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I believe in lies and doubt truths. I forgive cause I forget. I wish fairy tales exist.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

*poof*

The way we interacted was weird for a way or two.
I knew I wanted to start a conversation with you as we walked.
Tensed Atmosphere. Everyone was too quiet except for a few. HAHA
Thank god events went for a twist fast enough. You'd only know what I am talking about if you were present that moment.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

*poof* I am back!

I had this something in my head that I wanted to blog out. I logged in blogger, clicked on new post and I forgot what I wanted to post. Whatever.

NOW.


I'LL.


JUST.


TYPE.


WHATEVER.


SHIT.


CRAP.


(uhhhhhs)


THING!


I.


CAN.


THINK.


OF.



(thinking)


(....)


(still thinking)


(......................)

:D I know.
Yesterday grandma was flipping through old newspapers to wrap some tonics for us to bring home. She flips and flips and came upon this HEY-LOOK-AT-MY-BOOBS kind of advertisment and she said this :
"OK , I WILL TAKE THIS. GIVE YOUR MAMEE AND MEIMEI SEE."

She laughs. Then she say again : "You bian tai ! "

(me open eyes big)

Of course, I laugh laaaa~~ So unexpected of her to say that.


Yesterday, during checkup, I took my height and weight. I dont know if I should laugh or cry.
I didnt grew shorter again this time round and I didnt grow any taller. & I gained a nearly 4kg this holidays. So much for being on diet huh. I just can seems to grow any more taller. Even sis is starting to call me a shorty now. Talk like as if she's very tallllllllllll.


Ok, i have not to blog already.


*poof*
"Meet me on Thames Street
I’ll take you out though
I’m hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce
But I’m warming up because the tension's like a fire "


I have these few lines ringing in my head these days. Damn, today was a perfect day to sleep in but bloody hell. I slept less than usual cause mummy got paranoid about me missing my checkup appointment so she appointed grandma to ring me up early in the morning WITHOUT my consent.
Apparently she doesn't trust me with this kind of stuffs -.-
ME ASK YOU : AM I THAT BAD?
Grandma called early but i was sleeping like a log so i only manage to "sense" the ringing in the noon.
ITS RAINING! Come on man.
Cant a girl have her sleep in peace on a rainy-nice-to-sleep-day?!?
And how and i suppose to hear the phone with the LOUD raindrops rhythm.

The very first thing i heard when i woke up was ....

"OI LIEN ! LI EH TIAN WAY KA QIU TIAN A SAI HIT TIAO LIAO LA!" (p/s, she was practically screaming in my ears.)
Which means : OI LIEN YOUR PHONE AND HANDPHONE CAN THROW AWAY ALREADY LA

( me still blurr and wonders who will ask me throw my phone away.... Ya, maybe JIAMIN =x)

" huhhhhhhh hello ahma arhhhhhhh? zuo miiiiiiiiiii?! *yaaaaaaawwwwnnnns* "
Which means : Hello ahma? What thing?

" WA CHA KI KA DAO JI KUN, LI KAN TIAH? WAAAAA ~~(damn annoyed)"
Which means : I from morning call until now you then pick up.

Obviously she got irritated with the "pointless" callings.
Ya then she went on telling me no wonder mummy doesnt trust me with this kind of thing. Sad face sad face sad face sad saddddd saddddddd faceeeeeee.

But again.

I felt kinda proud of myself today.
I single gun one horse(单枪匹马) walk into the clinic and do xray. First time doing xray, surely got many doubts. But ME BRAVE. Happy face happy face happy face happeeeee faceeeee.
But luckily got many poly people doing check up there do. So maybe thats the reason =p

The nurses and doctor were like damn friendly. Like as if they were my long lost sisters.
And i saw a cute baby and a cute guy. The baby is cute and real, the guy is cute and real and a poster on the wall.

I'm off *poof*

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

People are funny creatures. Not solely because I love to laugh. But yea.
Went out with Jiamin, Shing Kun, Kay Yuen and Yusrin to Ehub. Plans were changing here and there but we did make it. LATE AND WET.
Raining and somebody cant seem to get the information right. HAHA! ;P
I spent a loooooooooooooong loooooooooooooong looooooooooooong time just to get lazy da-shao-ye out T.T Cause his maid cooked his meal and blah blah blah.
But he was on a winning strick with pool. See laaa ~

Met up with Jiamin after i managed to "pyscho-ed" that shao-ye out.
She went for a hair cut and bus no 3 makes us dizzy.

Everything started late and end @ 11 plus.

I did enjoy myself today and I am glad !
I was partly at fault with the whole thing yesterday. I am sorry & I have removed the previous post.

I was damn relieved when I learnt from Kay Yuen and Yusrin that the checkup only consist of urine and xray. Woah~
I wonder who's that idiot who go on and on about checkups and needles.
More than one person I think.
Good. You all wait, later i remember you one by one, you all cham.


I have jelly legs for needles poking about into human flesh.
I am not going to let what happened to me the previous time replay again.
Once bitten twice shy. Can escape jiu escape lor.


