Crazy fluttery butterflies.

2012-01-02T01:08:00.001+08:00

I love you, in my own selfish way x.

Fluffy<3

A new year has come. Well, every ending is a new beginning. For me, its only the beginning of changes. So many things waiting to fall into a new place for us. I just hope everything will turn out good or even better! Hiakkkkkkkk~

I have no new year resolution. I refuse to admit that I have.
I no believe in new year resolutions. I much rather believe in AIMS/GOALS/TARGET. Things that are set throughout the year with the need or want to do so. Not just making resolutions cause ITS NEW YEAR. Get what I mean???

Some aims I have set to achieve ASAP or by end of 2012.

My bank AH-COW to hit 5 digits.
A pretty new room. (No more master bedrooms for me please. I have been living in 1 since I is baby. Its about time I stop living like a queen and give it back to my parents! Plus, heheehe scare next time no chance stay in 1 forever meh??? :P)
Bring mum overseas.
Get a job after graduation with a good pay.
Motivate or support big butt boy ♥ in his studies or whatever he wants to do after he ORD.
Cure my short term memory. HAHAHAHA!!

Okay, 2 weeks of my last term break in tp is coming to an end tmr. Been really working my ass off literally. Missed xmas eve with my big butt boy ♥ and new year eve was awesome with mango clique and ANGRY WITH AHNEHNEHS. Seriously? I am not racist, but WHY THEY SO ARGH!! I cannot imagine how chinese people in Singapore are shunning the idea of having more babies...

Just think. *ahem* OTHER RACES(eh i never mention any particular race arh), are okay with giving and giving and giving and giving birth to babies??!!?!?! Next time chinese jiu from majority become minority. Hahahaaha random thought arh, I is love_singapore_girl92.

Long story cut short. Me and sis went atm withdraw money after work on new year eve. A previous user of the atm machine we using forget to take her money after she withdraw. A ahnehneh from the atm beside saw, FASTER SNATCH AWAY THE $50. WTF? Then she went on lying say she will go return to the owner but she went on to tap in to the mrt. Lol me and sis was cursing her all the way. $50 was a worth a day of leg strength standing at mango mah.

Hahahaha epic curse:" kns, I hope she meet red light at every junction everyday."

Okay liaooxzxzxz I want go lalaland find my big butt boy♥ see he got talk to other girl girl there not :P Night night!!!

The argumentative couple.
The couple that always fights, yet they never have the guts to leave each other.
The ‘IT’ couple.
The couple that everyone wishes to be. The one couple that everyone looks up too. and wishes to have such a relationship.
The playful couple.
The relationship everyone wishes they had with their significant one. Where they can play practical jokes on each other, and yet still find each other way too resisting.
The romantic couple.
The couple that always has everything planned out for each other. Anniversaries. Holidays. They both know what to do for one another. and always plans something just to see the other one smile.
The risky couple.
The couple that took the risk of falling in love with each other. And yet, still have the feelings that they had, when they first fell for one another.
The ‘trying’ couple.
The couple that always seems to have most problems. But always keep trying, because losing each other would be the worst thing for them.
The ‘perfect’ couple.
A couple that is just satisfied to have each other. With them, and yet so far away.

2011-12-14T02:26:00.002+08:00

Just because I am less expressive, dont means my feels for you are any lesser. Remember how hard and how long just for me to say "I LOVE YOU" even after we got together? You didn't say much then, instead you too up my portion and say it to me<3

Yes I admit, I am not as expressive now as I am after that period. People change. People like you and me. Remember how you would send me good morning and goodnight texts no what matter, even it would risk you getting caught and costing you your weekends. Now you just don't do goodnight texts. Good morning, yes still, but a few minor times you didn't.

I AM NOT COMPLAINING. AND I MEAN IT.
I know you are busy, I know you are tired, I know you said goodnight on the phone already, and I know you dont have unlimited text so its gonna cost you alot. I don't know if I am just getting too used to being understanding or making up excuses for you again.

When asked, you once told me cause you said it on the phone already. Fine.
But do you remember, before we were together, you would send me goodnight messages even after we hang up?
And do you remember, before we were together, you would send me goodnight messages no matter how dead beat that you would shut down any moment?
And did you realised? We are not texting not as much now as compared to that time. Not even half as much. Sometimes it like you have forgotten about my text/me.

Now it turns out to be me, sending you one every night without fail. If not you will be disappointed and ask me why. I know how bad that feel - to get used to something and then its gone slowly.

I had a hard time having to overcome the habit of reading your goodnight text. Don't get me start on it again okay?
With goodnight messages gone now and lesser texting, one of the best time of my day would most probably be in the morning, when you wake up and send me one. It has become one of my worst and best habit that I even set up an alarm just to wake myself up to see it and go back to sleep. Silly enough yet I like it that way.

But sometimes, I get disappointed. That very moment, I remind myself that I can't be too demanding.

I AM STILL NOT COMPLAINING. I am just saying that people do change(most of the time according to circumstances). I am afraid of people leaving. Being care-less and less expressive cause just reduce any hurt and damage if anything happens. I am so afraid of speaking anything when I get emotional. I am so afraid of being so me, phrasing the correct words, incorrectly. So now I think thru even I speak, but most of the time, I couldn't phrase it correctly so I remained silent.

You said you can't feel the feelings I have for you earlier on. You told you dont want to regret your decision. What can I say? Sometimes I feel that I really can't love you the way you want me to love you. But this doesn't mean I dont love with you all I have you know, boy? I know I am not the best, but believe me, I am still trying my best to be your best.

Quote from tumblr:
"Sometimes relationship sour because one stops doing the things you do to get the person."

The point of this post is just to vent out some emotions. Not to spite you or put you down. I don't think it will even do so, cause you dont even read my blog at all.

Disclaimer: Some of you might even think I am making a big deal out of such a small matter(texting), then I say you dont understand. I have school, and he have NS. Our communication channel would only be thru TEXTING and calling. Get it now?

2011-11-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.

Hmmm, I dont really have a internet friend. Oh wait!! I have!! She's has the same name as me! :p
Hahaha and she lives in Tampines, and has the same monthsary date with her bf, and with me and E!

Ok, I am so lazy to continue this daily thing already =x But dont like to do thing halfway and just leave it there >.<
Shall see how things goes again! Back to my drama ohohohohohohohoh~~

2011-11-12T01:04:00.001+08:00

Courier guy with my shopping loots came knocking on my door tonight = HAPPY GIRL IS ME!!!

Big and heavy parcel! Finally found E's long wanted adidas jacket(white with gold stripes) online! It wasn't selling in stores in Singapore. And E was raving how much he wanted it! It wasn't selling in Taiwan either cause I got sis to hunt it for me when she went there last year! Talk about hard to get!

It was worth it man!!! Hard to = lesser people wear!! :P Hehehehe I like to see E happy! He's like a chubby little kid who just gotten a sticker from a teacher, HAPPY HAPPY JUMP AROUND!! hahahaha BIONG BIONG~~ <3

So many loots, all up to my expectation! I DECIDED TO BE MY OWN SANTAS CLAUS THIS CHRISTMAS! Courier guy shall be my elf who sent my "PRESENT" to me! :P

Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

Of course I will talk about my love right? xD I have no ex, and I have talked about my crush liao. So E shall be my topic today! :D

[above] Hehe random snap shot of chubby bf!!1 He moved cause he realised I take photo of him :P
but nevermind seeeeee he is still chubby anyway!! <3

[above] Told him to look at my camera and smile, then when I take, he sudden forwar RAWR my camera! #likeakid

[above] "lai lai, give me one twist lehhhhhh"

Him: *forced, reluctant* TWIST~

[above] candid shot of him with his BUDUNG.
he like sweet budung #likeakid

Hahaha I dont need to intro him much here, since I blogged alot about him!!! He's MY chubby love, and he's someone I am willingly and want to try out "FOREVER" with <3
No more mushy mushy stuffs, cause I know not all believes in love, and mushy mushy stuffs makes them want to puke :P

Okay goodnight! Another day closer to see my BIONG BIONG!!!

2011-11-11T00:22:00.001+08:00

A bit of today...
Daddy drove me home tonight. Cause it was the night, when pens and paper decides a point of no return. I dont know if I should be happy about it or not. I dont know what the future holds for us, but I should just think positive and things as they come instead of feeling negative for all those that have yet to come.

Then daddy finally DISMANTLED the cupboard/shelf/seat at our door to retrieve out the $200 birthday angbao Ahgong gave sis more than a decades back. I miss Ahgong's voice, but now I am just gladly tell him not to worry cause we remembered what he said before he was sick, to take out that $200 stuck there :)

I am still hoping for the best for ahgong. A good man like him doesn't deserve all these pain and suffering. God please bless him.

Day 6 - a stranger.

A stranger. Reminds me of something =(
Someone once told me that someone dear/special to him has now become a stranger. It was a double ouch for me. Ouch that he had to feel that pain, and ouch that someone was as special as me before I came along.
Sometimes, it makes me think...

If I never came along, will that someone still be thinking of the stranger or even pinning his hopes up for that now "stranger" to him???

</3

Or even if after I came along, there's still in place in him somewhere real deep down, somewhere called memory lane where that "stranger" and their memories stays forever.
Lol troll moment ; I am actually ~~envy and jealous~~ of someone I don't even know in real life! A STRANGER O.O

I tend to think alot. Too much thoughts and sometimes, the hurt I feel inside me are self inflicted. Like you know much how you enjoy someone's company and how you want them to be in your life for good. Then suddenly the idea of how that all these awesome and sweet feeling you are feeling now for that someone wouldn't even exist if SOMEONE was still with that STRANGER. Cause if that someone is still with that "now-stranger" he wouldn't even see you like how he would know.

BUT THEN AGAIN...
If he's still with that stranger, and he wouldn't see me like how he does now. WHY WOULD I BE EVEN AFFECTED?? :) cause I wouldn't even know how it feels like then right!!!

HAHAHAHA!! See i tell you i think too much liao :P

Okay okay no emo emo!!! CHANGE TOPIC!!

