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I believe in lies and doubt truths. I forgive cause I forget. I wish fairy tales exist.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Deserted HDB flats are real scary things.
Which part of the term HBD flats doesn't tell you that its in Singapore?
I went over to ahyi's house earlier on and I wished, I hoped , I pended I didn't need to come home. Its more peaceful there except that there's a little boy who keeps pestering and bugging me to battle with him with his BONICLES(sp?) and BAKUNGUN(sp?) confused Pictures, Images and Photosconfused Pictures, Images and Photosconfused Pictures, Images and Photos


Somethings are just placed right before my eyes and right under my nose.
I asked myself, "for what?" and "why". Some people are just way too fortunate. A meant to be simplest chore like eating grapes turns out to be another tedious or should I say pampering chore? A grown up son like my age but slightly older than me, eats grapes with the skin beautifully skinned off by his mother one by one.
Not that he strongly requested it. But that what eat full nothing better to do people does.

Ya, FOR WHAT?!?
Because he does not like to eat grapes with skin.

Ya, WHY?
Cause he's the only son and his mother doesn't work just because she wanna takes care of him.

I think its just too over. And I am not afraid of posting this content here. I don't like eating my grapes with its skin, but I still do. Except that I peel it with my teeth and then swallow it. It isn't that difficult.

I don't know how is he going to survive in NS.

Jon cant get a male tuition teacher cause *the above* 's parents afraid of getting another guy into the house. What?
Afraid that the male teacher will prey on you or your son? In my opinion, male teachers makes better tutors with the ways and methods they teaches.
Comeon man, that potential male tutor is smart and gotten his name on the newspaper because of his high schloars, also doctor-gonna-be and his whole family are also smart like these and its one our close relative. -.- -.- -.-
I am continuing to give you tihs kind of -.- face.

For the second time, I dont know how is he going to survive in NS with FLOCK of guys.
1. Dont sleep
2. Sleep in space suit with a padlock and the key in the suit itself.

I am not trying to critize anyone or anything. It just that, it too much.
Even as a insignificant onlooker, I cant take it. Let alone, he's my bro fullstop.

Give this poor little boy a wee bit more freedom.
Allowing him to take bus alone after school and with you waiitng at the bus stop doesnt counts. Give him more space little eating tibits and sweets and jelly could a little doesnt hurts.
Letting him skip a little veg in one of his meals is not big deal since he is force eating veg every meal. Letting him completing his homework by hiself is self-independant and self-responsibility. You are not going to tail him into the examination hall and writes the answer for him. Stop ordering him (to bathe to eat and to shit) around like a little fuck a stern face which leaves him no room to rebel. For once in his life, he wants to shit as and when he likes.


Me just finished my enrolment package thing. Trouble and hard to understand.
But Aloysius guided me through alot ! :D And he is going to Tpoly with me tomorrow. :)
Thanks thanks ;)

If you are wondering... No! I havent gotten over my missing $400.

gone *poof*

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Mood : Tired and bored and emo
Song : Dakota - A rocket to the moon
Venue : National Library (again)

I am hungry. Hungry pangs sucks! I've a missing amount of $400 and I am still hanging on it. I dont know how long will I take to recover that amount. Be it found it or start from scratch again. I am praying that I dont have to start from scratch *twist fingers* $400 may not seem to be significant writen this way. Let me rephrase it.
I have lost 8 pieces of $50 notes. Exactly my words. Yes!! The blue notes with Singapore's first president face on it. Bloody hell! I took a long time keeping those notes. Sheesh ~~~~
Its just not so simple that one fine day, i walk on the street and VOILA! I found $400. LOL!!
I am not getting over it and moving so soon. I mean it.

I am still hungry. I am craving for grandma's chicken and herb soup. Awesomely deliciously and awesomely mouth watery. To the max! I'd had one bowl in the middle of last night(I was hungry halfway asleep) and one this morning. Still not enough. I can feel me stomach whining awayyyyyyyyyy. Damn.

