying....




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Woke up around 2plus to check my results, switched on phone and received a call from work.
I AM REQUIRED TO REPORT TO WORK AT CINELEISURE IMMEDIATELY. Lameshit =.- you think i can fly? And I was only supposed to report to work at 6pm today at TAMPINES INTERCHANGE. So after rejecting them, they said they will call me again to SAY IF I AM WORKING TODAY OR NOT.

wtf.
I thought my shift was confirmed already? Ok fine, then i waited waited and waited for their call. Finally, i cannot wait any longer, cause i need to know in advance too if i am supposed to work. PREPARING TIME AND TRAVELING TIME ALSO HAS TAKEN IN CONSIDERATION.








Maybe they don't know, maybe this will shock them.

Cause I know I may look like I know how

to teleport(to them)

but I ACTUALLY DON'T =O


WOW WOW WOW~

Shocking news HUH???!!!!


point is, called and tell me if you wanna cancel my shift. I don't mind. Its better than me waiting for your call like a idiot. So much things could have been done if not for you stupid confirmED. I could have gone down to bring Grand here or something. Or even go back to school. zzzzzz
The pay you give isnt very 了不起 also what. Nin na bu. Fine, 我忍 kay. Anyway its only a temp job.




I am very tyco, i passsssed engfund (: WOOOHOOOO NO SUB PAPER :D