************

I remember in year 1, pervert Diyana once told us that she got the urge to just walk up to a stranger on the street and PRETEND TO say :

"EH!!! You are the who right?! Remember me not??? We sit beside each other in primary school one !!?"

then say

"OH PAISEH, WRONG PERSON" and just walk away leaving the person STUNNED.

HAHAHAHA!! Now year 3, I told her to upgrade abit. This time round when you see a person in a stationary car in the carpark or road side, JUST GO IN AND SIT!!! Then after sitting in the car.... just say OH WRONG CAR and walk out XD

She say she's gonna wear those black TUDUNG that only show her eyes before she does that. OMG confirm funny!!! Gonna try pyscho her to do that! \m/

Alright! Need to go lala land and find my Kangaroo now! Yay!!!

2011-11-10T01:03:00.005+08:00

Day 5 - your dreams.

1.To provide the best I could for my parents.

2. Have my OWN retail shop(s) while holding a stable and good enough paid job. I will then get my mummy and daddy helping to manage it so their can be their own bosses.

I dont want them old liao still need go find job work, and let people bully. Ask them stay at home all the time no good for them!!

3. Get a house in Australia. (Dad fully supported me migrating there and even suggested to me when he even didn't know that I LOOOOOVE Australia!) This one not same as migrate hor... Migrate = stay there always. I am not gonna throw my family, friends and relatives all here :)

4. Thick savings account.

5. Best health for my loved one.

6. Give forever a try with someone special ♥♥
(Someone made me wanna try it out. Never believe it at all until he came.)

Guess my dreams are not that unrealistic right? Just need to give my best I can. Jiayou jiayou WOOOH!!!! \m/ \m/

2011-11-09T01:28:00.001+08:00

Day 4 - your sibling.

Before you read this entry...I want you to RIGHT CLICK, OPEN NEW TAB AND READ THIS , READ THIS and READ THIS TOO...

One of the best gift my parents gave to me ♥♥♥♥ Am so lucky to have and she's even luckier to have me! :D I am so gonna kill anyone who even dare try to just to pluck her hairy arms' hair. SERIOUS. Only I can bully her!!

We talk EVERYTHING on earth.
We sneaked out to play roller blades when we are younger together and arrange everything back in place before Mummy comes home. We do clean job one okay? No one suspect we sneaked out, okay maybe the adults did, but decided not to scold us cause we too cute :P

Too many memories.
She's of the best gift I could ever asked for.
We are each other pillar of support when everything came CRASHING F-L-A-T on both of us. Cause no one, no one at all could understand how IT felt like. And we are not supposed to say anything to anyone else..

Our rapport was AMAZINGLY AND SCARILY well! We could just read each other's mind even before we speak. Hahaha like seriously, we want keep secret from each other we also must keeping telling ourself "DONT GO THINK, DONT GO THINK!" Cause there are times when we just think of something, the another one of us will get the same "thought" too! NO JOKE.

Sometimes we even think we are like twins but born in different year and look different.

Lucky mum didn't listen to me when I said I wanted a younger brother. She gave me a younger sis who LOOKED LIKE MY ELDER SISTER NOW!!!
HAHAHAHA alot people commented and asked if she's the older one okay??? :D

Okay pictures. Just a few, we took too many already. And I realised, we like to make funny faces.

I am so blessed to have her with me :)
I will keel anyone who try to harm my family, <3!

2011-11-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

Day 3 - your parents.

My parents, so much to talk about them. Basically, I am them. I often go around telling people and friends that I AM MIXED BLOOD. Then they will be like "huh??? Cool!" or "Really?? :O"
Then I will be like "YA I AM 100% MIXED!! Mixed from my FATHER AND MOTHER.*smirk*"

Hahahahaha really what! This one also mix okay!!! :P

To cut words short, I love my parents alot. I really hope to give them the best I can<3 Love them maximum!!!! I hate ungrateful ~~bastards~~ who just throw their parents aside then they grow up and when their parents grew old.

Always got a soft spot for eldery. But someone once told me. Take good care of your family first. If you can't, you are in no position to care for other's! So true! Alright, I am gonna save my parents money and go sleep now! Electricity bill high! Byebye!!! :P

2011-11-07T02:23:00.002+08:00

Day 2 - your crush.

My crush... hahaha I don't have any crush now since I am sweetly attached to E. So lets take a trip down to memory land okay? :D

My past crush;
I had quite a few crushes like anyone else do. No matter how much one deny, they will still have at least a crush or two! One crush that left the most impression ....
was from a different race! Malay! Hahahaha!! It a long time ago, and the crush lasted for quite a long time! It was a long story, but it was very silly! No much details, incase someone from the past reads it and found out who it was! Nobody knew or remember about it, so far in my memory. It kinda started out with his friendsssssss confessing to me that he like me? I was so young then, so I didn't take it for real and even didn't believe in relationship TOTALLY. (Not saying that I believed it before I got together with E. Not even after I go attached, I still didn't believe one k!!!) Plus the fact that we are both so young, and I was seriously very shy mah :P But fact is, I did have "feelings" for him.

Okay enough, but the crush did lasted for at least 2 years or even more. No point telling others about it since I dont believe in relationship right? -.- I was really good at keeping secrets huh! ^^

I used to have lots of celebrity crushes. Some even too ashamed to name them out now :P I dont even know why I like them in the past. Well everyone got their period of time when they go all gagaga over celebrities right? Mine's over for now I know. It might come back, who knows? But hor, E gonna jealous :P

Okay another type of CRUSH.
Reality crush. Reality crushed me totally. Enough said about this. I've got suicidal thoughts, or even thought of killing someone from young. See the amount of hatred I've got in me? Well, not even me. If someone dear(DEAREST TO ME) didn't brace herself up and change her mind, I would be typing all these here now. Could have gone to somewhere far away with them. But then again, I wouldn't get to those all those bullshits and all those hatred couldn't have grown so much if everything just ended there. HATE REALITY.
But nahs, dont worry, the hatred is still in me, but I am not so silly to dirty my hands. I want to give the someone dearest the bestest life I could give him/her. Karma will get those jerks and bitches. CURSE FLAT THEM.

LOL!!!

I am very peacful person now kay*DING!!* *halo appear above head* No killings, no evil plans! Grow up mature liao... Ok, maybe I am still evil in my own ways, cause Diyana called me and jenny "imported from hell" ! HAHAHAHA just evil-ily annoying, kiam-pah and GL now bah :P

Final kind of crush.

I am fat enough to crush you.
Ok bye! :D Leg sour from flea @scape today! Cleared lots of stocks and got back KACHINGSSS~ Next flea soon!

2011-11-05T17:25:00.002+08:00

Have been neglecting this space too much. Need something to get back here...

Day 1 - your friends.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

Alright, shall start with DAY 1 right now :)

Random photos taken here and there.Doesn't mean that if your photos are not here, you are not my friend :)
I realised I need to take more photos with certain people like MP/SIP cliques (Brendan, pervert, shasha, jenny etc) Not saying we dont have little photos taken, but we need MORE for mp/sip days right? :P
but then again, mp/sip is coming to a end fully soon. Great times, great head bangs with codes, and great laughters!

Okay bye!

2011-10-16T01:11:00.001+08:00

“This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up. This is why you should see the glass as half empty. So when the whole thing spills, you aren’t as devastated.”

Maybe I was just hoping too much. But why? Words seems easy, but whats the point if you mean it? You don't have to initiate to make promises and pacts you know? I am contented with the way you are and we are. I could do less with the heartaches from crashes words and hopes.

Decisions. Never regret any of your actions, because at that time, that was what you wanted... There's really no point of using words to cover up words after that. Even though it does help, it still hurts...

Have been trying to get over it, am not being so "calculative", but hey words from the mouth of the person who matters a whole lot to you, matters as much as well.. You said I changed am I am acting all weird... But fact is I am still the me, the me trying hard to stop the pain thinking that I was thinking too much and the cause of it.... My brain was kept busy finding excuses for you explaining to myself why your words crashed.

I am sorry, I couldn't tell all these to you when you asked. I just couldn't. I don't want to risk any heartbreaks, for you and for me.

2011-09-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their own special one ♥

MP/SIP sem is officially over since 2 weeks ago. This means we dont need to clock in and out DAILY. But apparently our life had been made miserable cause Jenny and me HAVE TO go back to school daily LIKE USUAL. #teacherhappyjiuhao #teachergradeourproject

September is coming to an end soon, and we are going into OCT fast. :'( E is flying off to Australia for 6 weeks and this isn't gonna be like his India trip where we literally talked on the phone for at least 1plus hour EVERY DAY for the entire time he was there. Hahaha spent a bomb on international calls. Luckily I got a supportive mum :P She helped me pay for the calls! hehehe
But Australia gonna be a different story this time round. He's going away for a longer time and little and worst no phones calls :( Envy those girls with their bf going away for only 2-3 weeks. Cause mine is forever going double of theirs cause my BF IS TOUGHER AND AWESOME SO THE ARMY NEEDS HIM!!! *flip hair* (BUT so am I ok!!! *wei da* :P)

I think either E or his army has something with my family.
They send E flying off to India the day after my birthday and 2 days after my mum's birthday.
Now they are sending him off to Australia ON my sis birthday....
and flying him back ON MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY!!!

FWAHHH!!!
can someone please explain why like that to me?? -.-

Sighs, just realised that I wont even have time to spend with him even when he's back from Aus. School started and its my finally sem. E probably gonna start hardcore mugging for his studies while he's in camp too. He said he's gonna work hard and study hard to have a career earlier that me<3

Guess the only time we could really get is next year, after april when I grad and June when he ORD.
Definitely looking forward!!
Gonna comfort myself now that its QUALITY over QUANTITY. After that I want both quality and quantity with him!!!! *GREEDY*

Ok I am off to bed now. I have to handle my ~~pain in the ass~~ teacher tmr in school.
Till then!
xoxo, L.

