EMO-ISHY.

Like what my heading states, i changed my blog song.
{ bloody red lyrics are there for a meaning.}

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

I longer smiles and laugh all hearterily I like used to already. I have responsibilties of no typical teenagers has since young. I dont know why but why are all these adults do-ing this to me and themselves. Why cant they all think in my shoes? Why cant they tell that I am NOT HAPPY with it? Why cant you noice there have been a drastic change in my sttitude toward everything in life? Cant you just give me the attention typical human beings need ?Yes, i know they are struck in these bloody situations too. But why cant they live like normal families? Everyone knew if we stood by together, everything would be easy and there will be lesser burdens. Its doesnt matter wether we win or lose. What matters most is how we stayed together. Normal typical families are making me jealous for a reason. Im giving up already. Its too much pain.



I SWEAR TO RUN AFTER ALL THOSE PATHETIC CREATURES THAT ROOTS MY FAMILY ALL THESE WITH A CHOPPER.

Or at least, kill myself with it.
Mark my words.

{ dont bother asking. You guys can never understands my situation. }

BA-ZHANG, YUMMY.

MIA-ed for 3 days already, i guess. Sleepover lah!
Hees.
Today, ahma whipped out alot of delicious dishes! :D Yummy! I never get enough of it. So do the rest of them.
Over 15 dishes lehs. So i practically eat eat eat eat eat eat eat. Ya, you will get what I mean. Ahma Bao ba-zhang{dumplings} . Bao-ed Over hundreds. *Drools* I did tried to make one too. But aiyah, it takes alot of skills lehs. I GAINED 2 CUTE KILOS. =x

1 ba-zhang = 3.5 bowls of rice.


Alamak! O.O!
I ate alot already. Cannot! Must Stop. How?

LORRIES FULL OF COLD HARD CASH.

Clarifies, I am only here to blog because I am that game is taking me lorries loads of time to transfer finish. -.-l


Anyway, Thanks Khim! :D

And then, that ptp game is also taking up alot of my sleeping time. Looks like Khim's computer dl it is faster. ):
Arghs, DRATZ!

Only a winxy tiny bit of the green and be seen on the transfer bar still. D:

AND AGAIN!

Limbu know this joke has just been posted. But it really makes my day yo! =D
So, AGAIN ! muahahahahahaha

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Once some burglars broke out in the bank, one of them pointing the gun to the cashier said, "Give me all your money, or you'll be GEOGRAPHY!"

The cashier laughed and said, "You mean to say 'HISTORY.'"

The burglar answered, "Don't change the subject."

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Damn. It got me again. 'x'

NO MOVIES ):

tsktsk. Went out for movies, but there isnt any good show showing. The only good one was,

"What happened in Vegas".

But the auntie told me that its only available in the early morning. SIAO!

Who would want to wake up so early to watch that damn movie huhs? I know its very nice but still, I wont. *grins!*
I jolly well wait for that Vcd. Hehs! =3

Anyway, someone remind me to wake up for school tml. I told mummy that tml got no more school.
She believed at first, but some Secondary1 kid kinda gave me away.... PFFTS/
ya, you know whooo ~



Psycho-ing :
There's no school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. No school tml. THERE'S FREAKINGLY NO SCHOOL TML! :D YAYS!



Ok. Im Bounced.
There's lesson tml. O.O! Guess that psycho-ing part didnt really work. LOLS!

You arent blind, new blogskin up.
If you are blind, You shouldnt be here in the first place.

Blogskin is still under probation. Messy? Go take a comb and comb it vehs! :D

SIMI WAKO?

Yo! went to Robinson Sales yesterday! :D
went out with a combination of yellow and green color appareal. Yah, I know. Its kinda off but all my clothes are at ahma house lehs! Sad.
Meimei says I looked like an unripened BA-NA-NA walking around.


-.-l
NOT funny.
...
Seee ! although its not clear, but still you can catch a glimpse of what i wore.




Sighs.
Seriously, not BA-NA-NA right? If yellow is banana, then red will be angbao, brown will be DA-BIAN. Ok, crap. (: YO-YO)

Next up, You know contrast skinnies? Well, you should know. The type of skinnies with different colors on both sides. No, not yellow and green. [XX] Whatever. You should see this man. Apples are keeping up with that trend too, ya know? I am not blowing cow. I'll show you!

LOOK !



Contrast Appels! =Q

Dont tell me how to spell it. I know, appels. lololol
Uhs, i wonder how this apple taste like ... hmmmm...
Ok, enough of craps. I going out for a movie soon later on. YAYS!
Meimei says she wanna watch KungFu Pandu . HAHAHAHA! PandU ! OMG! hahaha! Its my turn to have a good laugh at her. LOls.
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This is how i grew up x.


I am borned VERY VERY FAT .

Maybe, that explains why i cant lose weight now ):


The first picture from the top left hand corner was when i was only about a few month old. Mom just told me something, that left me speechless for awhile.
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Some time around the pixture was taken, mom entered me in a Baby contest. But the judge says :



" We'r sorry. But your baby is DISQUALIFIED because she is far too overweight for her age catogory. "



-,-l

Very malu one you know? Luckily i dont know anything then.
Somemore, babies are only cute when they are chubby. Heees. The first prize for that contest was big bucks, with hundred dollars worth of milk powder and baby toys. That was really one BIG contest. & they dare kicked me, a cute & chubby baby out.
LOLS!!!!

But then angry mom decided to feed me more milk from then on... Too paiseh to show picture laaaaaa.

But of course, I slimed down in the second picture. And then gain weight back when I entered primary school. But still, I wasnt as fat like when I was a baby.


I'm Bounced. Woah!

BEHOLD .
[edited]

Limbu just learned a phrase.



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BECAUSE THE SKY IS SO HIGH, THE BIRD SHIT IN YOUR EYE .
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Defination :
This phrase is essentially an annoyed retort to being asked "why", and conveys the meaning that the questioner ought to mind his or her own business. Popular in the mid-70's, its usage began to decline in the early 80's and is rarely heard these days.

Fer example :
Jane: " Eh, Ah Huay, how come I never see you with Roger anymore?"
Ah Huay: " We oreddy break up, lah!"
Jane: " Why?"
Ah Huay: " Because the sky is so high, the bird shit in your eye!"
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iam going to piss people off using this phrase! Hehs. First person i used this phrase to is JIAMIN! :D muahahahaha!