Forever and always x.

I am... just not good enough for someone special like you =(



Just send E for his early booked a few hours ago. Few hours ago, he was still here hugging my bolster and snoring away on my bed. He's sick and had not being feeling well these days. But am so glad he still made the effort to go with me to my class chalet yesterday at Pasir Ris park bungalow. Glad that him make the effort to join me with my classmates and he got along with them too!

How not to MAD love him you tell me?

Well, things hasn't been going so smoothly for the both of us recently despite all.
He said I changed. And I still couldn't get over something. Maybe it was just me, being me. Being the not-good-enough-for-him me. I am not saying that cause I want attention, neither am I emo or being sarcastic. I just meant it. He is almost like EVERYTHING a girl, or a woman wants. Thats what I feel. But sadly, I am not up to the standard to have this kind of guy with me, loving me and giving me all his has. Sometimes I really wonder why he chose me. Been bomb-asking him did he regret being with me even the slightly. His answer has been giving me a ease of mind a heart slightly.
All these could go on, but I decided not to.

Shall just say it in short. Although all I have typed above, I just wanna say, I am trying my best to keep up with him and hope that I can be the right one for him. Not for any peanut butter, but cause I do love him, with all my heart.



xoxo,  L.
Gonna hold on.