2011-09-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

I am... just not good enough for someone special like you =(

Just send E for his early booked a few hours ago. Few hours ago, he was still here hugging my bolster ~~and snoring away~~ on my bed. He's sick and had not being feeling well these days. But am so glad he still made the effort to go with me to my class chalet yesterday at Pasir Ris park bungalow. Glad that him make the effort to join me with my classmates and he got along with them too!

How not to MAD love him you tell me?

Well, things hasn't been going so smoothly for the both of us recently despite all.
He said I changed. And I still couldn't get over something. Maybe it was just me, being me. Being the not-good-enough-for-him me. I am not saying that cause I want attention, neither am I emo or being sarcastic. I just meant it. He is almost like EVERYTHING a girl, or a woman wants. Thats what I feel. But sadly, I am not up to the standard to have this kind of guy with me, loving me and giving me all his has. Sometimes I really wonder why he chose me. Been bomb-asking him did he regret being with me even the slightly. His answer has been giving me a ease of mind a heart slightly.
All these could go on, but I decided not to.

Shall just say it in short. Although all I have typed above, I just wanna say, I am trying my best to keep up with him and hope that I can be the right one for him. Not for any peanut butter, but cause I do love him, with all my heart.

xoxo, L.
Gonna hold on.

2011-09-22T02:56:00.001+08:00

I can bear this pain, still.
You told she is like a stranger to you now, but what hurts the most is that even being a stranger, you still could get affected by her. Not that i dont understand how much hurt you've been through, but seeing you getting affected makes me feel like i am insignant to someone from that past.

Xoxo, L.
holding in, holding on.

2011-09-17T14:20:00.001+08:00

Blogging with itouch~

2011-09-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

#387. Lost for words.

People say relationship over pride. I have been putting down my pride from the beginning and why can't I just continue to do so? I don't know. Exhausted human body with a mind full of jumbled up thoughts. It all ends when one party just freaking stop trying or do things that they used to do to get their hearts.

Reasons and excuses. Trust or doubt.
Sometimes, it just freaking i-am-understanding, or i-am-used-to-it.
I am trying my best, to be your best.

xoxo L.

2011-09-05T10:46:00.003+08:00

"At the end of the day when I crawl into bed and all the lights go out, my thoughts can finally rise to the surface. Yes, I’m a little bruised, slightly broken, and permanently scarred but I’m still here aren’t I? I’m still fighting, I’m still waking up everyday to go through it all over again. This life may be hard as hell but it’s still a gift and I’m going to live every moment of it."

xoxo, L.

2011-09-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

11.11pm Goodnight from town♥

Its been so long since I stayed at home all day ~~sleeping~~ lazing around!! It's like as if back to those days me and E were not together. I am so used to having E hanging and breathing next me now already. #superglue
hahaha!

Have you guys heard? We are selling my house. This very house where we hoped and wished for the best. Guess its really time to let it all go. Been tidying up for viewing buyers and it really made all of our heart aches ALOT.
E helped me tidy up my table and he nearly strangled me >.< cause i stuff all sorts of gallooony stuffs into any space or drawer I see. & I keep spoiled stuffs back thinking that they will heal someday by themselves.
& whenever E ask me to throw it away, I will give him saaaaad face :P

Now that my house is tidy up, it feels brand new and whenever I talk, there's echo. AWESOME #idontwanttosellit

okay, xoxo L.

2011-08-20T12:42:00.001+08:00

Remember the previous posts I told you that E went to SMU to play psp with his Ns-mates cause there got plug?? HAHAHAHA!!

Yea, I went to find him after school and he surprised me with a "BEARY" special bear ♥
It was our monthsary!!!
HEE I SOMEHOW THINK THAT BEARY LOOKS LIKE HIM!!!
眼睛咪咪~

Just wanna say...
Thanks love for the surprise. I know we might have our downs here and there, but we are still standing strong together no matter what. All these time with you, I've learnt alot of stuffs. Thanks for being with me even my life is being so hollywood like. I love you ♥ :)

2011-08-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

So, on a random school where we went to bistro for lunch with Flower902 gang~
Food so-so depending on the menu of the day. Some good some bad, so its average! hee!
MPSIP sem is coming to a end soon. PR2 next week. GAWD I AM SO LAZY.

xoxo, L.

2011-08-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

"那一年她爱上了他，她是一个优雅而漂亮女人，而他是个一无所有且懒惰的男人。朋友都不看好，他们父母也说她这是用自己的幸福在赌。交往后，他像变了个人似的奋发上进，若干年后他有了自己的事业和魅力，她问:他当年怎么会突然像变了个人一样，他回答：你用一生幸福做赌注，我怎么舍得让你输。"
- ChineseLQuotes

My bet.

2011-08-15T01:01:00.001+08:00

So hell yeah, E's one week of block leave is over like zoooomz.
Its the first time ever we ever spend so many continous days together since we been together. Guess we are totally spoilt already.
He's leaving soon again, for Australia this time soon. So I DONT CARE IF I AM SPOILT OR WHAT. Either way I am still gonna miss him like hellz. So I am just gonna go ahead and grab as much time we can have together and cope with life later when he's not around. He highly doubt I can do that. HMPH!

Shall go the old fashioned style and penned down whatever booms in the past week.

Saturday
Shiwei's 21st. E wasn't able to book out. Made loads and loads of funny faces at the camera. GOTTA LOVE US HUH? :D Waited till 3-4am ish for E's call. Its like a habit for us to phone daily.

Sunday
E finally booked out. Went over to find him at 3pm-ish. I KO from last night's staying up late waiting. And went off to Nex with his family for dinns.

Monday
School's on. Yucks. But lucky E came over to pick me up and we went for Thai food @ Bedok. Yums and double yums with love(: I picked up the tab since he has been doing that already! Went to catch a movie(Horrble Bosses) at tampines 1. Hehehehehe then he came over for a sleepover<3

Tuesday
National day = Holiday!
Went out fo prayer's dinner at Grand's old place. E came along too and followed by a second night sleep-over. AWESOMEEEEEE!!

Wednesday
I WENT ON MC. And went on date with E. BEEN AGES SINCE WE'VE DONE THAT KAY.
Bugis + QQ mian. E love!

Thursday
Napfa. Ziyin became my 2.4 partner. HAHAHA we went toilet while running halfway xD Passed all my 5 stations though!
Initial plan was to only meet with E on friday again but that boy missed me too much and came over to meet up after school! HAHAHAHA!!!! Came home and had a quick bath and out to 201 and to simei to search for his pokemon decks =x

Friday
Meetup with E after school. Cause apparently he went over to SMU to play psp with his NS-friends. Cause there got plug mahhhhhh... Went home to bathe after school and meetup at City hall after that.
Cheeky boy SURPRISED ME with a beary soft toy. Thats another story, share next time kay :P
Sleep over again!!! A-W-E-S-O-M-E

Saturday
House viewing with fam and Timbre @ old school with Mango. Another story. Next time!

Sunday
E book in day. SADXZXZXZXZ MAX.

kk gonna hit bed before E hit the roof!

xoxo, L.

2011-08-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

Time for some updates!
E is STUCK in camp for some living firing so he cant book out till Sunday. Life has been pretty tolling and taxing on me all these while. I can never ever get to go home straight after school this sem. Its either driving or whatsoever. Now, ahgong is in hospital, so the more I cant. I am not blaming him for that. It just aches my hearts damn much to see him suffering and I cant do anything for him, then help him adjust his bed, wipe his face and cut his nails.

If wish he would be like before :'(
Dear God, why is life so unfair? FREAKING WHY!!!!

I am gonna prepare and head down to find him now. Followed by Shiwei's 21st chalet.
Can't wait for E to book out tmr!

2011-08-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

So much for my wrinkly dress, sis dirty mirror and awkward feets.
Been on a MAXI CRAZE since E told me to try wearing it! I've got literally a handful of it hanging around in my cupboard and 2 of them are like the same design but diff color! Resisted to get the same design in the third color. $_$

Me love maxi, but me no chance to wear them out :(
Cause the man who loved me the most is in hospital again. No one, can literally love me the way he does. Not even E. (not saying he dont love me enough) It's just different. He's the man who brought me up, and never ever fail to make me laugh my lungs out.
Someone so special, never let him out of my life please God.

Ahma just told me that Ahgong once SLAP her cause she scolded me? I knew all along that no one was allowed to laid a finger on me or scold me since young. But I never knew that he would go to the extend to protect and shelter me from everyone(even his own wife) and slapping her :'(

I love you the most, Ong Ah gong. & I forever will.

2011-07-28T14:50:00.002+08:00

Remember I said I should post more happy times here instead of low times? Yea, issues after issues. Its like never ending. Every week there just HAVE TO BE some drama going on. I really think I should just change my name to Hollywood instead.

Well, this is my life.

2011-07-18T16:20:00.001+08:00

So yea, I am back here again each time my life hits the lowest point. It's about time I get a bit fairer and less lazy post more happy moments here instead. But nay, I am always too busy to blog when I am happy. Gotah get enjoy and live to the max in moments like those whaaaaat :P

Another tide just came into my ever-so-drama life (not self pro-claimed, but I could totally sell my story up to now to the television station. Kay maybe they will reject it, maybe not! hees).

E just told me

"CONFIDENCE, GIRL.

I dont see why you could still lack in confidence when out of all the girls I have in my life, I choose to be with you. I want to have a future with you."

♥ ♥ ♥

He said I was MEEK :(
"Toughen up girl"
But he said he will be the to protect me too in whatever has to come too(:

Wait, I just realized something. I came here to do some usual blog and channel out some negative emotions of what's being throw on me, and yet, I turn out to be smiling and blogging about him. HAHAHAH #theawkwardmoment ! :P

xoxo, L.

2011-07-16T22:59:00.001+08:00

I want to be the girl that changed everything, the girl that made a difference, the girl that gave you a story to tell.

Life = time. I need more time. Been really really busy with life recently. Its either be major project + driving, or work + major project + DRIVING. I want a blue sky holiday with my loved ones soon. I needa spend more time with fam(L) and E. Yes, he's gonna fly off again in the name of "serving the country". I am proud of him, doing stuffs tougher than what others are doing and still standing strong! (though he does whines to me once a in awhile. hehehe awwww so cute! ♥♥♥♥)

Growing up isn't fun. I forgot the reason why I wanna grow up faster when I was a kid. Damn.
xoxo, L.

