OLEH ! WE WON!


Just a brief post because I am going out for tuition in 30mins and i havent shower and stuffs.
I just need my blog at this very moment now. I just need my privacy and something I can pour everything out to without being heard by anyone .
So other then my pillow, blog is the closet thing that I can get without being heard by my family.
My school taught me blogs can never be private. So, I'm gonna beat around the bush.

For all in the world, I felt like I am losing myself. Not to anyone but darkness. There's these undescrible darkness I felt within my world recently. Its like pulling me back into a corner where from there, I can never get out. I am very tired from the struggling. What if I just loosen the grip and fall into the corner? I dont mind now since what I thought I have and belonged to me seems to be so far a distance away from me. They seems to be fading away already.
I have changed twice. I was once an very sensitive and redrawn kid. Now, I think I am more open to friends and other and being less sensitive. Well, at least thats why I think. Now I think I am going back to my old self about being sensitive and all again. I dont like being sensitive. It really hurts. It had an undescrible sharp pain piercing through my heart and it stays there and no magic could heal.

Thanks for hearing me out blog. I will be back here again after tuition.

Guys, kinda respect my privacy ok?

Did I mention That on saturday morning of the chalet, I went for a swim in the morning?
After that, was trying to rush back to chalet? I guess I did.
Guess what!?

I FALL DOWN THE STAIRS. Argh!

I travelled alot of steps down the stairs on my butt. -.-
Now, no wonder my side-hip hurts badly and I cant sit still.

Hope no one saw that bad fell. So malu lehs. *blush*

I JUST GOT A NEW PLAYLIST FOR MY DEAR DIARY .


Next To You Lyrics :

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus:]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus:]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus:]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

Remember in the post earlier about I had this dream about this person "A" ? =x
This song somehow describe how I felt now. Especially the chorus :D
Somehow lahs. Not fully.


"
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
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Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
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Ok, here the lyrics for song no.2 in my playlist ! :D
Aiyah, lazy to post it out lehs. So lou-soh. So go find yourself if you are interested.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, I switched on dear computer this afternoon because I wanted to download songs and update my handphone playlist. And now, just how many hours I have sit here infront the screen .
pffft/

I'M SORRY, I GUESS I WAS JUST BEING OVER SENSITIVE .


Mood : Depressed
Song : 擦肩而过 - 李圣杰

Hello blog! *waves*
I figure that I should start off with something more entertaining than whining about how tiring school is :D

Hmmmmm .... Lets see ....

Oh yah, I downloaded alot of new flash wallpapers and themes for my handphone. BORING!

What esle to say? ....

*silent*
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dahhhhhhh *drools*
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Fine, I admit I have nothing to blog about for now. Lets move on to the whining part.
SAY YAY! *Jumps*

School was just as tiring I thought it would be, today. Maybe I tired myself out during the chalet already.
Speaking of chalet, I just simply the love the smell of chalet or even hotels. I dont know why either. The smell gives me a very holiday kind of feel you know.
HAHAHA

Its the third day past the chalet and I starting to miss the feel already.
UNCLE 1 ! Its time to book another one lehs! :D

Hopefully, I hope I lose my tann fast enough or will might be throwing away some of my wears. I am not going out with that obscene tann uncovered. Any one with the right set of mind wouldnt do that.


YADA YADA YADA ...

Its 2 weeks to Prelim. Its time I grab the bull by the horns. 'O'

I THINK I MISSED A BEAT. CAUSE IM FALLING IN AGAIN .


Mood : Confused
Song : Nine In The Afternoon - Panic At The Disco

Sad. Mum is trying to ban me from eating chilli and spicy stuff. HOW CAN?!?
LIEW ...
Its like feeling me with drug till I got it hooked up and now,
she told the mee goreng auntie : "No Chilli and no spicy mee please."

WAHLAU! HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE?

She did this for one reason. She heard an auntie next table at the kopitiam saying that eating chilli and spicy stuffs too much makes one go blind. *FARTS*
Fuckface auntie. *roll eyes*

I guess, I will just have to smuggle in some chilli in my noodles and rice.
OR ..... *ahem* wait till i think of the plan first . HAHA

dot dot dot

Im listening to muttons right now. God, how much I missed their voice. Too bad, they void the birthday surpise program out. I think they got complains for palying pranks on others.
Cant help it. Some of them are just too thin skin and could take the jokes well.
TSK TSK.

ONE 3-DAYS CHALET GOT ME BURNT ENOUGH .


Mood : Ouch
Song : Teenagers - CHIPMUNKS

Yo ! :D Its not that my sunburnt is bloody.
My sunburn itch and at the same time, its kinda hurts. There's alittle tear in the skin.
F.GROSSSSSSSS !!
Lets hopes some lotion could help *prays*

Among all, I am the only one who suffers sunburnt on my back and shoulders. -.-

Reason one : I dont go out to the sun too much. So when I do so, this is what I get.
Reason two : I didnt cover up my shoulder and back with enough Sun screen lotion like the others did. NO! IM NOT A BULL. *stares hard*

Okeh. Next !
I had a uhs, can say nice dream last night :D
I also dont know why, I often dream of school and friends. Serious lehs! Is this a sign that I am stress?
Hahs, maybe not. School is kinda shag now. =x
Without courswork hey!