I have got a sponsor for a new laptop. Thanks Uncle 2!
And another sponsor for a 5 in 1 printer. Thanks uncle 3 !
All i need now is another sponsor for car and school fees *looks around*
Any kind souls for a saint? :D:D:D

Friday, March 6, 2009

*pooof*

I found my new love, poofing in and out of here :D LOL.
You will see more and more 'poofs'-ings going about here.
Tonight will be soo sooooo sooooooo nice to sleep. Nice rainy day !
Mummy and granny just could not find a single reason to stop nagging at me about me-not-answering-calls-when-i-am-dead-asleep issues. I could easily find many already!
1. I am dead asleep and I cant hear anything.
2. Which part of dead asleep cant hear anything they dont understand?
3. I am a deep sleeper.
4. I dont switch my handphone on when I am sleep.
5. I only switch it on when I am awake.
6. Hello?!? Its holidays manxzxz
And the list grows!

I told them those andddddddddd know what?!?
And they rebutted and came up with more reasons to continue nagging. I just could not out talk them. Frowns frowns frowns.
I held up the white flag. No more way out. I am gonna risk the chance of kicking my phone off the bed and then spoils it by placing next to my pillow. And also risk my handphone life span by switching it on when I am sleeping. They should be satisfied and getting ready to pay for a new handphone ;]

By the way, did i mention that my house phone is gonna be unreachable from NOW?!? Yea got it canceled off. Just see no point of having a household phone when all of us owns a handphone each and uses it most of the time.
So dont even bother sending me sms like these :
"You are home arh? Call me using your house phone NOW"
"Eh call me now"

Or just simply call me and say : "Call me using your house phone"and hang immediately.

Demanding or what?!
I understands you guys are student and wants to cut down on your bills. But so am I here ;)
I neither rich nor rich and I have an high bill for handphone every month.
Being a saint *angel ring pops up ahead head* I return your calls almost everytime! But now I am not returning calls and smses like these though I am still a saint. *angel ring pops up again*

If you are looking for me or asking me for a favour or anything. CALL ME YOURSELF.
Stop being so demanding and unreasonable. I am not referring to anyone in particular.
Its just a piece of information. Dont let your emotions gets in the way.

I just realised I misplaced 400bucks. Damn. I am sad that I dont even know how to weep now. *shobs?*
$400 cash is no joke! I have no idea where the money is at now and the funny thing is I remember putting the whole stack of money together for safety sake. And now half is gone and half is still where I last placed it. Cheesepie.

I am tight for cash more than enough and yet ... Double Cheesepie.

*poof*

Thursday, March 5, 2009

*poof*

The way we interacted was weird for a way or two.
I knew I wanted to start a conversation with you as we walked.
Tensed Atmosphere. Everyone was too quiet except for a few. HAHA
Thank god events went for a twist fast enough. You'd only know what I am talking about if you were present that moment.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

*poof* I am back!

I had this something in my head that I wanted to blog out. I logged in blogger, clicked on new post and I forgot what I wanted to post. Whatever.

NOW.


I'LL.


JUST.


TYPE.


WHATEVER.


SHIT.


CRAP.


(uhhhhhs)


THING!


I.


CAN.


THINK.


OF.



(thinking)


(....)


(still thinking)


(......................)

:D I know.
Yesterday grandma was flipping through old newspapers to wrap some tonics for us to bring home. She flips and flips and came upon this HEY-LOOK-AT-MY-BOOBS kind of advertisment and she said this :
"OK , I WILL TAKE THIS. GIVE YOUR MAMEE AND MEIMEI SEE."

She laughs. Then she say again : "You bian tai ! "

(me open eyes big)

Of course, I laugh laaaa~~ So unexpected of her to say that.


Yesterday, during checkup, I took my height and weight. I dont know if I should laugh or cry.
I didnt grew shorter again this time round and I didnt grow any taller. & I gained a nearly 4kg this holidays. So much for being on diet huh. I just can seems to grow any more taller. Even sis is starting to call me a shorty now. Talk like as if she's very tallllllllllll.