2011-07-15T17:13:00.001+08:00

It’s hard to be strong when you love the one thing that makes you the weakest.

2011-07-15T12:10:00.005+08:00

That’s the problem about having a first love when you’re not his first. Every little thing counts. What you’ve done together, you get jittery at the thought of the girls he had before that, the things they’ve done together. There are some memories you know you cannot replace, you try to avoid but at the same time you want to create better ones. You’re stuck in your insecurities and it’s not his fault. It’s not his fault that you’re not his first, that he shared memories that don’t belong to you. But because he’s your first, everything seems to matter more to you. You wish he could be a little more sensitive at times. You wish you could be less insecure. You just wish you’re the one who had the best and purest of him. When it get harders you wish that you had someone else before him, so you wouldn’t feel all the unnecessary, so it could all be easier. But really, you can only hope to be the best that you can be, for him and yourself.

Yes, this is me.
Long hiatus folks, x fingers that I will be back here soon.

2011-03-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

So yea, holiday kicks in and I am here lazying around like my old old life. I am so not used to it already. I know March just started but I can't wait for April to come. Thats when I will get my usual recent life and holiday back.

Love went off to India, New Delhi for National Service. Wei da. But I think I also wei da lor. Let him go.
(LOL actually, got no choice la.)

So I kinda celebrate my first valentine with my first Valentine on 12Feb Saturday.It was our monthsary that day too. SO DOUBLE THE LOVE.
That cheeky boy told me he cannot book out due to duty shift. It was TRUE. Until he swapped it with his buddy and decided not to give me. Tsk. He booked out on friday and friday night when we was on the phone, the line got cut a few lines abruptly. Never suspected anything cause I thought it was only the reception.

But then after the surprise, he told me that his dad came to talk to him. And he was scared that I will found out he's at home. NAUGHTY.

So I slept in on Saturday until my phone rang. Like usual in my sleep mode, I just picked it up(sometimes i dont even know if i answer the call!) and this is when the surprise starts.

Him : "DARLING~ I asked my friend to put present for you at your doorstep. Faster go open door take if not sweep floor will take away!!!"
Me: "HUH?!?"
Him : "Faster go take your present!!!"
Me: "Orh~"

*Walk out of bed blurrrr blurrrrrrrrrrrr*

*OPEN DOOR*

*See him smiling so sweetly at him with a rose in his hand*

*CLOSE DOOR BACK FAST*

"WHAT'S GOING ON CHOR LI EN?" *Stone*
OMG IT WAS HIM i really saw. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG~~ Standing outside OMG. Smiling at me sweetly. Wait, is that rose he's holding????????? OMGGGGGGG

*RAN BACK TO ROOM TO TAKE KEYS*
*RAN BACK TO OPEN DOOR*

*Saw him again, with the rose in his hands. AND the roses on the floor.*

OMFG. I was so frigging touched that I cried on the spot :')

XOXO!!!
I was so overwhelmed, I ran to sis room and dragged her out of her bed to see whats at the door!!!

"MEI MEI WAKE SEE!!! EDWIN HERE!!!! AND GOT SOMEMORE!!!"
"huh~~~~ what laaaaaaaa i want to sleeeeeeeeeep"
(Hahahaha she cant go back to sleep after that :p)

Him : "Why do you close the door just now? I look around see got people see i kena rejected straight or not you know :("

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Kay, then cabbed down to vivo to catch a movie, Homecoming by Jack Neo. Not that bad :)
Then went back to his house where we stay until 2plus. I went home after that. But silly him waited for my"I bathed already. Lets go sleep now la" text. I dont know why my phone didnt get to send that text out unknowingly and silly him stayed up the whole night for it!

He got duty the next day(sunday).

:( Silly boy.

Kay la, so thats how my Valentine's Day went.
I realised that although the flowers itself is pretty, its who you get it from that makes you happy after all. Anyone can give you flowers. But if it's not from your loved ones, it mean nothing.

Heh, did i mention that E had my mum in mind too when he bought those flowers? Yes, he bought it for my mum too. Sweet to the max.

2011-02-07T11:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY.

I'll be back to post more.

And oh, I found the book E been hiding away secretly. And I manage to see the reason why he did that. Cause he wrote his thoughts and feelings about "US" and he felt for me even way before we were together. Awwwwwwwwwwww<3

2011-02-03T03:14:00.000+08:00

我知道每个人都有自己的过去。

过去真么说都已完，可是没了那些决定，我不知道现在的我们会怎样。。。。

2011-01-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

50plus lovely hours straight spent with E =)) He booked out on Friday and we met up straight after that till the moment he had to book in.
Friday night, sleepover. Saturday morning 201 with him. Bought many snacks cause happy him got his advance pay and extra too! Cause he did well for his IPPT! hehehehehe and top scorer for his OJT!
Went to hunt for his specs but went home without it. Rained the whole weekend so he stayed over throughout his whole book out!

Quality time<3 but dont envy. cause honesty speaking we dont spend that much time together as compared to others.

Cheeky him sprayed his perfume all over me and my hair before he book in last night. Hahs, "等一下你又笑着睡觉了今晚!!! :D" Purposely want me make miss him more only. But its okay. He's booking out early this week for CNY! Cant wait for cny seriously.

so muckloves, E's.

2011-01-23T02:17:00.000+08:00

Omg yes, I am finally seeing my love tmr morning! Cant wait!! :D He's got the smile that I can live on :)

2011-01-20T02:30:00.000+08:00

I envy couples who get to see each other everyday.
I envy couples who get to walk on streets holding hands on weekdays.
I envy couples who get to hug each other on weekdays.
I envy couples who get to see their Honey's smile on weekdays.

I only get to see on boy on weekends. (and not all weekends too D:)
I only get to walk on the streets holding hands with my boy less than 4 times a month on the streets.
I only get to hug my boy on some weekends a month.
I only get to see his smile thru photos during weekdays.

Well, at least I have him in my life.

I dont know why and how I have gotten myself so in love with you. So much that it makes me cry sometimes. I am not a weakling or crybaby. It's just that my emotions always overwhelm and take over me when I truly care about someone. Etc, him and my family.

Maybe one day you girls will understand what I am feeling now. Yea, when your love gets into NS.

2011-01-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

Projects starting and piling up above my head. Tiffany and me was like :"I SEE NO LIGHT AHEAD" in ASP.net class today. This week gonna be so long. Botak E sees no light in booking out on friday or early saturday too. Worst, maybe on Sunday which he has to book in on the night itself. Zzzzz ~

Told him those NS people who set those rules are saddists and he was like :"Darling .... -.-"
Kay all my online items arrived today. Yay me!

2011-01-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

Now everything is back on track. Well almost. Now to recover what we have lost only....
We haven't been together as long as some of you are with your other half. But we DARE say we been thru what you all never been through before and we STICK by with each other through it.

We deserved to stay this sweet for longer than any ordinary couple :)

2010-12-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

It was Christmas!!! Specially got a day off to spend it with E :)
(heehee good gf :P)

Got him surprise present. But I kinda spoilt it on the eve cause he came to my house before I went to work. Was afraid that I didnt have to chance to pass it to him in time for him to open on 12pm sharp on Christmas.
Silly E got me a surprise too. But he spoilt it too! HAHAHAHAHA

I was working on the eve(after i spoilt my own surprise for him), and i asked him where he was going to spend his time when I was working. “跳楼咯~" was his answer -.-

Then during work, Teckleong and huiyu came to find us. Told them Shifu was hanging around tampines too, waiting for me, maybe.
So Teckleong called him.
TL: "Eh shifu you go 跳楼咯这么好玩为什么没有jio????? Where you are????"
E :" I AM AT HOME"
TL: "HUH YOU AT HOME?"

*take phone over*
ME : AHA CATCH!!!! YOU AT HOME!!!
E : HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEE HIIIIIIE~
ME : you at home doing what? :P
E : Tmr you will know why already.

hahahahah silly boy.

Went over to his house the next morning cause silly boy got himself sick after waiting for me to end work by himself. Sit there blow aircon -.-

Went out to watch Yogi Bear next. Was laughing all the way :D Got couple seats too. Perfect. Just perfect.

so, muckloves!

2010-12-29T11:33:00.002+08:00

No pictures for today.
I am working during this holiday and not a single shit is done for school.
Sometimes, I just wish someone would understand....

2010-12-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

什么都不要懂 只想继续做梦

害怕 醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁 太不成熟没体谅彼此感受

2010-12-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

Say hi to Mr E!

Yesterday marks another step for us. We spend the day at my home(cause of term test), but it wasnt that bad you know. Just plain hugging all day long :D Contented. You dont need to spend big bucks to feel around the one you love. If you do, then he's not the one. You just need to enjoy each other's company more than anything. Good luck for your attachment and my term test paper(even though i never study)

2010-12-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

Let it go, let it go. I will let it go.

Everyone has their own stories. But it seems like ours arent that special after all....
I don't have any say in your past. Nothing. Not a single thing could be changed even I do. After all, you didn't you would come this far without her and then meeting me. What else.

You said bygones by bygones. You said I am your now and future. I need to update my closed and "antique" mindset.
It's not a good feeling. I feel a big PUNCH in my chest area.

2010-12-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

Omg its friday againzxz. A is for AWESOME!!!!!!!

Been spending time with all my loved ones well :) Except that now, ESTHER CHOR is missing me and doing shopping for me out of town. EMBRACE THE PEACE, EMBRACE THE PEACE LI EN.

So monthss ago, E and me went to TeckLeong's Birthday BBQ held by his good friend. Teck turned a year older and also into a chocolate cake monster.

Then he walked to the toilet feeling like a monster :)
After that, me and E went to love love at one corner with candles. He never fails to melt me heart, thats why he's E for a reason. No wonder the rest calls him SHIFU ._.

Click to see what he did *hearts flying all over*

HE....

DID THIS FOR ME(L).

