Forever and always x.

EMO-ISHY.

Like what my heading states, i changed my blog song.
{ bloody red lyrics are there for a meaning.}

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

I longer smiles and laugh all hearterily I like used to already. I have responsibilties of no typical teenagers has since young. I dont know why but why are all these adults do-ing this to me and themselves. Why cant they all think in my shoes? Why cant they tell that I am NOT HAPPY with it? Why cant you noice there have been a drastic change in my sttitude toward everything in life? Cant you just give me the attention typical human beings need ?Yes, i know they are struck in these bloody situations too. But why cant they live like normal families? Everyone knew if we stood by together, everything would be easy and there will be lesser burdens. Its doesnt matter wether we win or lose. What matters most is how we stayed together. Normal typical families are making me jealous for a reason. Im giving up already. Its too much pain.



I SWEAR TO RUN AFTER ALL THOSE PATHETIC CREATURES THAT ROOTS MY FAMILY ALL THESE WITH A CHOPPER.

Or at least, kill myself with it.
Mark my words.

{ dont bother asking. You guys can never understands my situation. }