Ok, i have not to blog already.


*poof*
"Meet me on Thames Street
I’ll take you out though
I’m hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce
But I’m warming up because the tension's like a fire "


I have these few lines ringing in my head these days. Damn, today was a perfect day to sleep in but bloody hell. I slept less than usual cause mummy got paranoid about me missing my checkup appointment so she appointed grandma to ring me up early in the morning WITHOUT my consent.
Apparently she doesn't trust me with this kind of stuffs -.-
ME ASK YOU : AM I THAT BAD?
Grandma called early but i was sleeping like a log so i only manage to "sense" the ringing in the noon.
ITS RAINING! Come on man.
Cant a girl have her sleep in peace on a rainy-nice-to-sleep-day?!?
And how and i suppose to hear the phone with the LOUD raindrops rhythm.

The very first thing i heard when i woke up was ....

"OI LIEN ! LI EH TIAN WAY KA QIU TIAN A SAI HIT TIAO LIAO LA!" (p/s, she was practically screaming in my ears.)
Which means : OI LIEN YOUR PHONE AND HANDPHONE CAN THROW AWAY ALREADY LA

( me still blurr and wonders who will ask me throw my phone away.... Ya, maybe JIAMIN =x)

" huhhhhhhh hello ahma arhhhhhhh? zuo miiiiiiiiiii?! *yaaaaaaawwwwnnnns* "
Which means : Hello ahma? What thing?

" WA CHA KI KA DAO JI KUN, LI KAN TIAH? WAAAAA ~~(damn annoyed)"
Which means : I from morning call until now you then pick up.

Obviously she got irritated with the "pointless" callings.
Ya then she went on telling me no wonder mummy doesnt trust me with this kind of thing. Sad face sad face sad face sad saddddd saddddddd faceeeeeee.

But again.

I felt kinda proud of myself today.
I single gun one horse(单枪匹马) walk into the clinic and do xray. First time doing xray, surely got many doubts. But ME BRAVE. Happy face happy face happy face happeeeee faceeeee.
But luckily got many poly people doing check up there do. So maybe thats the reason =p

The nurses and doctor were like damn friendly. Like as if they were my long lost sisters.
And i saw a cute baby and a cute guy. The baby is cute and real, the guy is cute and real and a poster on the wall.

I'm off *poof*

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

People are funny creatures. Not solely because I love to laugh. But yea.
Went out with Jiamin, Shing Kun, Kay Yuen and Yusrin to Ehub. Plans were changing here and there but we did make it. LATE AND WET.
Raining and somebody cant seem to get the information right. HAHA! ;P
I spent a loooooooooooooong loooooooooooooong looooooooooooong time just to get lazy da-shao-ye out T.T Cause his maid cooked his meal and blah blah blah.
But he was on a winning strick with pool. See laaa ~

Met up with Jiamin after i managed to "pyscho-ed" that shao-ye out.
She went for a hair cut and bus no 3 makes us dizzy.

Everything started late and end @ 11 plus.

I did enjoy myself today and I am glad !
I was partly at fault with the whole thing yesterday. I am sorry & I have removed the previous post.

I was damn relieved when I learnt from Kay Yuen and Yusrin that the checkup only consist of urine and xray. Woah~
I wonder who's that idiot who go on and on about checkups and needles.
More than one person I think.
Good. You all wait, later i remember you one by one, you all cham.


I have jelly legs for needles poking about into human flesh.
I am not going to let what happened to me the previous time replay again.
Once bitten twice shy. Can escape jiu escape lor.


I am tired. But something is wrong with my body clock.
No matter how tired I am, how I twist and toss about my bed, I cant seems to fall asleep until 3 plus the earliest. Bloody hell.
School is reopening soon. I need to do something to my body clock. Whatever.

Content Remove For The Sake Of
F-r-i-e-n-d-s-h-i-p :)

I was angry but now, i'm chilled.