And literally DRAG me away (while I am still seeing hearts and deeply awe-ed by it.) "LET'S GO, LET'S GO!!!!""Huh? Wait laaaaa I still want see :(""LET'S GO !!!"
"But havent burn finish yet leh!"
" EXACTLY! :) YOU WILL NEVER SEE MY LOVE FOR YOU BURNING OUT. Just like the candles, its will always stay burning in your mind like how you last seen it."

So tell me about it huh ? <3

See what my playful boy did in the pictures below. He burn the ants and wax them up ._.
Spot the ant in the wax kay....

We're in love. Dont mind us.

so-muckloves, E's.

2010-11-24T00:48:00.001+08:00

He's a NSbotak and I am student.

He got a cheeky face....

He likes to squash my face and make me look !@#&^%$##$%$#@

And snap pictures when I AM NOT READY.

And scare me randomly with his "RAR!!!" at my ears.

"uh-oh"

We text all day when our eyes are open and talk all night on the phone till our eyes are closed. We spend time with each other on his book out days till time have bring him back to his camp. Yet, we still never get enough. I am quiting chocolate to show him I love him more than I love chocolate. Dont rub your eyes cause you see it RIGHT.

I.AM.QUITING.CHOCOLATES.(for him)

Massive spammage of lovey dovey words till our telephone lines are flooded with hearts hearts. I hope this goes on. I know alot of you gonna say:"tsk, its just the honeymoon period" Well then just let us be.

so-muckloves, E's.

2010-11-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

Oh hello, so-muckloves(YAY YAY!!!) is back up. I just dont like the feeling of people reading too much into my life, or rather me. I am good lately except I burp more, fart more, dont like my fringe, dont like the fact weekends is only 2 days while weekdays is frigging 5 days. Yea, I am still all good, sitting here complaining with my fingers.
"Jun zi dong kou bu dong shou" hohoho, looks like i am not jun zi but hey, I do wear bottoms UNSEALED *brows movements*

Typing here just made me realised how much I missed typing shits here and click click on the "Publish Post" button. Hahs.

so-muckloves! (so long never type this already!!!!!)

2010-11-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

More than enough with you around :)

2010-10-30T17:04:00.001+08:00

2010-10-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

Hey rain over sunshine, school over holiday. I smell projects and java coming my way.
Today is Friday & I am blessed :) with all those around me, good or bad. Bad ones you made me realised how much stronger that I am actually am. Good ones, cheers!

And yes, I am officially together with E♥
He never fail to make me touched, make me smile and make me happy every single day.
This isnt my happy ending with him, cause happy shouldn't have a ending.

He caught me by surprise suddenly. Thus the blurry picture and @$#%$^$#@ expression.

2010-09-28T00:31:00.001+08:00

Much loves!!!!! :D

Okay, I wanna learn the art of kidnapping. I wanna kidnap everyone i love next to me and keep them safe and sound :)

2010-09-27T14:55:00.002+08:00

"You can’t control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust - trust that the person who has your heart realizes its value."

You have to admit, he looks cute in his uniform (L)(L)
(ok fine, he's cute to start off with too :P)

I am still wondering if his love is real. The fact that I dont trust love. I dont trust forever. I heard too many stories about guys making promises and saying stuffs to win your heart and then *BAM* everything goes back to square one. Too many stories.....

But you know what, I am kinda happy, you are in my life. Even for awhile :)

2010-09-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

Temp change of blog url for aweil. Cause apparently, me and sis, we cant hide anything from each other.
Seriously. So dont even say about each other's blog.

We know so much more about each other than we can really tell. Smile or sigh you tell me??

Gonna private my blog from everyone for the time being anyway....

Yes, to the fact we are together <3

2010-09-24T00:09:00.002+08:00

Pretty roses in my fave nail color. LOVE.

Someone has too much sweets lately. Beware of tooth ~~and heart~~ cavities.
Holidays are awesome so far. Slack, slack and waste my time away. But, its not wasting if you are enjoying it right? xD

Short one for now, I'll be back with photos(not pictures) next post :) Gotta put my vain pink camera to good use somehow!

Love, i-dont-want-cavities' L.

2010-09-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hey yo wazzzzzzzzzzzzup~~ Sleepover for the past week at grands' place till Friday. Spent time well with LOVE ONES for the pass week. Ahem. Ate a packet of rice with 2 spoons with Ahma like old times. Oh god, I havent been a good daughter. Been going out on weekends and spending very little time with my dear-o-mummy. Weekdays she working, i at grands' place, weekends she's off and yet I am always out.
Ah, weekends. I wish weekends lasts for 5 days and weekdays for 2 days.

If only, I can spilt myself into many many. I am a greedy person. I love to have all my love ones around me all well.

Shall end here. Going on a date with my Jenny tomorrow.
Diyana perv is really a perv, I think she playing the absences-makes-the-<3-fonder game. sigh, when then you want go out with us arh perv?? Me and Jenny cant wait to see you H****. Kay ♥!

Love, L. Ɛ><3

(when there's me and you x.)

2010-09-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes people hold on to empty promises real tight, in hope that the person would made it would still mean those words. Says L, Yours truly.

Soon enough, everything will once be kept in a dark room where it seems to you was a mistake. I hope even when even after the dust dies down, at least I still have something to remind us once a upon a time.

A promise is a promise. I am going through a big whirl of after effects of empty promises and yet, a few others are coming in. Should I be happy? I don't know....

Kay enough of this.... Let talk about some happier stuffs kay? ;)
Guess whats' this.....

Jelly and hearts-shapes cakes. Chor Zi Yi messed the mixture and the kitchen up. But nehmind, we can do again next time. But thats when she just sits and turn the oven timer. hehehehehehehehehehehe!!!!

Okay wedding dinner tonight. Gotta go prepare my sleepover bag now.

so-muckloves, L.

2010-09-13T01:14:00.001+08:00

:) 十二少过三是九

:) 十二少过三是九

2010-09-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

When flashback starts, you hate the thing that trigger it, or the memory itself?

I'd say the thing. Memory is there for good, nothing can change it. The only thing you can do now is try your fucking best to forget it even its gonna cause you a whole lifetime. Yea sounds like a positive yet saddist person. LOL

I typed some crazy stuff just thinking he will get it. But he didnt. Its okay, I dont blame him for the words I didnt bring out.

2010-09-08T22:01:00.004+08:00

Lyrics for my blog song currently.

(sometimes, it really speaks the best.)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did...

Do I feel that this is for realz or I am just too afraid to face it up? Fuck this shit lor.

2010-09-05T00:43:00.003+08:00

No no noooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

Tomorrow's sunday, and my head is still in the clouds. I made jelloh today with my pig sis and I cant wait to bake with her after moi exams. Last night, around 3am, me open my room door to see if she's asleep and SO QIAO!!! She opened the door the same moment for the same reason. Thumbs up to our good rapport !!

Then around 4plus, I got this feeling mum's waking up. So on msn ....

"OH SHIT I FORGET MUMMY WAKING UP AROUND THIS TIME!!! QUICK SHUT DOWN"

in less then 10 seconds,
i hear her switching off her lights next door.

WE LITERALLY ROAR IN LAUGHTER AFTER THAT!!! In our own rooms.
Nice.

Okay, things to do tmr.

Go get calculator with Mum(she pay hehehehehe)
Chop a tree down and admit it to prove I am a honest kid.
Go pray with Mum.
Wash hair in the morning. (lazy smelly me didnt wash it tonight. But i did wash my armpit kay AHEM)
GOBBLE down my textbook so I can choke myself to death and escape exam.
Prepare my wings for me to fly after exams. Well, at least for awhile before result.

Okay thats all for now. I love making list. It helps me to keep track of importants stuffs to remember :)

Love, not-so-smelly-hair L.

2010-09-03T14:37:00.001+08:00

Nice, I LIKE :D

$15.90

$26.50

Shopping is a girl's bestfriend. But its been painstaking on my wallet and bank account. Sian ttm!
Dont worry, wallet. I will feed you soon!

Retail Therapy is shiok ! After exams kay LiEn!!!!!!

2010-09-02T16:07:00.001+08:00

Eyeliners and toilet bowl \m/

When the dust die down, I hope everything still stays the same....

I am seriously getting bored with textbooks.I need some kind of excitement to get my heart beat faster. Exams doesnt counts. Was feeling low the day before BECAUSE I CANT FIND ANY CHOCOLATES AT HOME. Pathetic! Wasnt in any mood to do anything then. I finally smiled when mum came home with 2 packets of Van Houtens for me. YAY!!!! :D CHOCOLATE SPAM HEHAHEHAHO!!!!!!

I think the weighting machine I have at home is s-p-o-i-l-t. No matter how many times I stand on it, even AFTER I SHIT, the number still stays the same. I wanna lose weight so badly. But I just dont understand why people dont want me to.

Was wearing sleeveless at home today and sis say : "姐，吃多一点。你看你瘦了~ 肚子饿不饿？" Then went she went out, she still sms me to say if I wanna get anything to eat, she will buy for me! Hahahahahah okay this makes my day.

"两个礼拜后，如果我捏不到肚子，你就知道!!!!"
But I dont care!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I realised I always blog more when I am studying. Shit, distractions.
Love, L.

2010-09-01T17:32:00.001+08:00

Every relationship will come to a point of goodbye sooner or later.

I am so bored of studying. The idea of cramping everything into my head without understanding sucks. They say exams tests us on knowledge. But I say they are testing us on our memorising skills and memory span. Its just all cramping cramping AH BRAIN CRAMP. LOL.

I cant concentrate without my good food around........ My favourite, Froot Loops = happy me !!!!!

See my secondary physics textbook? Yea, I am using that to recap for wireless shit. It actually helps!!!!

like no other skittles ;)

Nayway, exams days are approaching. I am having mixed feelings about this. I want time to pass faster. Yet, this also means I have lesser time to study. Argh.
Oh, Secondhand Serenade & NSN are out with their new albums AND I HAVE IT ON MY LAPTOP :D It's about time huh!!

I have so many plans for post-exams. $$$$$$$$$$
The art of balancing input and output of my bank account. $ighs.