&
I remember last night dream, I dreamt of this someone. There's many people in it. But lets just talk about this one.
After this dream, I went to school then (of course) , I dont know why too, but I have a very weird feeling about this person whenever I sees this person.
*shrugs*
I dont know how to explain. Lols.

Aiyah, very loh-soh(troublesome) to keep calling this person, this person. Lets just name this person "A" ok? Wait, you have no choice.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *evil laughs*


So theres how the story goes on....
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* open mouth and stones for awhile*
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*Uhhhhhhhs ... *
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Nahs, I have decided not to say anything.
The rest are just confused kind of private feelings. Hahs, too bad.
I prefer to keep it as a secret for now =x


Bribe me lor ....

Was surfing the net for pictures, AND ! I found this. -->



It reminds me of my distinction essay. You know what I meant :D
Hahas.


ANYWAY, 4E5 JIAYOU FOR SOCCER :DDDD

OLEH! OLEH ! OLEHHH !! Cheers!

THE MORE WE GET TOGETHER, THE MERRIER WE ARE !



Mood : Tired
Song : Unlove you - Ashley Tisdale

Yo Stupid honey sunny bunny wunny punny funny!
Im back from chalet. It sure feels good to be back home. But I love the feeling where family get together more. More crowdy, even better.

Ok, first of all. I dont really have alot of pictures. I was too busy for fun. LOL
But I do have some taken when the cows came home :D


MOO ~



When the cows came home ...


Friday night - our first night there. First thung I reach chalet was to chop a bed for sleeping.
HAHA !
But at last, I did gave it up to my grands . I am a good girl. *blink blink*
Went to arcade then.
I drop my pj tee on the toilet floor and it was soaky wet. So have to replace it with my jacket. LOL


Wild on saturday.
Woken up early on saturday and went for a swim. :D
Stopped when I noticed I got so much tanner. Then, got back to chalet and shower. Waited for the bu-fei (buffet lah) and then when to WildWildWet. Thats when my tann got so bad that it leads to sunburnt.
Stupid.






OBSCENE !
The camera didnt capture the skin worn out and etcSS. Sheeeesh...
Yalar, I know what you thinking - Ah puie -.-


Arcade at night. Teehee.
Saw Jiamin with uhs, her friend *ahem* . I couldnt stop smiling to myself & I think I look like a idiot there. -.-
Next was bowling. All lanes were fully-booked. Saddening. *frown*
So went back to chalet for movie marathon.

Sunday morning, went for a swim again. LOLs
I feel like a rich tai-tai who lives in a bungalow and goes to my private swimming pool every morning. WOW!



Me tired. Pictures will do the talking.




I aint the lau-ya photograher for these 3 photos.



AND LASTLY ....















SMALL ME

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BIG ME ;D

Sunburnt was that bad till I cant even carry my backpack home today.
Didnt really *Burps* eat much. =/
My ucler spread and got larger surface area. LOL
Any one got any remedy for annoying huge ulcer? Willing to try anything except salt. I tried that, it hurts and doent seems to work on this stubborn one.


Blasted myself out for the weekend and its now time for prelims and olevels. AWWWWWW ..
Mood dampened, fcukheads.

4E5 SOCCER TEAM MAKES ME SILLY PROUD !

Mood : Jumpy
Song : Only you - CHIPMUNKS


OLEH OLEH OLEH OLEH OLEH ~~
Congrats to 4e5 soccer team ^^
All of you seriously did a very good job. Although we have lose out in the no of players, we won! YAYS!
This really proves that you guys have the unbounced potential. Woah!
The girls did very well too. Nevermind, its alright. We know you have done your very best. SOOOOO we are all oooohhh sooooooo proud of you all ! Teehee.
*hugs* awwwwww ...

Shaoqi rushing me already... He's at the chalet with no one esle to play with.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
Today is the first day of chalet and lunar seventh month.
DONT TELL ME ANY SPOOKY STORIES until I am back from the chalet.

I AM GOING TO THE DOWNTOWN CHALET!! YAYS!!


Anyway, chalet's buffet is ordered and confirmed. BUT!
Thanks to my stupid ucler, I cant really eat.
I have only less than 10 small weeny spoons of rices grain during recess. Sighs!
Very saddening.
Fine, I will treat it as a chance to lose weight. Hmph.

Ok, Im off to pack.
Dont miss me too much. ....

On second thought, MISS ME MISS ME MISS ME ~~!
*blush*
HAHAHA

I will take alot of picture yo!

Will be at downtown chalet.
& I am going to escape and wild wild wet! WOOHOOO...
I wonder where I last place my swimsuit.... Hmmmmm.... *shrugs*


Anything ring 906xxx6 :D Remember, Im just a push-a-button away.
You guys should have my number already. Heeehee
*waves*