I am tired. But something is wrong with my body clock.
No matter how tired I am, how I twist and toss about my bed, I cant seems to fall asleep until 3 plus the earliest. Bloody hell.
School is reopening soon. I need to do something to my body clock. Whatever.

Content Remove For The Sake Of
F-r-i-e-n-d-s-h-i-p :)

I was angry but now, i'm chilled.


Saturday, February 28, 2009

Mood : Touched & blessed
Song playing : Camera Shy - School Boy Humour
Venue : National Library


I woke up late this morning at grands' place. For the first time, grandma shouted at me ):
Cause I woke up late. In some-what-most-sleepy-and-consious-state, i heard she said she's gonna get ice water and pour it all over me ;O
I am late. Technically, not me.
Sis was late. I was supposed to bring her to tuition at bugis.

But then grandma really made us feel touched. Not because she shouted at me *rolls eyes*
Sis and grandma went down to 216 fo breakfast first (coz we are late and i dont think i have the time to deserve breakfast) .
When i went down, a plate of char-kuay-tiao was served to me. Ahma ordered it for me.
But still i couldnt finish (cause got tau-gei) and i saw grandma pulled my plate and sis's toward she and then she slowly eat the leftover and and signalled us to go.
Of course we didnt.
We cant bear to left one elderly sitting there siting all by herself.
That would be a very pathetic sight!

So we sat there looking at her eat (of coz she speeds up cause she doesnt want us to be late).
I ask myself, have i cherrish her enough? I have always took her for granted.
Whenever i am craving for something, she's one who alway satisfied my craving.
But I never satisfied her craving most of the time.
She's the one who stood by me when i got nagged at.
But I wasnt with her when she need company.
She's the one who always told me stories that would immerse me in storyland.
But I wasnt there to listent to her when she feels bored.
She's the one who supported me in whatever i do. More than my parents.
But I didnt spent enough time with her.

GUILTY. Two tight slaps right on my face.

2 days ago, i was at hospital visiting grandpa. There are many folks lying on beds around.
I looked at them, thinking of their possible life stories.
They could easily be any strong young lad who could work all day ploughing rice and bringing dough back to raise their kids or even a bus driver.
So why are they so weak now with pipes attached on them all around?
Who's gonna answer their cries of pain and help?

Life's vunerable and thats the reality whether you like it anot.
It doesnt matter that if you are a WWE Fighter or a typical cashier or even a dish washer.
You are going down one day.

What matters most is if have you tasted the joy of life.
Like running after a bus.
Not that i ask you to purposely stand two blocks away from the bus stop and run for the bus once the bus reaches the stop. Stupid !

And also look around you and see your loved ones caring for you.
You will be simply amazed with the feeling when you really know and feel the effort they have put in for you. At least, next time when it your turn to have pipes all over you, you would feel all worth-while.

There's more to life. But it isnt complete without people who loves you and you love beside you.
Think about it.


I ran for the bus last night. And felt the love from people around. I am a blessed kid.

On a lighter note, the bus driver last night was wooooooooaaahhhhh.
A style-lo mylo good looking local uni-grad(maybe, but he did look like that age) lad :D
I wonder whats the story behind again.

Friday, February 27, 2009

I changed the song. Nice, I loooooove acoustic versions!

Time to lay claim
To the evidence fingerprints sold me out
But our footprints washed away from the docks downtown
And its been getting late for days
And I feel myself deserving of
A little time off.
We can kick it here for hours,
And just mouth off about the world
And how we know it's going straight to Hell

Pass me another bottle honey
The Jaeger's so sweet
But if it keeps you around then I’m down

Meet me on Thames Street
I’ll take you out though
I’m hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce
But I’m warming up because the tension's like a fire
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie I’ll drop a line
Fall in a grave I’ve been digging myself
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars

I should have known better
Then to call you out
(on a night like this, a night like this)
If not for you I know I’d tear this place to the ground
(I’m alright like this, alright like this)
I’m gonna roll the dice before you sober up and get gone
(I’m always in over my head)

Thames Street I’ll take you out though
I’m hardly worth your time.
In the cold you look so fierce
But I’m warming up because the tension's like a fire
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie I’ll drop a line
Fall in a grave I’ve been digging myself
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars


This year, i blew off the the candles on my cake with a wish for ___ whispered under my breath. Yea, thats my msn personal msg if you noticed.
People say birthday wishes do come through. I dont know. But i hope it does.
What I had wished, will be kept as a shhhh-cret.

Still, i refused to admit that I am 17 now.
I'm hooked on Neopets recently. Peas Pea Pictures, Images and Photos out! V^_^V

Thursday, February 26, 2009

I just came back from Changi General Hospital, visiting my cute cute grandpa.
Everyone agrees he's cute! 人见人爱 ~~

I am counting the blessing or wishing i am gonna receive on my birthday this year :)
It does matters. Talks are cheap but the thoughts are expensive.
No one has the time to celebrate neither me nor mom's birthday the way we used to the other years.
Grandpa is in hospital under observation. Nothing much serious, just he didnt take enough nutrition; well balance diet *flip f&n textbook*
I could literary see mrs ong waving at me already ;o
He can be discharged tml or lastest the day after.

I am gonna have this celebration thing held after grandpa's home!