Love, bored-from-studying L.
(the feelings too strong for your words to continue working.

2010-08-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

Grands' place is L-O-V-E.

I wish, I hope. I am skinnier. But who's there to judge me? Me!
“我说过要把你喂到肥肥的!!!!!!!" >:(

"Who are we to criticise people around us? Flaws are eveywhere, people are everywhere. You should never speak evil of others or let others affect you. You are your best critic."

People are just about as happy as they make up their minds to be. Only motivation to study now is that studying burns my fats. Burn my fats, burn my mind oh burn meeeeeeeeeeee please!!!
Hao la, going back to study now.

Oh one thing, anyone knows where to get this scarf hairband thingy???? White one preferred!

Love, L.

2010-08-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

I cant even be bothered to arrange the photos. Just upload them randomly. I AM A STUDENT I GOING TO STUDY!!!

I am going back to ~~EAT MY TEXTBOOKS~~ STUDY.

Love,(hate menses) L.

2010-08-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

Okay screw blogger for not capturing my blog last night(or is it the night befoh?) hah I forgot. So here goes EVERYTHING AGAIN!!!! ROAR~

Hah I look like I am taking a commercial for it.

Okay I am lack of update everytime. So I decided to just update the latest "happenings" or whatever I can remember or FEEL LIKE IT. So, this isnt a daily blog thing already. (heh excused for being plain lazy)

Saturday plans was screwed because of wrong timing fixed. LITERALLY BOMBED Jenny's phone to ask her wake up to meet early. But she was sleeping so soundlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~
Almost went to set her house on fire!!!!!

Picture this ....
Her running out in her home clothes and messy hair.
Me standing outside with lighter in my hand, smiling and say : OK GREAT. Lets go sentosa now! *BIG GRIN*

hahahahahahahaha okay LOL.

Anyway, change of plans and meet up with the rest @ Cine first.

Me : "Edwin reached"
Teckleong : "How can that be he still inside my heart lei"
(word for word)

Told edwin and like usual, he went : "OH~ HEN SHY~" Or something like that.

-_______-

Okay then slacked around cine. Small world big orchard, bumped into not so small Desmond WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET US ONE LOR!!!!! Tsk.

Fries from Cine.

No movies. So went down to Kovan to meet 娘dongwei @ bowling alley arcade. Saw this fair skin, jumpy little boy who looked like *AHEM*. Hahahaha

CHOMP CHOMP NEXT! BIG LOVES.=I am still feeling !@#$%^&^#!@#$%^ for not leaving enough space in my stomach for the taohuey. SIAN.

Shiok la the food there. (Y) Thanks 大便 for bringing us there. Heh.
Then Bus to hougang with 娘dongwei and 大便 so me and Jenny can take bus 27 home. Chomp Chomp no bus to tampines :( sad.

Gullible us followed them and took a detour around Hougang. Walked in a "S" shape when we could just walked straight. Tsk. WAS IN HIGH WAIST LONG PANTS SOMEMORE!!!!! HOT DAOOOOOOOOOOOO ~

Never mind. Then bus 27 came with aircon. Happy me board with Jenny and 大便's extra battery with me. Ooooooooooopsssssss~~~

SUNDAY

Went to return 大便's extra battery. Went missing in action for awhile. And it scared the shit of out 大便 and he almost killed me for it. Got this killing AURA around him you know. Well, its his first time to see me in action after all(miss in ACTION i mean).

This saved me from the killing aura person.

Walked to hougang mall. Bad hair day. Frequent toilet trips just to adjust my hair.
大便 :" Well at least you have bad hair day!!!!"
(he botak what)

THIS MAKES SENSE AND I CARE LESSER ABOUT IT. HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Went minitoon first.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.
MY SECOND REASON FOR BEING THERE : MINITOONS.

In case some blind.
I have been searching in minitoon outlets for something. (you all will know soon what it is heh. Bought that to haolian to sis. Eye for an eye)

Cannot find. So 大便 went to ~~cut~~SHAVE his head. HAHAHAHAHAH there isnt much to cut to start with. I have super funny pictures of it. But cant post :(
Okay cut short words, he went to take his passport size photo.
Went AMK minitoons and realised the thing I saw there was SOLD OUT. Searched for it and LUCKY ME FOUND ONE IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE !!!!!

LUCKY ME !! HAPPY ME!! xD

Went back to Grand's place for awesome dinner. BIG FEAST BIG SPREAD. Prayer that day that explains why =D

Love, Lucky L.
(I GOT SKITTLES!!!!)

2010-08-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

Brunch with them :)
ps, melinda and desmond went off first :{

Desmond called when I was on my way out, so dropped off at his busstop to meet him first :) Then went of to Bedok to meet up with the rest :) Desmond very care if his carrot cake will get sold out again on our way there. HAHAHA!!! Melinda reached first. Then followed by 大便. Reach already then reached already la. Play hide-n-seek with me. Tsk.

HAHAHAHA AND I'VE GOT MELINDA AND DESMOND TO POSE UNDER THE RAIN FOR MY CAMERA!!!! :D HEH HEH HEH

"快点啦!!!!!!! hahahahaha"

Went up to Grands' house for awhile. And off to airport :)
Kept my word, and ate popoye but 大便 kinda change his mind after seeing my ~~fat~~ face. HAHA!!!

Kay then bus 27, cause 大便 gotta book in. Jenny and me continued walking at tampines mall and for $1.80 chicken rice =D

Gotta go now, CK birthday celebration later ;)
Love, L.

2010-08-18T02:00:00.000+08:00

If you like someone, draw circles around their names instead of hearts. Cause hearts can be broken.

Been trying to sleep earlier these days. KUDOS TO ME. 2am still earlier than 4am kay. STEP BY STEP. At least the first night, eye shut before 12am( HAPPY ME POSTED IN FACEBOOK FOR 大便 to seee. EVIDENCE what, if not he say i never try again=[ ) . But then again, I rolled left and right and right and left on my bed till 2am. Damn.
Anyway, if you all see me online after 2am, okay maybe 3am, THEN THATS NOT ME!!!!! Hahs, just kidding :P

If I am given a chance, I rather die and start life all over again. All the same stuffs, all the same ups and same downs. I dont mind. Cause I most prolly gonna make good use of the downs, and bake muffins with it :)

I think am sick in the mind. Telling lies to myself, twisting the obvious. Best, after your voice, your ~~goodnight~~, and your last sentence tonight, I feel myself more sick in the mind. GREAT D:

Goodnight, L.

2010-08-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

"One good song is one song that bring back the feeling when you first heard it. Along with the heartbreak" - Gossip Girl

& I think you are that one good song.

Thanks for the effort D. It makes me feel what that words even though I was tongue tied, you heard my main point. And that, means a whole load(with love).

On diet these days cause apparently SOMEONE has to keep calling me LIPUI. Tsk. Now that someone used my usual tactic(but now on me duh) to get me to eat more and skip diet. Dont ask me how. Cause I dont really know what happened too. I SO DEAD TMR!!! Meeting them brunch and I've already given him my word that I will basically eat more. "我要把你喂胖!!"

ALSO this means, I gotta sleep early so I can wake up.

May you be well tonight. Stop worrying.
Love and misses, L.

2010-08-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

Eh yooooooooooo, its has been all about durian this holiday for meh.
Seriously, second day into holiday is durian trip to malaysia. And then after a few days, dad bought 3 big bags of durian home. NOM NOM NOMMMMMMMMMM
Best, ahma's friend gave us more durian on the same day.

My home, practically is a durian farm now. Or rather, there's more durian then dust here. hehehehehehehehehehe my house clean leh~

I DONT FREAKING UNDERSTAND WHY, CHINA PEOPLE WILL CALL AND DESCRIBE THIS YUMMY NOM AS SHIT?!?!?!?!?!?! I am not racist, I am actually referring to my relatives back in china(though I might or might not even see them befoh).

Dad says its because of the "wrinkle lines" on the flesh. BUT ITS YUMMMMEH OKAY!!! aiyoyo dont know how to enjoy :(

[above] deshit says the above looks like drumstick. I think he's hungry again. HAHAHAHAHAA!!!!

Cute little duriansssssssssssssssssss ~

Then I did something .....

hehehehehehe manual lorry. the steering wheel is shiok !

Me: Is it like driving 50cent arcade those kind?
Dad : YES
Me : Okay *start engine*

HAHAHAHAHA I think dad, dont dare to drive this lorry home already. Or any lorry rather. I see one I drive one. HEHE!!

Before I go, bimbo me changed nail color again today! Holiday boredom nehneh.

Love & misses, L.

2010-08-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

Yo, shocking phinks on right and leafeh greens on my left :)
I am back from malaysia!!! Say welcome back to me or rather us, safely.

Good quality nail polishes. Awesome colors, really pigmented and drys really really fast. Like almost instantly when my brush leave the surface of my nail to collect more paint for the next nail.

Quality definitely comparable to The Face Shop's.

I would like to show you the other light pink I've got, but I ain't got 3 hands you know. Next time kay.

Now say hello to part of my nail polish collections. I have more at Grand's place and all over my house. Hee :p

My pinks~

Hee, lovely! I collect them but seldom use all colors. Tsk, now to end this with ...

Love, L.
Ps, I really love the shade of green I have on my nails now :D

2010-08-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

“You can’t blame gravity for falling in love.” Albert Einstein

A quick one before I go for lesson. Sdprog interview next! After this, and database labtest, I am done with sem 2.1 which i know, I did the worst in the sems so far. My attendance rate is crap although I dont know if I got any under 85%. Nah, most prolly not. Hee :D

Was sick the days before and someone became some naggy uncle! Heh not my fault the M&Ms are so attractive right. Been literally sleeping EARLY in the wee morning doing nothing. Naggy uncle wont be seeing this, so I am fine. Even so, I ALSO NOT SCARE LOR!!!!!!!!!

Abrupt end now cause John just step in, and its time to go lesssssssssssson ~
Love, L.

2010-07-29T12:10:00.000+08:00

Cant remember when was this... but yea most prolly on the 18th a sunday I guess. Because I have sudden urge and strong craving for aijisen.... JSince its so impromptu, no one is free except, Jenny, me and 大便. VOLCANO RAMEN FOR THE WINZ !

Had fun treating people to aijisen in the name of 大便. Heh cause I kinda spam : "I treat you aijisen" using his phone." Dont judge me!

Then Jenny met up with her mum for tissue shopping at NTUC. Well kinda, when the most visible thing in their trolley is tissue. ONE HEAP OF TISSUE LEH ! How can we turn a blind eye to it :P

When homez to get my laptop with 大便 while Jenny when home with her Mum.
Then this is what happen after getting my laptop from home....

ps, ignore my hair, that was like EVEN BEFORE i go cut my hair :(

"Oh hai ~ Jenny where are yooooooooou!! We at your void deck!"

Hah round head!!!
Slacked around and met up with Alan to do IA in till 11am in school since all mac is power short. Tsk. There's a reason why I went home to get laptop rightz?

Okay la till then. Love, L.

2010-07-28T11:39:00.000+08:00

Hi, my name is li en and I wrapped myself up like a ball before leaving home today.

Singapore is freezing. Yea, I'd much prefer this kind of weather than sweaty weathers. (I like to sweat through sports though. GOT NATURAL BLUSH AFTER THAT!!!!) Heh

School's out in 2 weeks time. Lets hope I dont get any more warning letter in this 2 weeks. My mum been nagging about warning letters and takes them rather seriously because of the lame shit word on it that makes no sense! Word is WARNING. So tell me how WARNING it is. Just drop in attendance percentage which I dont give much a damn about it as long as it doesnt drops lesser than 85.

Nuff of that.

Happy cold cold day to all. Love, L.

"我知道下一次见面不容易
所以我记住了你的好"

2010-07-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

I have so many updates to do!
To start ....

BAH !!! HAHAHAHA

School's crazy with projects, quiz and Ifeelsoshitty.
Today's sunday which mean book in day for NS peeps(AND I DONT CARE! HAHAHAHA) and ITS MONDAY TMR. oh my mama god.

Went go do my hair yesterday and it look so horrible now. Lucky I've got 大便's cap with me :P Heh! Camp at home all day today cause my hair is looking so horrible(second time i am saying this) damn saddddddddddddddddddddddddd

I just face the most horrible shitxzxzxz again today. Your most loved ones fighting their life out, cursing each other to death. You can never imagine. Fuck this shit okay. I rather I am the one they are cursing or whatever shit is going on.

Okay now, I have some OTHER things to say....

Firstly,

I believe some people are so fake so that barbie got jealous. But why the distance between us, I will never get that :( If you didnt even try, then dont bother even saying some shit like you did.

Before you ask others if they've got you in mind, ask yourself if you even make the effort for them. IF NOT, DONT EVEN SAY YOU DID. Because we did. We tried. But after a few continuous NO, human will get tired and sick of asking too right? :)

** I am not referring to anyone.
I am just voicing out my thoughts.
I just had my freedom for speech LIKE YOU JUST HAD YOURS :)

Secondly,

Friendship comes after family. Never let any guy/girl BLOODY HELL spoil your friendship and whats not. I know, those I am referring to MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT be reading this. Most prolly NOT READING. But I just wanna make my stand clear.

Point is, we are ALL(THIS ONE WHOLE BIG GROUP OF US) still friends like before. Even we are not, I will never allow for relationship-over-friendship bullshits to happen.

Jealousy is a deadly sin. I know how awful it feels like(TRUST ME I KNOW) but I never did show.
(KILL THAT GREEN MONSTER ALL-HAIL)
You might say emotions are hard to control, I know that too. Too well.
I know you never meant for things to turn out this way. Same for me too.
I dont know how things came to this point.
But hang in there,

things might just turn out just fine with more silence.

I hope :(
(words hurt, but silence should sting places where words cant get to)

Those who's aware, I know, some of you other there might be thinking that I am a horrible person in terms of this. But honestly, I share the same views with you too.
I can't figure myself out too.

Thirdly,

~~(gah i will update this blank space tmr. If only, I find the exact words. )~~

"爱就像一块易碎的玻璃
故意不爱你
也许我自作聪明
闭上眼感觉心相隔千里
失去了重心失去了默契
其实很爱你
对不起是我故意"

QUOTED.

So why are you turning hot and cold, hot and cold. Seriously, I dont get you at times.
Fine. If this is what you want. TYVM for showing me life can be better.

Moving on....
17JULY DINNER

Spent like a nearly 30mins arguing with mum over my outfit that day. Tsk. And yes, I gave in to her and wore ~~a towel~~ mini black tube out. Its simply just too hot with that material. You can practically see me sweating in most photos :(

and that crazy mum of mine, s
uggested that I only wear that towel without any jacket cause she said it TRENDY. Tsk.

So, met up with Tiffany on bus 28 and that ~~PU BOR~~ (hahaha that's his pet line, NO JOKE) tricked me that he went on the bus going on the WRONG direction. I actually fell for that. Annoying bitch.

Then Jenny love and PORK des met up with us at the next stop on bus 28 :)
Okay, then LAW 大便 decided to trick me that he is still at home when he is already at the meeting place.

LAW 大便 YOU FOREVER USING THIS TRICK ONE LEH. But I never fail to believe him any way.
I have trust issues uh. I believe lies, and doubt truth.

[below] 大便's expression : PRICELESS !!!!

2 poly mates and my family went home after dinner. And the mango bunch went off for second round of nom nom nommmmmmmmmmmm ! melinda came to join us ! LOVE

Some idiot placed my shoe on the rubbish when I ran after edwin to get my bag back :(

the snail that we fed with so much leaves and flower. Heh

Great awesome night! Thanks for the ride home - 大便, dw and melinda :)

oovoo sucks cause I just miss the webcam session with jenny, laoda, bear and monk =.=

ps, do scroll up and click on the archives for older postsssss. This photo post max out my page :(

2010-07-21T11:31:00.000+08:00

Oh hai, with all those countings, I am back to day #1 again. I seriously suck at this.

Hahahaha, yes I have botak Law's cap with me now!

Everytime he says something like @#$%^%$@!#%^& ,
Me : I will play catch with some random dog with your cap!
Botak : nooooooooooooo ~ hao la hao la ~ :P

Cap power weet \m/ ! Oh ya, I still have his cardssssss in my purse and Jennifer has his ezlink card! Haha lousy him.

This weeks gonna be over soon and I shall get something done to my hair if Mango Loves are not going out. But if we are, LAW "promised" something since dont know when. Its always either he brings it and didnt show me cause he says others are around or he forgets to bring. TSK ~

I cant say what is it now, or he say he wont show it to me too :( 小气鬼 !!

I have tons and tons of photos to upload here and facebook!!!
I will upload soon soon.

Till then peeeeople. Love, me (and cap) !

2010-07-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hi BBF I know you are reading this, and I know you love me like omgmuacksxzxzxz.
ps, have you draw my LMH Dad? Hee

(hahaha i miss your yellow pencil case in the background!)

BIG LOVES FOR US !!

OI ASS 不要太感动 hor ~

2010-07-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

Day #3 and it stops(well kindaaaaaa) : Its funny how people tells me to follow my heart when its never on the right.

Hold it all back, swallow it down and PEE it out ! Hehs ~ I can't believe the way it feels and why the hell do I do react that way.

Dear dad, watch soccer all you want cause you know, we all will be here with you together with your darling big screen tv.
Dear Mum, sleep all you want cause we know you will have sweet dreams everytime for you have us.
Dear Sis, I am feeling !#@$^&*(*% now and I need to irritate the hell of SQ-KK before I can get well again. Oh btw, he gave me a unknown number when I asked for his today. Annoying much.

If only all were the way they are ~~meant to be~~ supposed to be...

2010-07-15T12:43:00.000+08:00

Day #2(and a half) : Sad emo songs reminds me of you and makes me wanna cry :(

On MC for these 2 days and yet I am still in school. Noble me~ HAHAHA!!
I am typing all these at ihub now. and some idiots stood outside saying : EH INSIDE GOT GIRL LEH. Then they knock on the door and ran away. Then when I open the door, one of the friends said : No la, they want see girl =.=

Okay sdprog now !@$%^&*(&%$

Ps, waiting is getting use to the pain.

2010-07-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

Venue : hub Room
Time : 4.34pm, Sunny on the outside. {I am so sleep deprived on school days}

Day #3 : I thought leaving you would fix this broken heart but it seems to have only break even more.

okay, I really have a fat face and I've got that TYVM.

2010-07-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

Day #2 : I am doing it all well physically. Mentally, not really.

I just type a whole chunk of words and deleted it :( I don't like opening myself up like a book in the library.

Nevermind, anyway life is school with rashes and projects now. Cant wait for holidays, or should I say, school month? :) Good day people. Day #3's tmr! LOVE!

2010-07-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hi, its payday tmr and I smell mah-nehhhhhhhhhh ~

Horrible but cute and smart fingers of mine make orders online even before the cash reach me. I havent slept so long and good for a long long time even before work started. I finally did today. (seriously, who made it a "thing" that there should be only 24 hours a day is a frog.)

Mum got her 2 bonuses at both jobs which means like usual, I am gonna have my bonuses pocket money too. But hopefully I will have the discipline to fill up the hole in mah bank ah-cow.

Yes, bank ah-cow. (its practically a non-living cow now :'[ )

Next big thing up in my schedule now will be driving lessons, sleep, school, sleep, sleep, driving lessons and school and sleep. Busy busy busy. But its okay, I will still make time for family, friends, mah-neh and sleep.

Goodnight, L.

2010-06-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

19 June Saturday, my only day off after 6 straight days of crazy sales work! My holidays smells like mango, sweat(from my tired feets) and mun-neh $$$$$$$$ !!! Sam says : "No pain, no gain"

Since its my only day off and botaks booked out, so of course meet them right ! Swear it was worth it! I "stocked" up a year of laughters. Hehs!

Met up with Edwin first.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
His botak (Y) I couldnt walk to him when I first saw him cause I AM ALREADY LAUGHING LIKE WTJ (what the jelly - my legs like jelly) !!!!

Angelic me edited off his face because he didnt want his botak pictures on the net. TSK !!!!!! Miser.

Then prata after the rest end work, and off to find deshit (: The first thing he did was to laugh like (herh herh herh~) and then run. Not bad, he can run already. Great night!

Big loves for now. Till then peeeeeepol!

2010-06-13T03:04:00.000+08:00

I AM LIKE FOREVERRRRRRR LAGGING OF POST SINCE POLY STARTED !! What hapPUN to my bloggggging bug.
I have so many things and PHOTOS I wanna blog about. Patience my dears (:

3rd June 2010
The last meetup @ night before Edwin and Desmond need to shave their head ~~squikeeeeeeeee BALD~~ as a honor as they will be serving the country (say 好听一点 beh) HAHAHAHA!!

So, we planned to meet after school but everyone couldnt make it except me and Ed. SO CANCEL LOR AND I WENT TO SLEEP HAHAHA!! Then Desmond called and said he really want a meetup before boTAK. He came and fetch me in Philemon's car ! His car (Y) I LIOKE.

He should totally go paint the butt of his car white!! Then it will be like pokeball with pokemon inside. HEE HEE HEE

They came around 5 to pick me up and then Melinda!

He really lives up to his name (Y) Camwhorer. HAHA!!

Desmond :"Eh use that one *hint* take my face slim slim and ed's face F-A-T"
Me : "OKOK !!! HAHAHA!!"
*snaps*
Edwin *looks at photo*:"I knew it!!"

They are now officially BOTAKS!!!! HAHAHAHA!!

They styled Edwin hair with tons of wax and he was like complaining how many times he washed his hair and the wax still here when he got home! HAHAHAAHA!!

Philemon sent his friend home, then shimin, melinda, me and then desmond.
I TELL YOU WE HAD SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN ON THE CAR. HAHAHAHAHA HOR MELINDA??
(ps, i am like even smiling to the screen when I typed this)

Okay big loves people. I am working tmr at the same old place. And this time round I feel like I have been promoted to a "higher rank" cause I got helpers under me and I can use path-finder!! WAHAHAHAHA!!

Peace and love.

2010-06-05T01:55:00.000+08:00

5thMay2010 ITE Grad day.
(hah only me, jennifer, cy and sw are the ~~extra kaypohs ones~~ no la, WE 好朋友可以吗?? :P)

Caption for picture below :

"ARH LAI, WE TAKE PICTURE!!!"

CAPTION FOR PICTURE BELOW :

"YOU SERIOUS?!?!?"

kay la, just joking !!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2010-05-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

I have never been strong enough to stay.
People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t.
Staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing.
Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

2010-05-31T13:59:00.000+08:00

Stop fizzing my heart.
I dont wanna feel my heart if hurt and pain will be all in the end :(

I am a coward.
Thank You and Sorry.

2010-05-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

Cute little man-tou !!

I will be back load of amazing photos to post cause my sis got a new cameraaaaaaaa and I will be getting mine soon too!!!

Let mug for term test. Big muahhhhhhhs to man-tous !!!!!

2010-05-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

I am the ~~bitch~~ who wont tell you she how much she misses you cause you broken her heart too many times.

I fear everyone is gonna be like you, I never gonna trust anyone.

2010-05-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

I cross my heart.
So no one will leave in this way cause they cant even enter in the first place... I fear the pain of loss.

So could you just tell me how you broke that cross?

Great, I am side-tracking so much on doing my wireless report because my arrow just wondering around and click on the "facebook" tab. And obviously now, the "blogspot.com" tab. Zzzzzzz !!!

CHOR LI EN YOU NEED TO CONCENTRATE! OHMMMMMM !!!!! Term test is next week and yet I still have so many things on my mind. I am taking up chanting. Not chanting of mantra scripts or what, its chanting of textbooks, formulas and theory! LOL !

Stayed back in school today with brendan (jennifer left early) and we was blasting old songs all the way! WOAH NICE!!!!! :D I LIKE!!!

Okay, I really mishchewz.

2010-05-19T11:02:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL's 12pm TO 1PM TODAY O_o

2010-05-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

Jenny :D

Kay I should start jotting down quiz dates, homework etc already. I keep forgetting the datelines and all ! I would hire a personal assistance for all IF I COULD. Heh heh heh !

Domokun today!

Goodnight loves!

2010-05-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

- Cause I dont wear my heart on sleeve, doesnt mean I don't feel the hurt. -

Okay I think I am gonna be in deep shit now. You know the birthday video taken for Ahma's birthday? Yea that one(if you know).
I DIDNT TAKE THAT VIDEO. Some ADULTS did. I just uploaded it to facebook and now, i got into shit by the who recorded it. Talk about justice.

There's nothing more to the video except birthday song, wishes and candles!

So whats wrong by just uploading a happy video?? I just dont fucking understand adults -.-

2010-05-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

-You will always win. Because you know no matter how heartbroken I am, you will always still have a place in that broken heart of mine.-

Wazzzzzzupppppp !!!! I learn control + shit in school this past week. Okay its actually control + shift but you know, tp got some really special language teachers =/

Coverage = COWAGE
Control shift = control SHIT
Onion = ON-ion
Ole(pronounced as oh-leh!) = OILY
Alright = OH-RIDE?!?
Okay = OH-GEH

TODAY'S

Isabel's buffet today! OMFG HER FEET SO DAMN SMALL!!!! Fyi, she's my neighbour's baby. Cute like WTFPINCHPINCHPINCH!!!!!! hahahahahahhahahaha !!
Isaac(her elder brother) is still as active as ever! No wonder they say you always need extra more energy to take care of boys instead of girls =/ Me and sis just couldnt take a proper photo of him cause ... he could stop for a moment. Forever running running around or busy with something.

And we just found out that Isaac has hyper active illness. Poor boy :(
Oh-ride, time for bed! Feasting out tmr again! Big loves to all!

2010-05-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

I will be back. Soon enough. School is tiring me out.

2010-05-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

KIUP YOU QQ!!!

Been

2010-04-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

Some photos for my photo hungry blog (:

Someone always ~~there~~ here for me told me I need to change my temper. I will be a better person by this end year. And hopefully, I will break my promise I made this year and celebrate my birthday next year :)

2010-04-29T01:42:00.000+08:00

Yes.I am lacking of sleep and lacking of post. School isnt that bad and I realised I learnt more stuffs than last sem (: This should be good news right?

Met up with the Mangos earlier on tonight. Shiwei, melinda, edwin, desmond and shimin.
Aijisen for dinner. Great time laughing with all the "little brother" talk @ Tm mac. Heh.

Yes, I know I have been meeting up with them more, recently. But is there a need to start another "story"? Enough said.

2010-04-17T03:20:00.000+08:00

"It’d be so much easier for me if you weren’t so flirty.
I mean, I guess I developed feelings for you, who knows when, but I did.
I don’t mind the part where you don’t feel the same way back, but I do mind it when you flirt with me.
Being all, touchy touchy & sugarcoating your words. What are you doing?
Teasing me? Well, I hope you know that I am teased, hah.

But seriously though, it’s getting my hopes up, that ain’t cool. "

2010-04-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

I have enough BBQ. Periodically.
School starting. I am gonna make new friends. BUT I AM NOT GONNA FORGET FRIENDS I ALREADY HAVE.

Tsk.

BBQ crash over at xinyi's place because it was raining heh-beeeeeeely and obviously pasir ris park pits cant be used. Damn, wasted the money foh the pits. And oh what the fuck? It 2 am already. I am waking up early tomorrow.

Boomz!

2010-04-14T03:19:00.000+08:00

Life's a mess. You never know when monsters are coming out and from where. I really need a blanket now.

And I cant believe the "cold war" ended cause of my age. You didnt even know why did i even do that in the first place.

Damn fuck this shit. Everything just screwed up so badly. Everything's back to square one.

I would be gone here in blogger again. Will be updating more on my other blogs like - *tumblr ~~and wordpress~~. Tumblr is so much better snippets of updates.

Someone : Why are you trying so hard to get a person back into your life so hard?
Me : Cause that person supposed to be here.
Someone : But what if there's much more unhappiness?
Me : Together is better than alone.
Someone : That person doesnt want to be a part.
Me : You mean i should stop trying??? :(

Yea, maybe its time I stop prying, trying and crying.

You gave me life but you didnt give me live.

2010-04-08T02:47:00.000+08:00

hey yooooooooooooooooooooooo ~ I know I went mia-ed again here. But it doesnt matter right for I am back again now!

Hmmm sometime ago(cant remember the date, but i know its the day right after ky's bbq) mango cuties met up again. Yes, weet weet we are always laughing, thats what I like about them! Forever laughing together one.

Speaking of laughing, I had the longest laugh for the longest time just now. Edwin's epic "OK LAUGH!" on msn. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SUPA FUNNY I TELL YOU!!
Then Jennifer came into the convo and I laugh even more.
(i must have look so crazy laughing so hard that the computer screen)

Kay la some pictures from the outing. And oh! I MUST NOTE THIS DOWN - WE GOT STALKED BY POLICE THAT NIGHT! And I got my details taken down by them =/

Then edwin ~~law~~LOR tried to block me from the cam ~ See that hateful smile on his face ... zzzzz

And this is what we got in the end ...

Annoying much. Even more fail. Jennifer planned to push that shit into the fountain at bugis, and when hinted(of course not that obvious) that shit knew already and still can pei he me. Make me feel like a big fool =.= Hate him for that!!! zzzzzz

Argh okay.
I off to bed. Cause I am meeting them again tmr. Big loves!

And i have this verse from the song in my head all day long already.

You know a lot of girls be thinkin' my songs are about them
This is not to get confused, this one's for you

Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking best

Stay tune okay, i will be back to update on Jennifer's BBQ. Ultra love, cause I can chat with her into (late night like serious late like 2-3am?) at some random bus stop talking so loudly unknowingly like its our home. And we actually open up to each other.
I just love that feeling you know.